Mr. Jin's apex

Chapter 934 One day I will find the way I want to live

When Song Luoyu said these words, he didn't have the slightest intention of flattering him. He just couldn't look at the front of his face. The man said all the words he laughed in his heart, as if all of them didn't contain any emotions, just put his most Speak out your true thoughts.

After all, Yan Zhan just looked at the girl in front of him like this, and finally got out of bed after an unknown amount of time, and smiled with his feet. The smile was very weak, but it had the belief of owning the whole world, powerlessly But having power is the most contradictory kind of smile.

At that time, Song Luoyu couldn't understand the reason for Yan Zhan's smile. It was not until many years later that he finally realized that what he said that night gave him great confidence.

Whether it is to live or die, he has no regrets.

"If you say you are stupid, you are really stupid. Even if I am really a reasonable person, so what if I knew you before, I will still hurt you. Why do you think like this? You shouldn't think of any some!"

Yan Zhan lowered his head and smiled, there was a touch of helplessness in his eyes, but in his deep eyes, there was still a kind of intolerance and pity for her.

"Then will you hurt me?"

After all, Song Luoyu still didn't believe that he could read. At this moment, he looked at the front seriously, and the man didn't care what he said, he just wanted to hear his answer, and only wanted to hear the most real thoughts in his heart .

Then when the voice fell, and it was said to be silent, I didn't know what Song Luoyu was thinking, after all, I don't know how long it took before I heard his deep laughter, as if he had figured it out Same, don't care about anything.

"No, people in the world will not hurt you no matter who I hurt. This is what I say in my heart. Whether you believe it or not, this is my truest thought."

When it was difficult to say this sentence, his eyes looked very plain, as if he could say this sentence without thinking, because it was his true thoughts...

The moment Song Luoyu knew that he had won the bet, he also smiled along with the man, but there was a touch of regret and helplessness in that smile.

What's the use of winning you by yourself? Now the person in front of you is a sinner looking for in a reasonable way. One day he will also be found by the police. At that time, Song Luoyu can know what punishment he will receive without guessing. Could this be the last time they met in this life?

When this idea popped up in his mind, he always felt a cold feeling, pervading his whole body. He didn't dare to question whether what was written on the arrest warrant was true or not, but at this moment, looking at the man in front of him, he was so fearless. look, as if he had already guessed the answer.

What kind of person, when faced with crimes and those who arrested him, can still deal with it calmly. Besides being a real criminal, who else can he be?
After a psychological slip and a touch of pain, he lowered his head, his heart was very tangled and complicated, he didn't know what he should do, but after all, looking at the man in front of him, he couldn't make up his mind to report it. She just thought that this person who used to be so kind to her was the villain who did all kinds of evil on the wanted list?
"Why? Brother Yan Zhan, can you tell me the answer? Whether you made it up or what, I just want to know your reason and just tell me, I just want to know, please."

This Song Luoyu's eyes were red. He looked at the man in front of him full of confusion and incomprehension. He couldn't understand why a good person would do such a thing. Could it be that it is not good to be an ordinary person and live like before? ?Why do those things that are not allowed?
How could the person in front of him who was full of doubts at this moment not understand, after all, he just looked at him and smiled, and he didn't know how long it took before he said a word.

"No why."

A simple and calm sentence seemed to be all his answers. This Song Luoyu froze in place and stared blankly in front of him. There were many words in the man's heart as if they were about to break through, but they finally reached the edge of words. Still took it back.

Indeed, if you need a reason and a so-called meaning for everything you do, then doing many things in this world will be tiring.

But just because there is no reason to do things that hurt others, I cannot agree with this after all.

At this moment, he frantically lowered his head to wipe away the tears, and then took a deep breath before he seemed to have figured it out. He raised his head and looked at the man in front of him as if he had something to do, and asked simply: "After that, do you have any plans? What are you going to do in the future, or do you already have a planned route for the future, how to escape?"

Song Luoyu didn't know what to talk about. Since his identity changed, he didn't know how to talk to him anymore, because he found that the things he knew about him before might all be false. Maybe it was all fabricated by him to conceal his identity, so now he also lost the idea of ​​asking about other lives.

Hearing this sentence, the man lowered his head as if he heard a joke. He took out a cigarette out of nowhere, lit it and lit it in his hand, as if he wanted to take a puff but always forgot.

"What are you doing? It seems that you asked me this question a long time ago, but now I really don't know how to answer you. After all, we have different identities now. I used to be the owner of a store, but now I'm different...I'm a notorious criminal on the wanted list."

The man raised his lips and smiled, as if he thought of something last time, it didn't matter at all.

But at this moment, Song Luoyu looked at his smile in front of him, but he always felt unaccustomed and unfamiliar in his heart. How could he be like this in the past, but now why he smiled and said everything made him feel incomprehensible.

Although he was always cold at that time, when he met someone who needed help, he would always lose a helping hand, and he would not do bad things to so-called ordinary people.

So where did those so-called crimes come from, or was he a criminal before she knew him, but he had been hiding it well for so many years?

Song Luoyu was still puzzled, but at this moment the man in front of him was just startled, he was not going to smoke any more, he pressed the cigarette butt against the wall next to him, and the cigarette butt was wiped out by the rain.

"Anyway, now I'm just like an ordinary criminal, what to do, what to do, and when I can't figure it out, I will surrender myself. One day, I will find the way of life I want, but it's just that I haven't been able to do it for so many years. Just found it."

(End of this chapter)