Mr. Jin's apex

Chapter 987 But why do you still...

After going back, Xiaobai seems to have recovered to the same ease as his classmates. No matter who talks to him or asks him to eat, he ignores him, just like a lifeless marionette. After all, it makes people feel distressed And helpless.

What kind of temper can I still express now, I probably can't do anything, seeing him in such pain or hurting myself, I can only suppress his inner emotions to face it, this is the most painful thing for Xiao Ming now.

After all, she still doesn't know how to cherish, she still doesn't care, how the whole thing will develop, that is, to him, no matter how the whole thing develops, he will not care, such a her, after all, makes Xiao Ming very angry.

"Send it up or not eat? Didn't you ask her to eat? Or did you call her and still don't want to pay attention?"

At night, Xiao Ming repeated the topic that he had been repeating for many days, but he knew in his heart that he couldn't help but ask the third grader at this moment, because he lowered his head helplessly and knew that Xiao Ming was now deceiving himself.

I can only answer the question sincerely, "It's such a retrospective, I still sent it up, what's going on? This time Miss Song not only didn't eat, but also threw the food on the ground. We have been cleaning up just now, and it took a while Come down, so it takes a little longer. But the kitchen has been thinking about making something she likes to eat, but she still doesn't want to eat it after all."

The servant's words are really aggrieved. It's not that he doesn't want to try his best to make Xiaobai eat. He only eats Xiaobai. .

Xiao Ming just held his breath in his heart and pressed his chest, unable to calm down.After all, he took a deep breath before waving his hand to signal that he could leave, and then went down to reflect on himself.

In fact, he doesn't know how to face Xiaobai anymore, everything seems to be destroyed, from the beginning of the reconciliation as before and then began to change, and then became worse, there seems to be no way between them Go back in time intact.

She still seemed to be persevering happily, no matter how painful he was, she still continued this game like a naughty child.

It seems that if he doesn't torture him to death, he will never give up forever. However, at this moment, Xiao Ming clearly feels that he has repeatedly and silently admitted his mistakes to him, and has left all the homework to him, but why he still doesn't know how to give himself It's okay to leave half of the sympathy, even to accept her kindness, but she didn't do it, and she never did it after all.

"What are you going to do? Do I have to drive me crazy to be happy? It's clear that the real thing is not so serious, why can't we give each other a chance to relax?!"

It was as if he was about to go crazy, and when Xiao Ming said these words, his whole voice trembled, but he knew that no matter how painful or crazy he was, his thoughts continued like an indifferent person. Living her own life, she doesn't care about the outside world's opinions at all.

After all, Xiao Ming couldn't restrain his emotions. He picked up the wine beside him and started to drink like crazy. He knew that he was too rational now, and he couldn't make any decisions at all. Only when you become crazy can you let yourself do things according to your inner thoughts.

Xiaobai just lay quietly on the bed, looking at the ceiling, as if he could no longer see any hope and light, just stared at the ceiling for an unknown how long, felt dizzy, but still kept talking .

She no longer remembers how hungry her stomach looks like, and feels that the whole body is too busy, and now she doesn't feel any pain, so she just closes her eyes silently, as if she finds sleepiness and goes to sleep, and if she can't find it, she continues Stare at the ceiling.

In fact, she has never told anyone, nor has she revealed to anyone how she is feeling now, she just knows that they all know that she is in pain, but they are still unwilling to lend a helping hand to him. Or let yourself get along with each other and fall into the abyss all of a sudden, which is as painful as extreme.

That's why he knew that they were all indifferent bystanders who stood idly by. At this moment, he would no longer have any hope for them. He knew in his heart that only when he became stronger, or if he gave up, could this matter end. One day, otherwise I will be trapped here forever, like a person who has no emotion and no life is different from me. This kind of life is definitely what I fear and reject.

But now that Xiao Ming insists on doing this to him, there is nothing he can do. After all, he has no way to resist him, and if such an approach can bring back the safety of his friends, then what is he willing to do, even if he waits for himself in the end? All of them are the result of eternal doom, or the future without hope and tomorrow, and it doesn't matter to me.

Anyway, it's already broken, so it's better to make it worse, that's what she thought in her heart.

When the servant finished delivering the milk in the middle of the night, Xiao Bai was still ignored. At this moment, he no longer had the strength to get up again, and smashed the milk on the ground. He just lay there quietly, like As if he couldn't hear any words, the servant was upset, and he could only leave with milk and applause, but he didn't expect that a tall and tall figure would appear suddenly, which shocked him.

"Young master, why are you here!"

The moment he heard this sentence, not only did Hope get scared, but Xiao Bai, who was lying on the bed, was also laughed at.

During this period of time, the two of them have been in a period of cold war. When Xiao Bai saw Xiao Ming, he almost didn't ask any questions. When Xiao Ming saw her, he treated her in the same way.

It is very rare to come to meet so suddenly, and this kind of situation is very rare, and now Xiaobai is naturally stunned.

It’s just that Xiaobai’s emotions on the surface are still very well controlled, and he didn’t show his version. He just sat there calmly, as if he didn’t care what other people would do. Then when he finally tried to restrain his emotions, the next The second servant's words really frightened her a lot.

"So why are you smelling of alcohol? How much alcohol have you been drinking? You don't look very good, why don't I call the doctor to come and prescribe you some hangover soup right away, you will easily get muddy if you continue like this! "Passers-by were obviously also worried about Xiaobai, and wanted to share the current situation for Xiaobai, but Mid-Autumn Festival Xiaoming didn't care about anything else, he just pushed forever out the door, his tone full of impatience.

"It's nothing to do with you, get out quickly, I'll call you over if I have something to do, don't bother me if you don't want it!"

The servant could only look worriedly at Xiao Bai on the bed.His eyes were full of worry, and when he heard the voice, Xiao Bai couldn't help but sat up and looked over weakly.Unexpectedly, Xiao Ming was already drunk and walked towards him step by step. After all, the uneasiness became more and more intense.

"What do you want to do? I don't want to see what you said. You think very clearly in your heart what I think. Why do you still come here? Get lost!"

When Xiaobai's trembling voice said these words, her entire tone was trembling. At this moment, she still couldn't calm down. Seeing him approaching, her whole heart was churning. Go to the picture that you don't want to see.

However, at this very moment, Xiao Bao was angrily shouting words and thinking about his name, as if he couldn't hear him, he just walked towards him obsessively, his eyes were full of drunken smiles, it didn't matter what he would do, at this moment he I just want to do things according to my own thoughts.

"It doesn't matter what you do, doesn't it? Don't you care what you do? So what do you think about what I do to you now? Aren't you always indifferent and don't care what I do? We are because of you What can't be seen by so many people?"

Xiao Ming cried out in pain, as if it didn't matter anymore, what other people would think of him, and if he wanted to chase her to cause intestinal problems, he began to shake his shoulders vigorously at Xiao Bai, hoping that he would wake up and see clearly how he was treating him. He, but Zhongqiu Xiaobai was quite frightened by his scene, and quickly pushed towards him, as if trying to stabilize him.

"Please figure it out for me. Didn't you cause it all by yourself when you said it now? Why do you say that this incident is caused by me? Do you think in your heart that you still don't know what's going on?" ?!"

Even if Xiao Ming was drunk, he still couldn't accept his unreasonable behavior, not to mention that every word he said was something that made him very sad and helpless.

Obviously, he didn't think so at the beginning, but he still wanted to drag everything in that direction after all. Could it be possible that he should blame himself for all this?How innocent I am!
I was very angry in my heart. When I saw these things, I still felt uncomfortable after all. I no longer knew what to do. The whole day's things were not so easy to solve at the beginning.

Then Xiao Ming didn't give himself a chance to breathe, but he seemed to push all these things on him, how could Xiao Bai accept this, she couldn't restrain her emotions, directly raised her hand, and slapped her hard hit him in the face.

"I don't care what you want to do. It's just that you'd better think about it. I don't care what you think!"

As if he didn't care about it anymore, all the anger and anger were expressed. Even though this sentence would anger him, he still couldn't control his emotions at this moment.

Why did he play drunk on himself when he was drunk? He had been oppressing him and hurting him all the time. Why should he act like a victim?

"Do you know what you have done to me? Why do you ask that? I remember it clearly. What you have said to me and what you have done are like a magic power, hidden in my heart There is no way to get it back! Now you think I forgot, but I tell you no, never have!"

His whole body was trembling, and he had no way to be rational and calm down.

Whatever kind of help others gave him in the past, he must use what kind of method to respond.But even though these things are difficult to solve, he doesn't care.Originally, at the beginning of this incident, they didn't expect it to be like this, but the recent incident was how this person was forced by the world to face her like this.

When the slap was slapped, Xiao Ming froze in place. He only felt his ears buzzing, as if he had no way to react, Xiao Bai finally lifted the quilt and was about to go out. run.

"What's going on? How can I be sorry to you? Why do you treat me like this? I have nothing to do to you anyway? "

Xiao Ming didn't care at that moment, whether the woman could hear or not, she seemed to have regained her sanity, but she still couldn't calm down, she turned her head and grabbed the wrist of the woman who was about to leave!

Xiaobai had no choice but to froze on the spot. She felt the man's strong wrist and couldn't help shaking. He felt full of pain and exhaustion, and he didn't know how to go, but this man still wanted to let him go. I am in so much pain, this feeling still makes me crazy fear, crazy fear and uneasiness...

The feeling of being dominated by fear has long been familiar, and it seems to be a subconscious reaction in my heart.

As soon as his hand touched that feeling, he would rush up to chase a Xiaobai like crazy, that's it, he didn't dare to move at all, he was thrown on the spot, and then the feeling of fear instantly overwhelmed himself. Surrounded by the whole person!
"Why did this happen? Can you tell me the answer? Why do you have to go? Obviously you didn't think so at the beginning!"

Xiao Ming didn't care if he was scared or not, so he hugged him so hard, as if he wanted to calm him down and tell himself the result of the matter. He also used a lot of strength, but Xiao Bai felt that his His bones were about to be crushed.

"You let me go!? Do you know?! You let me go! Don't treat me like this! Are you crazy! You nasty guy!"

Xiao Bai was terrified, Xiao Ming said something to him at this moment, he was trembling with fear, his whole voice was crying, but he couldn't calm down anymore, he just felt full of fear and exhaustion in front of him, This man is clearly going to kill himself!

"Why should I be afraid? Why should I hide from you? I know I won't hurt you. Didn't I tell you? I will always put you first, and I will always protect you, but why do you still show such behavior?" Look, you clearly want to make my heart hurt! Let go of the past, okay? Don't do this again, you will really make my heart hurt and sad, you clearly know that I don't like you like this, but why do you still..."

(End of this chapter)