not to marry you

Chapter 156

Sadness flashed across her face, she thought about it, and finally explained: "Since he drove me out of the hospital that day, we have not been in touch. That day, the day he took me to the party, he came here on his own initiative Looking for me, I don't know where he will take me, and I don't know that you are also there~~"

After a pause, she bit her lip and glanced at him, feeling a little guilty.

"And then?" He exhaled lightly.

"Then~" She didn't know how to go on, could it be possible to say, then Yonghang took her to the rest room, there was a little dispute between them, after that she was moved by his words, and almost did sorry for him things~~
"He touched you?" Seeing her guilty look, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and the image of her escaping from Ye Yonghang's arms in disheveled clothes flashed through his mind that night, and he couldn't help feeling annoyed.

Ning Xuan bit her lip hard, not daring to look him in the eyes, but falteringly explained: "We don't~~No~~"

"Didn't go on? Because I showed up?" Chen Yumo's words suddenly took on a bit of irony. Although it had been several days, he still cared about it.Let me ask, is there any man who can tolerate his wife breaking up with her ex-boyfriend?Chen Yumo is just a normal man!

Ning Xuan lowered her eyes and her long eyelashes trembled slightly. What he said was very unpleasant, and she could understand it, because she was indeed wrong in this matter, but she was stubborn and timid at the same time. Know how to confess to him.

"I'm sorry, it won't happen in the future~~" Chen Yumo was becoming more and more important to her, and she didn't want to lose it.

"Can't you let him go?" He pondered for a while, then stared at her again.

She also looked up at him, and when their eyes met, there was obvious pain. It was a knot in their hearts, and they still couldn't untie it.

"Yumo, have you ever had a girlfriend? Before me?" She didn't know why, she suddenly asked him such a question, perhaps thinking that if he had, he should be able to understand her hesitation and struggle at that time.

After asking this question, Chen Yumo was obviously taken aback, and then slowly drew his brows together, his face became a little ugly, as if he was thinking about something.After a long time, he finally nodded: "Yes."

Unexpectedly, he just admitted it inadvertently.Ning Xuan's heart skipped a beat. It turned out that Chen Yumo also had a girlfriend, but she never knew about it.She didn't ask, and he never mentioned it.For some reason, she was a little jealous of that woman, because she knew that first love was the most unforgettable, so that woman must also be very important to Chen Yumo.

But she didn't dare to show anything, so she could only pretend to smile unintentionally: "Why didn't you mention it?"

Chen Yumo's gaze became complicated, with pain, self-blame, and some emotions she couldn't understand: "Because you never asked." He actually didn't want to mention things back then, which man was not young and frivolous Woolen cloth?And his frivolity was only for her.

At that time, in his second year of university, he had no intention of having a girlfriend and dating, but that time, Ye Yonghang's introduction made him meet Ning Xuan, and her smile stayed deeply in his heart, making him unable to forget.Perhaps due to moral pressure, he never made it clear to her.But that liking couldn't be suppressed no matter what, so he tried to find another woman to replace him. He didn't believe that there were so many beautiful girls in the school, none of them could compare to her.

Just at this time, a girl confessed to him. She was petite, fair-skinned, with big clear eyes and long flowing hair, very similar to Ning Xuan.Perhaps it was for this reason that he accepted the girl.At first, he thought that he really fell in love with Ning Xuan at first sight, but later he realized that he was not.What he likes is her refreshing smile, pleasant voice, and her sometimes self-willed and sometimes naughty character.

But that girl didn't. In front of him, she was docile and well-behaved. She could only smile lightly, never laughing presumptuously. When he was with her, he didn't even feel a little bit excited. Every day when eating and dating, it was like It's like running a business trip, which makes him feel tired.Later, he realized his mistake and began to distance himself from that girl.It's just that this kind of estrangement made the girl not reconciled. She asked him again and again why he ignored her, and whether she did something wrong. If she made a mistake, she would correct it.He shook his head and told her: "You are fine, but we are not suitable, sorry."

The girl cried and kept pulling him, not letting him go, and even questioning him if he fell in love with another woman.He chose not to answer in silence.In the end, she smiled instead, watching him laugh miserably: "You really fell in love with someone else, you love the girl in your mobile phone photo album, right? How ridiculous, all the photos you took of her are profile and The back view, the only front view, is her and another man. Does she have a boyfriend? Her boyfriend is still your friend, right? So you dare not chase after me, so you just found me, right? ?”

He never knew that such a gentle woman had such a meticulous mind. It turned out that she knew all his secrets, but so what?He never thought it was wrong to like her, he just liked her, crazily, and no one could stop her.That's why he later used some means to separate her and Ye Yonghang.

"Is she pretty? Does she treat you well?" The memory was interrupted by her soft question.

He looked into her clear eyes and nodded: "She is very good and beautiful." But, I only have you in my heart, and from the moment I met you to now, it has never changed.

"Then why did you break up? Does she not love you anymore? Or~~" Half of it was driven by curiosity, and the other half was perhaps out of her inner worry, she continued to ask him.

His gaze was unfathomable, and then he sighed softly: "The matter is over, and I don't want to mention it anymore. In short, I was young and frivolous at the time, so I'm sorry for her."

Ning Xuan's heart trembled again.He said that he was sorry for that woman, did he mean that he hadn't forgotten her yet, if that woman came back, would he make it up to her?I didn't know what I was thinking about, but I felt that something was weighing on my heart, and it was a little heavy: "I'm sorry, I brought up your sadness." She opened her mouth and apologized to him like this.

Chen Yumo was slightly taken aback, and shook his head: "It's okay, it's just that you asked me this question, what do you want to tell me?"

Ning Xuan looked at him with a slightly astonished expression.

"You want to tell me that you can't forget Ye Yonghang, just like I can't forget my ex-girlfriend?" His voice suddenly turned cold, like a sharp knife piercing her heart.He said he couldn't forget his ex-girlfriend, just like she couldn't let go of Yong Hang.

However, she has no right to blame him, not at all, at least, so far she has not discovered that his ex-girlfriend has appeared, let alone that they have any connection.And she and Yonghang, no matter whether it is intentional or unintentional, are always disconnected and still connected~
"That's not what I meant." So, she bit her lip and retorted in a low voice.

Chen Yumo looked into her eyes and asked her back, "Then what do you mean?"

Ning Xuan was startled, and looked straight into his eyes: "Whether you believe it or not, I have let him go."

His heart trembled slightly, and he looked at her questioningly.This time, she didn't dodge. He looked at it for a while, and finally sighed softly: "Forget it, eat some more, and I'll take you to the company later."

Such a him made her feel even more uneasy, but she still nodded and replied: "Okay." Then she lowered her head and continued to eat the breakfast on the table.Yumo, I know that I may not love you enough, but please believe me once, don't leave me easily, no matter whether your ex-girlfriend will show up or not.

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What happened many years ago was highlighted by an unintentional question she asked this morning.He didn't want to think about it, but it didn't mean he really forgot.He still remembered that ever since that woman exposed his secret, he had a complete showdown with her.I don't like it, I don't love it, some just blame myself for hurting another innocent woman on the spur of the moment.

At the dinner party before graduation, his so-called "ex-girlfriend" came, but she came with his best buddy, and the two hugged each other, making out with each other unscrupulously.He knew that the woman was taking revenge on him, so he had nothing to say.It's just that he didn't expect such a drama to be staged in his own life, and he felt a little funny.

(End of this chapter)