Chapter 314 Forgive Yourself
The smile on Leng Shaoting's face disappeared instantly, he walked quickly to Jian Yinuo, touched Jian Yinuo lightly, and hurriedly shouted: "Yinuo..."

Jian Yinuo did not respond, Leng Shaoting immediately lifted the quilt and saw a little blood on Jian Yinuo's hands, Leng Shaoting quickly picked up Jian Yinuo and ran out of the room.

When Jian Yinuo woke up, she heard the doctor and Leng Shaoting talking about each other. She turned around in embarrassment, and wanted to continue pretending that she hadn't woken up yet.But when Leng Shaoting saw Jian Yinuo's movements, he chuckled and said, "Do you want to continue pretending to be unconscious?"

Jian Yinuo picked up the quilt to cover her head, and whispered, "It's really...it's so embarrassing, I really don't want to see you."

Jian Yinuo never thought that she would be so afraid of blood that she would faint from bleeding during her period, what should she do in the future?

Leng Shaoting raised his hand and tore off the quilt on Jian Yinuo's head, and said to Jian Yinuo with a smile: "What are you doing? This is also a good thing, indicating that your body has fully recovered."

Jian Yinuo's health had not been good before, and she even suffered from menopause.Jian Yinuo curled her lips: "I...I'm too cowardly...Are the doctors and nurses laughing at me?"

Leng Shaoting said with a smile: "They have seen many strange patients before, and they should not feel strange when they see you."

Jian Yinuo sniffled, and tried to say in a very relaxed tone: "Then... then... what should I do in the future? Every time I come, I have to pass out once?"

Jian Yinuo blinked her eyes, lowered her head, and she looked down at her fingers.Jian Yinuo knew that it sounded funny that she passed out because of seeing that little menstrual blood, but only she knew how panicked she was at that time.The dark red human blood made her feel sick and dizzy uncontrollably.

Hearing Jian Yinuo's words, Leng Shaoting smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will find someone to take care of you in the future."

"Specially taking care of me?" Jian Yinuo curled her lips and frowned: "Don't make trouble, isn't this embarrassing enough for me?"

But now that things have come to this point, it is true that she can only ask a nurse to take care of her as Leng Shaoting said.Jian Yinuo just finished complaining, then nodded slowly, and said in a deep voice: "Although it sounds very embarrassing, there is no other way. You...you help me find a strict-mouthed woman... "

After Jian Yinuo finished speaking, he looked down at the quilt covering his body and saw the name of the hospital printed on the corner of the quilt. Jian Yinuo immediately said: "Isn't this hospital the hospital where Xiao Wei lives?"

The "Xiao Wei" that Jian Yinuo mentioned, his mother was one of the people who were held hostage by Leng Mingan, and also one of the people Jian Yinuo was controlled to kill.During this period of time, Jian Yinuo has been paying close attention to the families of these victims, and has kept all their actions in mind.Jian Yinuo still remembered that this "Xiao Wei" was an eight-year-old boy, and he was currently being admitted to the hospital for treatment because of a severe cold.

In fact, when Jian Yinuo first recovered, she was not so afraid of blood or anxious, but after she gradually understood the current situation of the victim's family, she slowly discovered that there were only fragments of memory buried in the depths of her memory. The victims were all real people with flesh and blood, and Jian Yinuo's sense of guilt became heavier and heavier.

When Leng Shaoting heard Jian Yinuo's words, he frowned vigorously, and then said in a deep voice, "Yes..."

"He hasn't been discharged yet?" Jian Yinuo asked softly.

Leng Shaoting paused for a moment, looked at Jian Yinuo and said in a low voice: "He has been discharged from the hospital."

Jian Yinuo tilted his head and looked at Leng Shaoting, and said in a low voice: "No, you are lying, Shao Ting, I am not Jian Yinuo with amnesia now, I know if you lied to me. No matter what the reason is, I hope you don't lie to me again. Lied to me."

Leng Shaoting glanced at Jian Yinuo, frowned, and said in a deep voice: "The doctor reminded me that you should stop contacting the families of the victims. This will not be good for your condition. The past is over, I We have established a fund for them, and we will try our best to compensate them, and you don't care about other things."

Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting, and asked in a deep voice, "Is he seriously ill?"

Leng Shaoting frowned, lowered his head and said in a deep voice: "I shouldn't have brought you to this hospital, I... I was so flustered just now, I thought you had something to do. So I came to the nearest hospital a hospital..."

"Even if you are seriously ill, you won't be able to make me avoid him so hard. Can I have anything to do with it?"

Jian Yinuo frowned and looked at Leng Shaoting, and continued to guess: "The children's serious illnesses are those. If they are solved by surgery, you shouldn't care. Just find the best doctor to come to him for surgery, and that's all. Is it a serious illness, and it can be related to other people, and I am afraid that I will know, is it because I am afraid that I will make unnecessary sacrifices after I know? That is the operation that needs transplantation? Is it the operation that I should be able to match? Is it bone marrow, or Other organs? Heart?"

Leng Shaoting looked at Jian Yinuo, he let out a long sigh, and said in a deep voice: "You are really..."

Jian Yinuo stretched out her hand and held Leng Shaoting's hand: "You tell me, I will be responsible for my decision."

Leng Shaoting turned his head and glanced at Jian Yinuo, he shook his head slowly, and said in a deep voice: "No, Yinuo, you are controlled by guilt now, how can you be responsible? You can see me at a glance Lying, I can also see what your decision will be, it is definitely a very irresponsible decision for me, for our two children. Yes, this child needs an organ transplant, but I have started the world The scope is looking for organs that can be matched, and they will be found soon, without you needing to come in person.”

Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting and laughed: "I know, I know that you can use many methods to find a suitable match. I also remember what methods your brother used to find a suitable match, but We are all different from before. Now that I can do it, I don’t want to use money to buy a culture dish for organs. It’s too cruel, just like using other people’s blood to wash away my sins.”

Leng Shaoting frowned and looked at Jian Yinuo: "It's not what you think, I use legal means, and I won't find a way to send this person as long as the matching is successful, regardless of whether the other party voluntarily agrees to the transplant. ’ to the operating table. So I’m going to need a little time, but it’s going to work out quickly.”

"Where does it need to be transplanted?" Jian Yinuo looked at Leng Shaoting.

Leng Shaoting took a deep breath and stood up immediately. He frowned angrily and stared at Jian Yinuo, and asked loudly: "Yinuo! Will you never forgive yourself? This fault is not yours. Now there is a small The child needs a liver transplant, you go to give him a liver, what about other people? Others need a heart transplant, need a kidney transplant, do you want to transplant them too? How many hearts, livers, spleens, lungs and kidneys do you have for them? Not yours Wrong, do you understand?"

When Jian Yinuo heard Leng Shaoting's words, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "It's the liver, that's okay. The liver regenerates, so it's okay to cut some."

Leng Shaoting frowned and looked at Jian Yinuo: "Did you understand what I said?"

"I understand." Jian Yinuo slowly put away her smile, looked at Leng Shaoting and said in a deep voice, "I also know that you understand me very well, otherwise you wouldn't have sex with me after knowing that the child was sick. Because you know if I know about this, the first thing I have to do is to match this child. I didn't expect you to know me so well, but I hope you not only understand what I would do, but also hope that You can understand why I did that. Because if the mother of this child is still alive, it is very likely that she has a successful match, and she will definitely be obliged to save her child."

When Jian Yinuo said this, she lowered her head: "Whether I was sober or not, I killed them and hurt their relatives. I didn't do these things to ask for the understanding of their relatives, because I know that no matter what I do No matter how much, even if I cut the whole person apart and compensate them with all my flesh and blood, I can't make up for them, and I can't get their understanding. From the beginning to the end, what I do is very simple and selfish, that is In order to forgive myself, I want to tell myself that I've done enough, that I can live without guilt, and that's it."

Jian Yinuo said, raised his hand to hold Leng Shaoting's hand, and said in a low voice: "Help me, let me go and see that child."

Leng Shaoting frowned and looked at Jian Yinuo: "Maybe we will find a match soon."

"No, there is no other match, it's me." Jian Yinuo said here, and slowly laughed: "Shao Ting, this matter may damage my health for you. But for me, It might be something that saves me. After I do this, maybe I can fool myself that I really won’t feel guilty anymore.”

Leng Shaoting frowned and looked at Jian Yinuo, he shook his head: "Your body has barely recovered, and you can't go through too much surgery. Do you know? This child's biological father didn't even save him, After knowing that he was sick, he was thrown into the hospital, and I was the one who helped him all the time. So what if his mother is still alive? His mother can’t possibly allow him to receive such good treatment. You should have no regrets in your heart, you should no longer feel guilty. I let them live a better life, why? Yinuo..."

When Leng Shaoting said this, he sighed lightly. He held his forehead and tried hard to control his emotions, not wanting to continue to speak radical words to Jian Yinuo.He has always controlled his emotions, but Jian Yinuo's idea of ​​wanting to have a transplant operation made Leng Shaoting lose control. Leng Shaoting was really afraid that Jian Yinuo would be hurt again.

(End of this chapter)

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