not to marry you

Chapter 180

I don't know how many days it has been since Yu Mo left, Ning Xuan is curled up on the sofa watching TV again, outside the window, the rain is falling, which has already covered the sound from the TV, she seems to have forgotten to close the window up.

However, she was too lazy to move now, and stared at the TV screen without blinking, but she didn't know what was on.It wasn't until the crisp phone rang that she moved in fright and fumbled around for her phone.

"Xuanxuan, it's raining, remember to close the windows." On the phone, Ye Yonghang's gentle voice came, his tone full of concern.

"Okay." Ning Xuan subconsciously responded, then pressed the TV remote control, got up and closed the window.

It's not that she really listened to Yonghang's words, but she knew that if she didn't go to lock it up, he would definitely come to help her lock it up himself.

These days, she owes Yonghang too much, and she doesn't want to continue to owe it any longer.

He should have his own life, even if he really can't get together with Lin Lin, he should have another woman to love.

"Are you still there?" she asked tentatively.

"exist."

"Yonghang, I have something to tell you." She bit her lip lightly, her voice was weak, but her tone was firm.

"Well, tell me." Ye Yonghang has been responsive to her lately, gentle and pampering.

"These days, thank you."

"Oh, do you still want to thank me? Xuanxuan, you can't understand what I mean, can't you?" Ye Yonghang shook his head lightly, with a slightly self-deprecating tone.

"Well, so Yonghang, I'm sorry. It's impossible between us."

Her answer was so frank and straightforward that the tiny hope in Ye Yonghang's heart was instantly torn to pieces.

"Xuanxuan, don't be so cruel, okay? Do you want to wait for him to come back? What if he never comes back?!"

"No, he will come back." She suddenly denied his words excitedly,

Perhaps subconsciously, she was waiting for him to come back, but she was always unwilling to admit it.People say that time can make you forget someone, but why has she not forgotten after so long? !His eyebrows, his outline, and his figure became more and more deeply embedded in her mind, and they couldn't be shaken off?
"Okay, even if he will come back, then let me accompany you and wait for him to come back, okay?" Taking a step back is not to get closer to happiness, but to push yourself to a dead end. Now Ye Yonghang has nothing, his only All that's left is to love her persistently.

"Not good." Ning Xuan shook her head firmly. Several months have passed, and she has already recovered from the pain of losing her child. How can she continue to be so selfish?She should learn to be strong alone.

"Yonghang, listen to me. I'm fine now. Really, I will work hard to make Ningyuan a success. The same goes for you. You are so good, you will definitely have a better future." She worked hard Persuade him, out of the heart.

"Are you really not going to give me a chance?" She was careful, gentle and doting, but she still couldn't get back the heart she had given to others.

"En." She nodded resolutely.

"Heh~ I see." Ye Yonghang smiled lightly and hung up the phone.

Outside the window, the rain was getting heavier, as if God was punishing her.Ning Xuan couldn't help shivering, curling herself up tightly.Yonghang, I'm sorry, if we never separated, if I never fell in love with him, would there be a different ending? !
Two years later

"Lazy pig, get up, lazy pig, get up~~" The alarm clock kept ringing over and over again, Ning Xuan covered her ears and struggled to death under the quilt. After all was done, she was so tired that she was about to collapse.

It's really not that easy to be a strong woman, especially a woman like her who has never had this special potential.She is mentally retarded, or she was too stimulated, so she even gave Sister He half a year's vacation and asked her to go out with Brother Zhou for their honeymoon. In the past six months, she has only done two jobs by herself, working day and night` ````
Ah, by the way, it seems that Sister He came back from her honeymoon today, and she agreed to pick her up at the airport~~
Thinking of this, she suddenly sat up from the bed, looked at the clock, it was almost twelve o'clock, fortunately, she was still in time.

He grabbed his messy long hair and went to the bathroom to freshen up.Quickly stuffed a few slices of bread, drank a few sips of milk, and went out like that.

In the past two years, she has learned many things, including driving.There is no one to rely on, she can only rely on herself for everything.

Because of Yonghang's escape from marriage, there was a great uproar, and he was forced to transfer to another city. In the past two years, their contacts were few and far between.But Tang Lei's boy, who has been promoted step by step, has become the director of the radio station, and has a lot of entertainment every day, so naturally he doesn't have much time to catch up with her.

Everyone is very busy, including herself. In the dead of night, she would also think, is this kind of life what she wants?But, no, what can she do?

I have to say that in the past two years, I have indeed grown up and matured a lot, and I am no longer the willful and hypocritical little woman back then.

But the only thing that hasn't changed is that she misses that man named Chen Yumo almost all the time.Missing is such a terrible thing that she always takes off all her disguises and sheds tears secretly in the dead of night.

Along the way, driving the car, listening to the CD Tang Lei put in his car, it was Chen Xiaochun's "Exclusive Memory"

"Forget about the first few days after separation, liking someone, watching the heavy rain. No contact, loneliness is like a chain reaction, even if you want to be happy, you have no energy.

The world of thunderstorms is like a disaster movie, which makes me feel pitiful to the end.

Sorry, no one has a time machine, it's over, there's no room for negotiation.

I hope you are my exclusive memory, in the bottom of my heart, no matter how ugly others say.

The thing I have now, is you, give me half of the love.

I like you, it is my exclusive memory, no one can take you away from my body.

In the blocked area of ​​my feelings, it's okay not to mention anything about you. . . . "

Tears fell down again involuntarily, Chen Yumo, I miss you, why does every song remind me of you?

(End of this chapter)