not to marry you

Chapter 128

All night, Chen Yumo didn't close his eyes, because as long as he closed his eyes, his head was full of her figure.Her tenderness, her indifference, and her seemingly innocent but actually hurtful expressions and words, this heartless woman always made him feel like this, causing his internal organs to ache.

He, Chen Yumo, was really worthless, and fell into the hands of a heartless woman. He could only lick his own wounds in the dark like a wounded beast.

He smoked a whole pack of cigarettes, and when he smoked the last one, he felt that the flickering flame was like the woman he could see but couldn't grasp, and it hurt his heart to see it. It was so uncomfortable, so he burned his wrist with a cigarette in annoyance, pursed his lips, frowned, and let the stinging pain spread from his wrist to his whole body, hoping that the physical pain could relieve the pain in his heart a little. Let him breathe the air easily.When he was sweating profusely from the pain, he slowly let go of the cigarette butt in his hand, and fell on the sofa with his eyes closed, trembling~
When it was almost dawn, I finally fell asleep in a daze~~
When Ning Xuan returned home, the room was full of cigarette smells. There were cigarette butts on the coffee table and the floor. The man's tall body was half lying on the sofa, and there was no sound of breathing. She couldn't help frowning. , walked over gently.

Chen Yumo's face was frighteningly pale, his forehead was covered with sweat, even his long eyelashes were wet, sticking to his lower eyelids, his thin lips were tightly closed, as if he was holding back something in pain.Ning Xuan's heart trembled slightly, and she caressed his face with cold fingers, and called out in a low voice: "Yumo~" Seeing that the man didn't respond, she shook him a few times: "Yumo ,What’s wrong with you?"

The man who had just fallen asleep finally opened his eyes slowly. When he saw the person in front of him, he shook his head feebly and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay."

Ning Xuan's cold hand wanted to touch his forehead, but he inadvertently dodged it.Her hands froze in mid-air like this, a little embarrassed, she finally lowered her eyes and said softly: "It's cold outside, go to your room to sleep."

His heart skipped a beat. Does she care about him?When he was disheartened and even paralyzed himself with self-harm, she cared about him inexplicably?

"How is he?" So, he raised his body slightly and asked calmly.

"Wake up, the doctor said it's out of danger~"

"Heh~ Then why didn't you stay with him in the hospital?" It turned out that he started to be affectionate again. She cared about him just now, but because the man was out of danger, she was relieved, so she had this leisure to give a little care to him. him.

Ning Xuan was stunned, subconsciously bit her lips, wondering if she should say that she was kicked out by Yong Hang, it's really embarrassing to say that, and~~~
"If you want to go back, go back!" He glanced at her coldly, then got up and walked to the room.

"Hey, Chen Yumo, I~he let me go!" Ning Xuan was a little anxious and hurriedly explained.

Chen Yumo was slightly taken aback, and then a sneer appeared on the corner of his lips: "You go when he tells you to go? When did you become so obedient?!"

His words really irritated her. For a long time, Ning Xuan didn't slow down, but just stood there in a daze, her hands crossed together helplessly.After a while, he retorted in a low voice: "Sorry, I made you angry!"

"Heh~" The corners of Chen Yumo's lips twitched violently, the smile on his face was indescribably beautiful, but it was painful to see: "Don't apologize to me, do you still have the right to make me angry!" Maybe it was a momentary self-esteem And pride, so he had to be hypocritical and cruel once.She was the one who hurt him first, why is he so indulgent in everything?

In a word, Ning Xuan was speechless. She had always known that Chen Yumo would never show mercy to her once he became ruthless. Gradually I don't know how to measure.Is she proud of being favored?He Ningxuan, you are such a woman who doesn't know what to do!So, he bit his lip and repeated again: "I'm sorry, Yumo."

"Aren't you going to say anything other than an apology? What the hell are you thinking, huh?! What's going on in your mind?! You're all about him, have you ever thought about me, have you considered me? How does it feel?!" Just as she turned and walked in the opposite direction, he suddenly stepped forward and pulled her arm hard, with great force, but his voice was hoarse and heartbreaking.

She was in so much pain from his pinch, she let out a soft cry, frowned, and wanted to break free: "Then what do you want me to say? Sometimes I don't understand what you are thinking, I apologize to you and you send again Temper~ What do you want from me?!" She was wronged, not because of anything else, but because he was cruel to her, she felt uncomfortable, it's okay to be wronged by Yonghang, the most important thing is him, he can't understand her.

"Don't understand what I'm thinking? Huh, do you really not understand, or do you never want to understand! What do you think of me? Husband? Lover? Or a kitten who comes when you call it, and goes away when you wave it away What?!" His pale handsome face twisted, his brows were tightly knit together, and he yelled at her in a hoarse voice.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Ning Xuan burst into tears with anger. She barely slept all night, but now she is so tired that she has no energy at all, and she doesn't know why he made such a big fuss with her for no reason. She couldn't stand it. Yes, his thin body trembled slightly.

"What about the ring? Our wedding ring, why don't you ever wear it? What are you trying to hide?" His big hand slipped from her arm to her cold left hand. For more than three months, he never I saw that she had worn the ring he gave her on this hand, never before!

"I~I~~" Ning Xuan was frightened by his violent actions, and she hesitated and didn't know how to explain it. She admitted that she didn't marry him voluntarily at the beginning, and of course she didn't want others to know about their marriage. A transactional marriage.So, she has never worn that ring, but now~~~
"Take off your clothes!" Suddenly, his sharp eyes seemed to penetrate her body. She widened her eyes in fright. She never thought that he would make such a request, so she couldn't help but backed away, thinking hard. To pull back the left hand that was clenched by him.

"I don't like the smell of the hospital on your body." Knowing that she misunderstood him, he glanced at her face and explained coldly.

"Oh~~" She nodded awkwardly, blushing, then slowly withdrew her left hand, took off her short coat, and carefully placed it on the sofa.

The atmosphere suddenly cooled down from the fierce quarrel just now.The two faced each other, and could hear each other's breathing, softly and shallowly, until the atmosphere became more and more uncomfortable, and Ning Xuan remembered that she could escape~~
"I'm going to take a shower~~" After finishing speaking, she almost ran upstairs.Downstairs, Chen Yumo's eyes turned from cold and sharp to hot, and he chased after her in three or two steps, embracing her petite body from behind, suppressing, holding back: "Don't go~~"

Ning Xuan was trembling in his arms. The familiar warmth and breath made her nostalgic, but what was more disturbing, she was even a little afraid, what would happen to her after his outburst and calm down? ?Is it gentle, or domineering, or ~~~
"Tell me, you care about me~~" He hugged her tightly and leaned against her ear, his tone was low but full of affection, like coaxing or begging.It seems that as long as she says a word, the whole world will be brightened.

Ning Xuan couldn't help moving her body in his arms, and called him in a trembling voice: "Yumo~~"

"Say you care about me~~" He repeated what he said just now with some persistence, with flames jumping in his eyes~~ Full of expectation, Ning Xuan, as long as you say you care about me, in your heart, I am more important than Ye Yonghang , Then, I forgive you, forgive you for caring about him so much, caring so much that you ignore my existence.

"I~~" She wanted to answer him just like that, but she couldn't say anything when the words came to her lips.She always felt that such an atmosphere was awkward and weird, but she still couldn't fathom his thoughts.Could it be that if she said it, he would be happy?Can she really give what he wants?
"You hesitated!" Seeing that her expression was wrong, he let go of his hands suddenly, the flames in his eyes were extinguished, leaving only endless indifference.

She turned around and grabbed the hem of his shirt: "I care about you!"

Chen Yumo was stunned for a few seconds, then gently pushed her little hand away with his big hand, and said expressionlessly, "Go take a bath~~"

Her heart became cold in an instant~~Sometimes, just a little hesitation, the opportunity is missed~~For example, now, she missed an opportunity for him to forgive her.

(End of this chapter)