not to marry you

Chapter 151

Ning Xuan twitched in his arms, and it became difficult to breathe. She wanted to open her mouth to answer his question several times, but the twitching became more and more severe.

"Speak!" The feeling of waiting is not good, especially at a time like this, even if she just lied to him, as long as she said it, he would believe it, but she didn't, she didn't say anything.

"Don't force her, if she loves, she will say it naturally." At this moment, Ye Yonghang's heart was very uncomfortable, he was afraid of hearing from her again, hearing her say that she loved Chen Yumo, not himself.The more afraid you are, the more you will choose to escape.Apart from escaping, he doesn't know what else to do~
Chen Yumo let go of her big hand that was holding her back, and slid down her slender arm. Then, he laughed, his whole body trembling: "Is it that difficult to speak? Huh?"

The sudden disappearance of strength made Ning Xuan's whole body lighter. She trembled and shook her head, sobbing: "No, I love you~~Chen Yumo, I love you~~"

At this moment, the air seemed to freeze, and her weak but firm voice echoed in the spacious lounge: "I love you~ Chen Yumo, I love you~~"

A feeling of suffocation hit his heart, did he hear wrong?She said she loves him?He wanted to laugh, wanted to laugh crazily, but he couldn't make a sound.Why always come back to save him when he is in despair.It's like being stabbed hard by someone, and then the person said sorry later, that feeling is maddening and unbelievable.

But he didn't care so much anymore, even if she was just perfunctory him, he still wanted to show off in front of another man: "Oh, Ye Yonghang, did you hear that? She said she loves me, she loves me~~" Maybe it's because she doesn't I am willing to love so humblely and so painfully all the time.

Ye Yonghang smiled beautifully and desolately, and said, "Chen Yumo, you won!" Because at this moment his heart was broken, broken into pieces and couldn't be pieced together again.Rather than saying that he lost to Chen Yumo, it would be better to say that he lost to himself.

Ning Xuan took a deep breath and tried hard to stop sobbing. She shouldn't cry, she shouldn't be so embarrassed, and she didn't want to see them hurting each other again. "Hey, don't cry!" Ye Yonghang's big hand caressed her white and tender cheeks, and gently wiped away her tears: "Xuanxuan, next weekend, my wedding, will you come?"

Ning Xuan was stunned for a moment, looked up at him in confusion, and then said in a hoarse voice, "Yonghang, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, you know, I'm never willing to blame you." Ye Yonghang pulled the corner of his lips bitterly, and then took his hand away: "If he treats you badly, come to me, and I will take you to elope!"

Ning Xuan looked at him in a daze, and suddenly smiled with tears in her eyes. She didn't say anything, but shook her head, and then shook her head again.

"Don't worry, you won't have this chance!" At some point, Chen Yumo's big hand had already wrapped around her shoulders, still with a strong force, as if swearing his own ownership.

"I hope so." Ye Yonghang smiled softly, and his dark eyes also brought a smile: "Don't forget, I didn't say I gave up, I just gave her enough time to think about it. I will not force her, never will Will force her like you!"

These words pierced deeply into Chen Yumo's heart. He forced her, he forced her, he forced her again and again, just because he was afraid and uneasy from the bottom of his heart.Having grown up so big, he has never been so concerned about gains and losses. No wonder some people say that love is the most beautiful poison, which can turn smart people into fools and rational people into lunatics. Now, he is dazzled by jealousy. Crazy and silly.

"Huh." With a cold snort, the strength of his hands increased a little more, and one finger lifted her chin, forcing her to look at him, and then asked word by word: "Ning Xuan, tell me, Did I force you?"

Her tearful eyes were full of panic, and in the end she could only shake her head and take a deep breath: "No."

Chen Yumo smiled, finally a satisfied smile, but that smile was inexplicably cruel and decisive.He Ningxuan, you are really cooperative!

The door of the lounge was pushed open, and there was Tian Sisi in a bright red sexy dress. She poked her head for a look, and then she was glared back by Chen Yumo's cold eyes, and explained falteringly: "Mr. Chen, Well, the party is about to start, Mr. Wang and the others are waiting for you to speak."

"Got it." Chen Yumo frowned, and wiped the blood from the corner of his lips with his arm: "I'll be there later."

"En, good." Tian Sisi glanced at the other two people in the lounge, the woman was full of tears, the man's nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and their family, Mr. Chen, was also in a panic.Could it be that these two men fought over this woman just now?

"Then, Mr. Chen, I'm going out first~" Everyone looked at her unfriendly, so she could only retreat wisely, and then gently closed the door.

"Let's go, come out with me." After everything returned to calm, Chen Yumo straightened her clothes and walked away with her arms around Ning Xuan, who could not refuse, Ye Yonghang stood behind them, chuckling: "If you really love her, don't force her. "

Still the same thing, every time he said it, it made him more embarrassed.Chen Yumo trembled slightly, then hugged Ning Xuan, and walked out without looking back.

She didn't know when the party ended that day, and she didn't know how much criticism Chen Yumo caused when she went out with her arms around her, and she couldn't remember what he said on stage that night. Her mind was in chaos.When he took her back at night, she didn't say a word until he pressed her under him, bit her lip fiercely, and asked her in a hoarse voice: "He kissed you, didn't he? Better than me?"

She was so startled that her eyes widened, and then she shrank her whole body up, but he pulled her down violently, and tore her shirt open with a "crash": "Don't tell me, do you? Huh?" He lowered his head and bit her neck.

She snorted, but gritted her teeth and didn't make a sound.He was so angry that he opened her long legs and stabbed them roughly.She cried out in pain, with cold sweat all over her forehead: "No~ Chen Yumo~~ You go out~~"

He paused for a moment, then pressed her fidgeting hands, and entered deeper.The humiliation and unwillingness made Ning Xuan cry again. She struggled and twisted her body, trying to get rid of his invasion, but she didn't expect that what she got in return was even more rough treatment from him.

"Say you love me again!" His violent impact caused her to scream, with tears shining in her star pupils, but she insisted on not opening her mouth.Because she knew in her heart that he didn't believe her, didn't believe her at all, didn't believe that she didn't have a relationship with Yonghang secretly, and didn't believe that she fell in love with him.This made her feel very wronged, and she also hated him forcing her in this way.

Seeing that she didn't speak, his strength grew stronger, and his lower body movements became more and more intense, which made her feel like she couldn't survive or die.

Her whole body seemed to be emptied, and her consciousness became more and more blurred. She could only whimper softly and beg him for mercy vaguely.It was just such a show of weakness that inspired his wildness.Tossing and fiddled with her body, refusing to stop.This is a process of conquering and being conquered, until you are sweating profusely, until you are exhausted.

~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am the dividing line, everyone please ignore~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In the following days, he seemed to be in a cold war. He ignored her, stopped touching her, and even came back very late every night, as if deliberately avoiding her.Several times, she saw other women sitting in his car smiling like flowers.

He didn't ask about what happened that day or all the misunderstandings, and she didn't explain it, because she didn't know how to explain it.She does still feel reluctant to give up on Yonghang, but she knows in her heart that there is no possibility between them.She needs Chen Yumo's trust now, but he doesn't believe her~~
Sudden nausea, she hurriedly covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom, laying on the sink feeling nauseous for a while, her face pale, it took a long time before she finally stopped the nausea and panted lightly.What's wrong with her?Have a bad stomach?Or did you catch a cold in bed last night?

Behind her, someone patted her on the back, and she shrank back in fright.Turning around, I saw He Jing's exquisite face, with a slightly concerned tone: "What's the matter? Did you eat your stomach?"

Ning Xuan took a breath, and then complained angrily: "Sister He, you scared me to death!"

"It's your guilty conscience!" He Jing gave her a blank look, and then patted her on the back: "What's wrong recently, you always look out of your mind~~"

"It's okay, I just feel tired all the time." Ning Xuan smiled and shook her head with a tired look on her face.

"Is the matter of that day still unresolved?" He Jing asked tentatively.

Ning Xuan nodded, how to solve it, she resented him in her heart, so she would not take the initiative to please him, and he must be extremely disappointed in her, so he would not talk to her at all.Both of them are stubborn people, so the situation is only going from bad to worse, and the marriage is in jeopardy.

"Oh, I don't understand you, why are you still entangled with Ye Yonghang? Haven't you already decided to separate from him?" He Jing sighed, with a little dissatisfaction.

"No, I didn't get entangled with Yonghang. He was the one who came to look for me that day, so I had no choice~~~" Ning Xuan frowned, her face was pale, but she couldn't explain anymore.After all, it was because she couldn't let it go, and she couldn't be so decisive, so she hurt others and herself.

"Whether there is, you know best in your heart, you should talk to him, if you want to save this marriage!" He Jing explained her little thoughts in one word.

Ning Xuan bit her lip and remained silent.After a pause, he raised his eyes and asked, "How are you and Brother Zhou?"

He Jing was slightly taken aback, her eyes dodged a little, she hesitated for a while, and then said: "During the time we get along these days, I think Zhou Xiangming is quite good, much better than I imagined, but, such an excellent man, I don't know what to do. Sorry!"

Ning Xuan looked at her, and for the first time saw inferiority complex in the eyes of the strong woman Sister He. He Jing's dodging eyes made her think it was her own illusion. It turned out that in front of love, no matter how good or proud you are People also feel humbled.

So, she patted He Jing's shoulder, blinked her eyes lightly: "Believe me, Sister He, you are worthy of Big Brother Zhou!"

He Jing was stunned, and then burst out laughing: "He Ningxuan, you really know how to talk!"

Ning Xuan also "giggled" and laughed, and it was the first time in these days that she laughed so happily.

He Jing shook her head and sighed: "Love, just go with the situation, if there is fate, we will come together."

Going with the flow is easier said than done.

In the evening, she got off work as usual, and Ning Xuan actually didn't want to go back early, because she was afraid of being alone in the deserted home, and sometimes woke up in the middle of the night, and Chen Yumo didn't come back.Days like this are really depressing.

So tonight, she decided to take a walk back, go out to enjoy the evening breeze, breathe some air, maybe she won't feel so sad.This was also the first time she had seriously thought about her relationship and marriage with Chen Yumo after being married for so long.It didn't take long from a wrong start to falling in love with each other, less than a year.It's just that she still fell into it, and she has been clearly watching herself sinking~~
The cool evening wind messed up her long hair, she gently brushed it up with her fingers, then stood by the side of the road, watching the people coming and going.Suddenly feeling so lonely, without a warm embrace, without a knowing smile, her world seemed to collapse suddenly!

A car drove by in front of her, and then backed up, she didn't pay attention at first, until the driver of the car rolled up the window, she realized that it was Pei Yunyun, that soft and well-behaved girl, sticking out her little head, Call her: "Sister Ning Xuan!"

She smiled and nodded at her.The girl's eyes were full of doubts: "Sister Ning Xuan, why are you alone, brother Yumo?"

She shook her head, with an expression of loneliness that couldn't be concealed: "Maybe he's still busy, I'll walk alone!"

Pei Yunyun nodded suspiciously: "Oh, where are you going? Do you want me to let Uncle Wang see you off?"

"No, thank you." She refused with a smile.

Seeing her refusal, Pei Yunyun stopped insisting, just smiled and said, "Sister Ning Xuan, don't let Brother Yumo down, he is a good man."

Ning Xuan was startled, then nodded with a smile.Only then did Pei Yunyun stick out his tongue and waved to her: "Then, goodbye!"

(End of this chapter)