Love for a limited time

Chapter 223 My Confession Is Ten Years Late
"Sister Qingqing, I understand, I never thought of hurting Aunt Yao, we... I will explain it to Junxi!"

I intertwined my hands, feeling tangled in my heart.

Yao Qingqing shook her head: "No, you haven't understood yet, I'm not telling you to leave Junxi, I want you to persuade Junxi that love can blind people and make them lose their minds, so he has been unable to come to his senses, just for a day. See clearly the delicate relationship between the three of you!"

"Thank you Sister Qingqing, I will persuade him!"

"Okay, I'll entertain the guests first, and we'll have tea together later!"

After Yao Qingqing left, I felt restless. I shouldn't have come here at all.

It will only embarrass yourself more!

I wanted to leave, originally I wanted to say goodbye to Yueyan and Zhibin, but I really couldn't stay for a second, I felt ashamed, and Aunt Yao also came, if I meet later, she will give me Maybe it's embarrassing, but I'd better leave.

This banquet is the climax, and no one will care about me, a little person, leaving.

I probably walked towards the door the way I came here. Sister Yueyan drove to the door to pick me up when I came. I had to walk by myself, so I realized that the old house of the Lu family is really big.

When I walked to the door, my phone rang, and I saw that it was Junxi calling: "Where are you?"

His voice was very low: "I'm at the door, I want to go first!"

His voice paused obviously: "I won't be able to leave now, I'll let Zhibin see you off!"

"No need Junxi, you are busy with your affairs, I will go back by myself! Don't worry about me!" I quickly hung up the phone, it's time for us to think about our relationship.

I love him, I want to wait for him, ten years, 20 years, even a lifetime, I am willing to wait, but, our sneaky relationship should come to an end, otherwise, as Sister Qingqing said, it will only make things worse worse.

Maybe despite those passions, he and I really should have another good talk.

I walked for a long time before I got a taxi. When I got home, my mother saw that my face was not very good-looking!

"Why did you come back so early? Not to attend the banquet held by Yueyan's family!"

"The banquet is really boring, so I came back first!"

I changed my shoes and went to take a shower and change clothes first.

When I came out of the shower, the temperature of the water my mother poured for me was just right.

I hold the cup but don't drink.

"Aggrieved?"

I don't know why, but suddenly it touched the softest part of my heart.

Xu Shi suffered too much grievance tonight, holding it in his heart and having nowhere to vent it.

Xu Shi's journey from the Lu family's mansion was too long, lonely and lonely, and his heart was too sad.

My mother treats her so tenderly now, I really can't hide it anymore.

Unable to bear it, I felt sad for a while, and tears suddenly fell down.

My mother saw me crying, and suddenly became flustered. I don't remember how long I haven't cried in front of my mother.

I'm afraid that even I will feel bitter, and I can't help crying, and my mother will feel even more uncomfortable.

She sat next to me at once: "What's wrong?"

I raised my hand and wiped away my tears, but I couldn't stop them, the tears fell more and more fiercely.

My mother wiped my tears in a hurry, feeling very distressed.

"What's the matter, tell mom, who bullied you... or met the Song family?" My mother wiped my tears with a tissue.

"Speak up, you want to kill mom!" My mother was anxious and distressed.

"Mom, I... I'm just sad, why good luck just doesn't come to me, I work so hard but still get nothing!" I still didn't tell my mother about this, telling her would only make her feel sad. Just more worried.

"Okay, okay, mom knows, but we are not very good now, don't expect too much, mom is already very satisfied, don't cry, mom hasn't seen you cry in these years, don't put too much pressure on yourself , have a good sleep, and go to work tomorrow?"

My mother comforted me carefully.

I was lying in bed thinking about my unusual relationship with Song Joon-hee during this time.

People often say that a woman's IQ is zero when she encounters love, and Junxi is no different.

I met him when I was 14, and now I am 13 years old, and half of my life is in love with him.

If you love him so much, why would you put him in trouble?
If you love him so much, why are you willing to leave him?
I suddenly understood Yao Qingqing's words, since it is love, I would rather suffer myself than to let him live a good life. I think he is good, I used to think about leaving him, but now I am willing to hide by his side and not see the light. This is all love.

But neither of these seems to be suitable.

Love itself is consensual, such a precious and pure ideal, we don't want to use dirty means to tarnish the beauty of love.

But now we are hurting others in the name of love.

I want to ask him to have a good talk.

A quiet cafe, this time when he was calling me, I took the initiative to ask him out.

He sat quietly on the sofa, with his hands folded together. I have never been good at hiding my emotions, but today, I came prepared.

His expression is extraordinarily focused, the profile of his perfectly lined face is calm and stunning, the long eyelashes droop slightly, casting beautiful reflections under the eye sockets, the wings of his nose are straight and straight, and his lips are naturally closed, which makes me feel To a touch of softness and tranquility.

He took off his coat, and he wore a simple gray shirt with the sleeves rolled up. There were three buttons on his chest that were not fastened, and his elegant collarbone could be seen vaguely.

The whole person looked calm and indifferent.The aura of keeping strangers away is obvious.

I couldn't help but look at him in front of me, slightly lost in thought, Song Junxi is the god I look up to, a random gesture can make people fascinated, even, I almost forgot to speak.

I smiled: "If I ask you out like this, it won't delay your work!" I want to behave more naturally.

"No!" He took a sip of coffee: "Xia Xia, I should give you an explanation for what happened last night!"

"I understand, you don't need to explain to me, we have been in love for so many years, if we don't even have this little trust, I am not worthy of your love!" I stirred the coffee cup with a spoon, but didn't drink it.

"Junxi, I don't seem to have told you that I love you very much!" Song Junxi paused while drinking coffee, and looked at me. I didn't avoid his gaze, and still looked at him with a smile.

"Junxi, I know that your love for me will never be less than mine, and I will never betray you in my life, let alone leave you! So, don't worry, I asked you to come today because I want to confess my love to you , not to leave!"

Song Junxi looked at me a little puzzled, and I reached out to hold his hand: "No matter what, I will never leave you!"

(End of this chapter)