The Rebirth of the First Daughter: The Crown Prince

Chapter 388 Reminiscing about the past

But at that time, his grandfather didn't teach him how to be ruthless, how to hurt the people he loves, and how to hurt himself.From the age of ten, in eight years, he finally learned to drive his heart to his bones.

He never mentioned what kind of life he had lived in the past eight years. Such bloody killings and constant torment were always echoed in his mind when he dreamed back at midnight, until later, he got used to it.

His grandfather never told him that to become the head of the Feng family, one has to pass a severe test. If he fails the test, he cannot become the head of the family, so his uncle failed to become the head of the family, and neither did his father.

Humans have the seven emotions and six desires, love and hate, hatred, resentment and parting, and nothing they can ask for.

If you can become the head of the Feng family, you must go through the tests of emotions and desires. However, no one will tell you what these tests are and when they will appear.

How about superior martial arts?So what about talent?If a person is always on the verge of life and death, how can he always protect himself?

How many days do you always wake up in a coma?How many times has the ghost gate under the jurisdiction of Hades gone?

Perhaps it was God's blessing, he should not die after all, he survived, but he didn't know that such a bloody life was just the beginning.

There are far more wounding things in this world than swords.

I met her at the best age. She is beautiful, innocent, and has the charm of a young girl, which makes people fall in love at first sight.She represents the beauty of all girls, but only girls.She is angry, she is crazy, and she laughs, which can always be remembered in his heart.

He knew that it was only a matter of time before he fell in love with her, and he never suppressed the emotion that made him happy, so everything was logical, even his parents liked her very much at that time.

She is the daughter of the prime minister, and he is the son of a family, so the family is right, but the right family is right, so what if there is love and righteousness?After all, it is deep love.

That love affair was just a design, a test, but he didn't know it, he jumped into it like a fool, and in the end he was bruised all over his body.

When he loved her the most, she turned and left, dressed in red, and married someone he could not resist.

He hated her determination and her ruthlessness, but at that time, he couldn't forget his love for her.

When she got married, she wore a red dress. Therefore, in order to remember the harm she had done to him, he put on a red dress from then on, concealing his original temperament and becoming a charming and charming person.

After several years of emotional trauma and heartache, when he became an adult, he became a veritable master of the Feng family, holding power enough to turn clouds and rain in his hands.

But at the same time, he realized that everything in the past was a trial, a trial that belonged to the Patriarch, even if it was the love that he once felt unforgettable.

Luo Chenyan's appearance, from the very beginning, was only the design of that old man far away in the south of the Yangtze River.

You can be ruthless only if you are unfeeling, and you can understand love if you are unfeeling.Only by hurting yourself first can you understand how to hurt others better, and make it easier for people to fall into despair.

This is what he has learned in eight years.

But at that time, he really wanted to laugh. Could it be that all the past experiences were just a joke?

But he couldn't laugh, because at that time he had truly understood that this was the law of survival in this world.

So, he becomes ruthless.Even though he smiled all day long, the smile never reached his eyes, and he never had a happy day.

Perhaps it was because of his apology to Luo Chenyan, or because he still had feelings for him, but whenever she encountered any difficulties in the palace, he would help her. Perhaps it was this time or two help that made her Noticed a little difference.

She said they could be together if he wanted to.

But she didn't know that he didn't want to, and couldn't think about it.

Maybe he was really heartless, or maybe it was before that year, his heart was so hurt that there was no place to hurt him, so even when he saw her heartbroken, he only felt pity for her and didn't feel sorry for her at all.

He thought about it, let's just live like this for the rest of his life, if he doesn't move his heart, he will never be hurt again, and he won't be sad anymore.He is a person living in hell, and it is not good for others to suffer with him.

However, there are always some people who don't know how to keep themselves clean, and there are always some people who don't understand the horror of hell. In his eyes, she is like the moth, knowing the danger of the fire, but still rushing towards the fire.

He knew from the first sight of her that she was a wise woman who, seeing his danger, kept away from him.

At that time, perhaps I had been alone for a long time, and when such a special person suddenly appeared, I wanted to tease her, so every time I saw her, I always went to tease her, looking for some fun, and every time I saw her flaring her teeth and claws, I couldn't keep it up. When he looked like the eldest lady, he felt a sense of accomplishment, and the joy that overflowed from the bottom of his heart made him more happy than becoming the head of the family.

But he clearly understood that in his eyes, she was not a lover, but just a little thing that could be teased when he was bored.

The more she avoided him, the more he wanted to provoke her.

After all, God is tricking people.

Maybe it's a habit, maybe it's because of his temperament, as time goes by, he comes to attribute her to him.

So, when he knew that she intended to marry Jing Xiao, he felt dissatisfied in his heart. She was supposed to be his thing, so how could he decide his own destiny?

As the saying goes, there is nothing difficult in the world, as long as there is a heart.

He is a caring person, and a capable and caring person, so she failed to marry into King Jing's mansion after all.

But he never thought that she would marry him. She was just an interesting little thing he thought, so how could she be qualified to marry him?
However, he was put together by her father, the emperor's life is hard to do, he can't disobey the emperor's order for his own selfishness, even if he has the ability, but now is not the time.

He was angry, he was annoyed, he wanted to kill her, but he didn't do it, how could he bear the heart when a strange thing suddenly appeared in his life that had been silent for a long time?
Therefore, when Master Mo found him, he made a condition with Master Mo, saying that he wanted his life.

To want his life is to really want his life, but not to let him die, but to let him obey his orders.But he didn't expect that he agreed without hesitation.

Is this fatherly love?

He thought, but for such a thing, he already felt so vague.

However, he thought, after all, Master Mo was not smart enough. If he was smart enough, he would understand that he would never disobey the imperial decree.It wasn't until a long time later that he realized that maybe what he was afraid of at that time was not that he would disobey the imperial decree, but that he would treat her badly. This was his good intentions as a father.

However, with a loyal man and a wife, he won't lose money in this business, right?Anyway, he must have a wife, but it doesn't really matter who that wife is.

The heartbeat stems from the distress at that moment.

When he saw her fragility, his heart ached!This was a feeling that hadn't appeared for many years. He didn't know how to face such feelings, so when she fell asleep peacefully, he pulled away and left, but after all, he couldn't turn a deaf ear to her, and his concern later was not fake, it was just human Living in this world, there is always some helplessness, isn't it?
At midnight, Feng Mingxi stood in front of the window, looking at the dark courtyard with deep eyes.

Ming Lu walked over, put on his coat for him, and said: "Master, it's late at night."

So he turned around and left.

Recalling the past, the fleeting years don't pass through the years...

(End of this chapter)