Mr. Jin's apex

Chapter 949
I don't know why, this Jin Yandong really subconsciously thinks that he won't, he doesn't even need to think about it, as if he can come to a conclusion, thinking that Song Luoyu will not be the one who returned to China.

Psychologically, I feel a little ironic about myself, so why did I decide so quickly that a girl would not come back to China because of her friend.

It's just that I always feel that Song Luoyu will definitely choose to deal with this kind of thing with an evasive attitude in most cases. She doesn't want to accept this matter, so she won't accept and participate.

Jin Yandong found it sad that he still couldn't forget everything about that woman, whether it was the present or the past, he could always easily guess any of his decisions, as if he knew her very well. I feel that no matter what she does, what she does is in line with her own ideas.

At that time, he felt that he was also hopeless. At this moment, the man finally smiled and didn't say anything more.

"Maybe there is no way to change things, or let him continue to be worse."

The words that Jin Yandong muttered to himself seemed to be a synonym for Song Luoyu's decision.

And at this moment, Song Luoyu, who was far away in the Pacific Ocean, was indeed whispering these words.

After a few days of decision, I still made up my mind not to return to China.

Even though he knew that the fact that Yan Zhan was executed would not change, he still made a decisive decision in his heart at this moment that he would not go back.

Maybe it was a bit ridiculous, he lowered his head and rubbed his hair, he didn't know how he could be so indifferent, and even though he knew that man was his good friend and he was about to leave completely, he still didn't want to go back trip.

She still felt that it was useless for her to do anything. The fact that he would be executed was already something that would never change, so she didn't insist on anything when this moment came.

I remember that before I separated from that man, what he said to himself was, "Wherever my affairs develop, just always put my own interests first and always consider myself. He is just his friend, just her. As a passer-by in life, there is no need to worry about him."

So at this moment, Song Luoyu thought about it, and still chose to make such a decision. Even though he knew that doing so was too cruel, there was still no way to do it.

Let it be like this between them, don't bother anyone, just be a stranger, it's good for everyone.

Even if it is said that they will be separated from each other soon...
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[You can relax about this matter. Anyway, I will take care of domestic affairs, so you don’t have to worry so much. As for Yan Zhan’s side, he will deal with his funeral first, and the two of us are also counted. As an outsider, don't interfere so much. 】

It was not too late when Shen Ran sent the message, Song Luoyu rolled his lips and smiled after reading the message, knowing that Shen Ran was worried about him, so he came here to say these words to comfort himself.

At this moment, he didn't think much about anything, simply replied a few words and went to sleep.

In my heart, I unconsciously thought of myself. When I was working in Dongwu, and when I quarreled with Jin Yandong again and again, the picture of him falling from the sky, I always felt that such a man was too warm. If you can get along with him, it is also a very good thing.

I probably never expected to come to such a point in the end. Everyone is passively moving forward. No matter how difficult this matter is, they can only move forward silently and never turn back.

"Song Luoyu, to be honest, you still have no way not to return to China, because your psychology is still blaming yourself, right?"

Before going to sleep, Song Luoyu looked at the dark air and said these words to himself. At this moment, he finally smiled, smiling, but tears rolled down his face.

"What should I do to save you? You have helped me so many times before, but now you finally got a certificate in front of me. It seems that when I need help from others, I can't do anything. Am I very useless? Ah, brother Yan Zhan?"

After all, Song Luoyu covered his mouth and began to cry loudly.At this moment, she was nestled under the quilt, and her muffled crying sounded extremely uncomfortable, but no one in this world could hear it.
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In a distant place, in a closed space, there is humid air all around.

The man's tall body just leaned against the wall and stood upright. Even if he knew he was going to die tomorrow, there was nothing he could do about it. At once.

The person sleeping inside the side railing is also the person who will be executed tomorrow.He fell asleep and broke into a big belly, which seemed to have no troubles, as if as long as he was fed and slept, he would be able to stay like this until he died.

Yan Zhan didn't know how long he stared at him before he finally laughed out loud, as if he felt that such a outlook on life was not bad.

At least you won’t see a new life when you’re about to die, with a touch of fear, you suddenly feel a lot of regret, but you regret something you shouldn’t have done before.

He lowered his head and laughed wildly, feeling that his life was too much of a failure, but now it was about to end, and he still couldn't accept it.

At this moment, the man on the right who was also executed tomorrow could see what he was thinking, and smiled softly, "Brother, what are you thinking? You are going to die tomorrow, why don't you want to experience life before you die? Experience the happiness of being tired and stretching your muscles and bones, experience the happiness of being able to fall asleep with your eyes closed, and no longer have to think about troublesome things. Look at you, are you really happy standing like this now?"

A bearded man beside him said that although he looked cruel and terrifying when he laughed, at this moment Yan Zhan had no intention of being afraid of him at all.

Listening to his words, it seemed like he was silent for a few seconds and was thinking about how to answer. After a while, he heard his explanation, "I don't live this life to be happy or unhappy, so it doesn't matter, I feel comfortable. That's fine,"

Because the bearded man seemed to be taken aback when he heard what he said, and then nodded, it doesn't matter what he thinks, anyway, they will all be brothers on Huangquan Road tomorrow, and no one will look down on anyone at that time Now, everyone has become a lonely ghost.

(End of this chapter)