Mr. Jin's apex

Chapter 852
It is not an exaggeration to say that I am living the life of a zombie. After all, I have been staying in a small corner all day, and the environment is the same everywhere. There is only a small window where I can see the outside world. , but couldn't get out.

That sense of drop is like a knife piercing my heart, and it hurts constantly, and I will gradually feel numb, but my heart is very responsive, I want to give that sword out, but I don't even know how to do it. Know.

"Being able to feel the light and heat has been my life's longing. I'm afraid I will be desperate in that room. This is not a lie, it's all from my heart."

This Song Luoyu worm just opened his mouth to talk to himself, and usually he said these words, only he knew in his heart that it was such a great surprise for her to be able to come out here and feel some sunshine.

If she had known earlier that this place would end up like this if she mixed in, then she would never have come here at the beginning, let alone get close to it.

It's just that I have to come here because I want to investigate clearly what happened to my parents back then. This may be a double-edged sword with both advantages and disadvantages.

But if she was really given a chance to choose, she was afraid that he would still rush over, and he was desperate here.

He couldn't tell what it was for, but he knew in his heart that what he always cared about was to be able to make his heart no longer suffer and feel uncomfortable. He just wanted to give himself and his parents an explanation, that's all. Such a simple thing can never be achieved.It will always be a gap in her heart.

At this moment, Song Luoyu was standing on the grass and facing the sun with her head up, but she had no idea that such a picture was shown on the surveillance screen, and another man saw it.

It can be seen from the video that the girl standing in the sun has a kind mouth, as if she is exchanging with nature, such a beautiful and happy appearance, it seems that no matter how much wealth and benefits are given to her, she will not laugh Such a happy appearance, such a beautiful and happy appearance, no matter how much wealth and benefits are given to him in the end, she will not smile into such a happy appearance.

When will it be out?Then a word for a month.You are looking at the picture in front of you on the side of the bed, suddenly you feel uncomfortable, you don't know whether it is right or wrong for you to control him like this and throw away his own identity.After all, since I let her stay here, she has hardly smiled again.

"Then do you think we did something wrong, trapping him here, like a sinner, and never have a way to leave, are we really doing something wrong, so life is really unfair to her. "

Looking at the picture on the screen, grandma also fell silent slightly.He left his eyes, but he felt a little bit about how to answer this question this time.

After all, it wasn't a day or two that troubled him in his heart, but a long period of time. Almost from the first day Song Luoyu was trapped here, she couldn't relax.

So in the end, what kind of answer is it? In fact, I already have a generated answer in my heart.

"I will do it according to my own ideas, won't I? Even if I say something, you won't listen to it, so even if you ask me this question, it doesn't make sense for me to answer you. Follow your own way You know what you think.”

Grandma turned her gaze away, didn't say anything, just raised her hands and was about to leave, but at this moment Jin Yandong clearly heard from grandma's words, what she really wanted to say.

But I felt a little unspeakable sadness in my heart. After all, when grandma was about to leave the room, she still said it, and asked the last question.

"Actually, you and Song Luoyu have the same answer in your heart, right? Both of you are blaming me. I think I did something wrong, right?"

Even if grandma didn't answer this question, Jin Yandong still knew it clearly. After all, when recharging money, grandma would turn to Song Luoyu for almost everything, and Song Luoyu had always been clinging to grandma. The relationship between them can be said to be closer than any relationship between biological grandchildren.

But now, because of his actions, there was a gap between Song Luoyu and him. From time to time, the two of them were like strangers, unable to speak a word.

This was a huge blow to grandma, Jin Yandong knew this very well, but he still couldn't accept it at this moment.

"There is no need to think so. You have grown up in many things. You have your own ideas. I said that it is good to follow your own ideas. Let them say what others want to say. After all, you also have the ability to think independently. Grandma always will be on your side."

After saying this, grandma didn't know what to say, she turned around and left. No one knew what emotion she was in at the moment, but she felt an unusual sadness emanating from her body, because Jin Yan Dong did not come, feeling suffocated and sad.

Grandma didn't say anything, but his words and his expression have already expressed his emotions clearly. It's not because of him that the relationship between the two of them has deteriorated now, but because he did it. Things like that back then, in the end, it would not be possible for everyone to accompany their emotions and the joys and sorrows of their lives.

But after all, what's the use of Jin Yandong regretting at this moment?The important things have gone to the picture they don't want to see, haven't they?

Silently fell silent, looking at the girl who entered the screen, he only felt that she was never happy before, and at this moment, he seemed to have no heart to say anything to spoil his mood!He still looked at the girl in the picture, and laughed along with her smile.

In fact, as long as Song Luoyu can be happy, she can be happy too, can't she?It turned out that even if he didn't admit it, he thought so in his heart. As long as he was willing to do something, as long as he told him, he could dedicate to him what he could do. It's just about letting him go for any freedom. Things, I still haven't been able to let go of it.

The child didn't know how long he had stood under the sun until he felt a little dizzy and suspected that he had some heat stroke, then finally lowered his head slowly and looked at the picture in front of him, his eyes felt a little dark.

I haven't felt the sun for a long time, so when I touch the sun, I can't help but be greedy for a little bit and don't want to leave.

Feeling helpless in her heart, she canceled herself, and finally turned around and walked towards the house. At this moment, she had no purpose, she just wanted to go back to avoid the sun.

And the eyes that fell on her around her always made her feel that she was a different kind of person, a person who didn't fit in here. Her mood was a bit complicated, but she still didn't say anything.

(End of this chapter)