not to marry you

Chapter 182

Seeing his disappearing back, Ning Xuan covered her mouth with her hands, crying uncontrollably.

Yumo, do you really don't want me anymore?

But why do you still want to come back and let me see you?

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, she couldn't care about anything anymore, and hurriedly chased him out of the hall, but there were so many people, but he was nowhere to be found.

"Yumo..." Finally, she knelt down slowly and whispered his name.

Even though it was a sunny afternoon, it was so hopeless.

Because the person she missed disappeared again~~~
After an unknown amount of time, someone approached her, with steady and strong footsteps, and a cold voice: "Are you looking for me?"

She raised her head suddenly, and when she met his quiet eyes, surprise flashed across the tear-filled eyes, and then she nodded vigorously.

"Get up." He held out his hand to her expressionlessly.

She stared blankly for a moment, as if in a dream, until she held his big hand tremblingly, and there was a long-lost temperature in her hand, and she was sure that it was really him, and he didn't leave.

"Yumo." She softly called his name, her voice was choked up, her little face full of tears was charming, but he couldn't see it, and now he couldn't even see the appearance of his most beloved woman.

"I'll give you 10 minutes." His cold voice was the same as before, without any emotion.

Ning Xuan stood up, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then said tremblingly, "I'll buy you a drink, okay?"

He didn't say a word, it was a tacit consent.

When he sat down in the coffee shop, he never looked directly at her, perhaps because he was afraid that his gray eyes would be discovered by her.

"How are you doing?" But her starry eyes filled with tears were fixed on his face. From his beautiful eyebrows, to his handsome nose bridge, to his slightly parted thin lips, he has lost a lot of weight. But still so charming.

"En." Chen Yumo nodded slightly, closed his eyes lightly and asked, "What about you?"

Ning Xuan pulled the corners of her lips, wanted to smile at him, but couldn't. She wanted to tell him that she was doing well, but she couldn't say it.How could she live well without him?
"Why did you leave without saying goodbye?" After a lot of difficulty, she mustered up the courage to ask him.

He frowned slightly, and gradually tightened his slender fingers: "If you want to accuse me, then there is no need for us to talk." Just one sentence shook his heart completely, Ning Xuan, if you know , On the day I left your ward, I had a car accident and injured my eye. If you knew that I am blind now, would you still want me?

"Don't go." She grabbed his big hand suddenly and begged, her big eyes were full of panic.

He froze for a moment, then turned to look at her, it was still blurry, but the temperature from her soft little hand was so clear, his heart was warm but painful.

"Yumo, I miss you."

With a "snap", the car key in his hand slipped down, just like his panicked heart at the moment.Subconsciously bent down to pick up the key, but there was darkness in front of him, and he couldn't even see a vague shadow.

The big hand fumbled on the ground for a while before grabbing the key, but there was a soft little hand at the other end of the key: "Yumo, what's wrong with you? Did something happen to you? Why can't you see it?!"

Ning Xuan's tears fell like rain, and she held his big hand tightly with her pale little hand: "Yumo, why did you leave without saying goodbye, tell me, why?!"

She cried until his heart was broken, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, but he shook off her hand abruptly: "There is no reason, this has nothing to do with you."

"Chen Yumo, don't go, don't go." Just as he was leaving with his hands, she ran over quickly and wrapped her arms around his waist tightly from behind.

He wanted to pull her hand away, but she clung to her tightly and refused to let go: "Tell me, what happened to you? Please tell me, okay?!"

His body, his heart, went limp amidst her pleadings over and over again.

"You see, I'm blind now, why don't you?!" He turned around and stroked her tearful face, but his tone was full of self-deprecation.

"No, it won't..." Ning Xuan kept shaking her head, how could this happen, how could her words become blind? !

"Oh, Ning Xuan, this is the truth, God is punishing me, punishing me with all means~" He smiled coldly, miserable and desolate.

She subconsciously reached out her hand to cover his mouth, and interrupted his words excitedly: "No, no, it's not punishment, it's not~~"

"What is that?! Ning Xuan, tell me, are you happy now? Are you happy with him?!" He grabbed her slender wrist and asked softly.

If you are happy, what is this punishment? !
Ning Xuan broke down in tears and shook her head desperately: "No, I'm not with Yonghang, never! Yumo, let's go home, let's go home, okay?! Just pretend that nothing happened, okay?!"

"It's too late, we're already divorced!" He pulled the corners of his lips and smiled bitterly.

"No, I didn't sign it, it doesn't count!" She stubbornly denied, her eyes were full of persistence.

He was stunned, and slowly let go of her arm: "Why did you tell me now?"

"I can't get through to your phone number, I can't find you, how could you disappear so silently? Why are you so unfeeling?" She cried so much that her body trembled. "Do you know, I can forgive you, I can forgive you anything, as long as you come back~~"

"Do you love me? Ning Xuan, tell me the truth, do you love me? I don't want your sympathy, I just want your love." His big hand caressed her face gently, his voice was soft, For the last time, he hoped for the last time.Going around and going around for ten years, she is the doom he can never escape.No matter how hurt he was, no matter how desperate he was, as long as she kept her, he would never be able to resist.

(End of this chapter)