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Chapter 487 I give you my life, okay?

Ye Qianxing's pupils dilated for a moment.

Her hands trembled for a moment before she clenched the sword again. She couldn't let Ji Hanxiao see the slightest softness in her heart.

"roll!"

Ye Qianxing's brows and eyes did not move at all, and the frost was all over it, as if Ji Hanxiao would kill him on the spot if he took another step forward.

Ji Hanxiao was tortured by Ye Qianxing's backlash, and he was stabbed again before he could recover.

Ji Hanxiao's complexion turned pale, and he pursed his pale lips.

The cold sweat that slid from his temples couldn't stop his footsteps.

He never pulled out the sword, and took another step forward.

"I do not go."

"I want to know the truth, and I want to get my memory back."

"Ye Qianxing, I can give you my life, but as long as I live for one day, I will not let you go."

"I don't believe that I will hurt you. Even if I hurt you, there must be a reason, or a misunderstanding. I need to figure it out and understand."

Ji Hanxiao seems stubborn, seemingly paranoid and indestructible.

In fact, every ounce of Ye Qianxing's indifference was like a knife piercing his heart, leaving him covered in bruises and cutting Ji Hanxiao to pieces.

Every time Ye Qianxing exerted force on the sword in his hand, Ji Hanxiao could not wait to vomit blood.

He admitted that he was betting.

He bet that Ye Qianxing was not indifferent to him.

But the facts told him that the bet was lost.

No pain can be more lethal than Ye Qianxing's indifference.

He remembered, in that video.

He followed Ye Qianxing and accompanied her live.

Fight with her.

Sleep with her, rest.

The two are like the closest partners, comrades-in-arms in battle, and the most suitable partner.

She calls herself Xiaoxiao intimately.

She would smile when she saw herself, flamboyant, happy, happy and mischievous.

Instead of frowning when you see yourself like this now.

Just pain.

I just want to be far away from myself.

Ye Qianxing was already leaning against the wall, there was no way to avoid it.

Ji Hanxiao was still walking forward.

The sword is on his chest.

Inch by inch, Ye Qianxing didn't take back his hand, and the two of them were deadlocked like this.

Soon the sword pierced through the other side of Ji Hanxiao's body.

A moan escaped from his lips.

At this time, he was not far away from Ye Qianxing.

There was pain and pleading in Ji Hanxiao's eyes. He raised his hand to caress Ye Qianxing's face, but he turned to the sword halfway, held the blade, and plunged the sword into his chest.

His tone softened a lot, and his voice trembled slightly: "Xingxing."

"If I really did something wrong, how about giving you my life?"

"You give me back the memory."

"I want a chance at redemption."

Ji Hanxiao's blood dripped on Ye Qianxing's hand, the warm blood seemed to have a scalding temperature.

It sprinkled on her body, which made her very uncomfortable.

Memories churned in my mind, I begged for mercy, I cried.

Can't exchange for the slightest pity.

The first time I threw it to a beast, Ji Hanxiao was still half-beast at that time.

What she suffered was not an abuse, but a disgusting ravage that tore her apart.

How did she forget?

How can she forgive?How to face up to it?

This is cruel to any girl.

The abdominal cavity also began to churn, the memories, feelings, and nausea that Ye Qianxing suppressed in the past.

All poured out.

She did not take revenge on Ji Hanxiao.

She didn't kill Ji Hanxiao.

She couldn't do anything, she was already looking at her past affection.

She just doesn't want to get involved with Ji Hanxiao, why is it so difficult?

Why is it so difficult?

She paid such a high price, but she still had to be pressed by Ji Hanxiao every step of the way.

The pain she had suppressed in her heart for so many years, and the scars she had never shown to anyone, were torn apart by Ji Hanxiao again and again, how cruel.

Bisheng Ji Hanxiao was still so wronged, and kept saying that I would never hurt you.

You return my memory.

You return my memory.

Self-righteous second hurt yourself.

"Star……"

Ji Hanxiao looked at Ye Qianxing as if something was wrong, and hurried forward to help him.

Ye Qianxing rubbed his chest and bent over to retch.

But she hasn't eaten anything recently, and she can't spit it out.

Ye Qianxing's eyes turned red instantly, and the nerve in his brain snapped.

Her eyes were red, and her emotions were on the verge of collapse. Ye Qianxing knocked off Ji Hanxiao's hand like crazy: "Don't touch me!"

The voice was high-pitched and high-pitched.

Ye Qianxing pulled out the long sword from Ji Hanxiao's body and tore at the wound. Ji Hanxiao's complexion turned paler by two points, and his whole body was on the verge of falling.

"Star……"

Ji Hanxiao feels that Ye Qianxing's state is very wrong.

But Ye Qianxing directly picked up the sword and struck Ji Hanxiao again.

It stuck on the shoulder blade on the other side and penetrated.

He was extremely ruthless, and his strikes were swift and swift.

Ji Hanxiao didn't dodge, but fell back a little when he was suddenly stimulated by the force.

But he quickly stabilized his figure, leaned over the sword actively, and let it penetrate two points deeply.

The pain made him more conscious.

"If this can calm you down, I will pay you back."

"If you think my life can redeem your sins, you can come and take it!"

Ye Qianxing burst into tears.

With a strong hand, the hilt of the sword directly touched Ji Hanxiao's flesh, causing Ji Hanxiao to die of pain.

Ye Qianxing approached Ji Hanxiao with tears in her eyes, she sneered like crazy.

"Atonement?"

"Your life?"

"Ji Hanxiao! You will always be so self-righteous."

"You always will be!"

"What's the use of your life? What atonement do you give?"

"You keep saying that you want to retrieve your memory and won't hurt me, but what are you doing? Every question you ask, every time you appear, every step you press, which one is not hurting me."

"Ji Hanxiao!"

"It was you who lied to me."

"Deceive me, deceive me from the beginning to the end, whether it is a beast or a human."

"Hurt me, tease me, and now pester me again and again, Ji Hanxiao, you never asked me a single word."

"Do you respect me? Do you like me based on who I am?"

"As a perpetrator, you are still so wronged, Ji Hanxiao, you are really ridiculous."

"If I had another choice, I would choose never to know you."

Ye Qianxing became ruthless, and said all the anger in his chest that he hadn't said to Ji Hanxiao for so many years.

She really doesn't want to go on like this anymore.

Ji Hanxiao didn't give her a chance to hide.

"I hate that I didn't kill you with my own hands."

To Ji Hanxiao's ears, this sentence is like a sharp sword that kills people.

Straight into a sieve.

The dense pain spread from the heart until the throat was tight and the eyes were black.

"you……"

"Really hate me so much?"

"Yes!"

"Don't you want to see what happened back then?"

"I show you!"

"Look at how you hurt me, of course, and how you want to atone."

"Look at your life, is it enough?"

Ye Qianxing held Ji Hanxiao's hand directly, and before Ji Hanxiao could react, he was pulled closer to the memories of abnormal brutality.

Ye Qianxing's face was obviously more immature than now, and she was crushed under her animal-shaped self.

she is crying...

She is begging for mercy.

Ye Qianxing didn't show Ji Hanxiao the details, even the memories were hazy.

But those sounds, the movements.

It is not difficult for Ji Hanxiao to understand what happened.

In the end Ye Qianxing lay on the ground like a rag doll.

Ye Qianxing shook off Ji Hanxiao's hand, the hairs all over her body were about to explode, her face was pale and trembling.

"Ji Hanxiao..."

"If you really want to atone for your sins, stay away from me and never appear in front of me."

"The damage was done by you."

"I'm about to vomit when I see a strange man now, all of this is caused by you."

"Don't force me!"

Don't force me to regret, I let you go back then.

Ji Hanxiao's pupils dilated, he couldn't believe that he was the one who was violent like a beast just now.

His voice was hoarse, and he had nothing to say.

If it is this kind of injury, he really deserves to die.

"I will pay with my life."

The moment Ji Hanxiao saw the memory, he wanted to kill himself. At this moment, he felt extremely disgusted.

He felt that he didn't even deserve to say sorry.

His eyes were red, and he pulled out the sword on his shoulder like crazy, and stabbed hard at his heart.

Ye Qianxing hurriedly stopped him, but the sword was still missing a lot.

Ji Hanxiao spat out a mouthful of blood, unable to stand any longer.

Ye Qianxing didn't want to help her fall directly, but her hand seemed to have her own thoughts.

Ye Qianxing couldn't kill Ji Hanxiao by himself.

Even if it hurt him, it didn't kill him.

She just wanted Ji Hanxiao to stay away from her.

She didn't want him to die.

But he never expected Ji Hanxiao to be so decisive.

Ye Qianxing felt a little flustered for some reason.

She clutched Ji Hanxiao's chest, with the power of vitality in her hands, she wanted to help him heal his injuries.

But he was restrained by Ji Hanxiao.

Ji Hanxiao shook his head in Ye Qianxing's arms with difficulty, his voice was very weak, so weak that his voice became much lower.

"No, no cure..."

"I do not deserve."

Ji Hanxiao said intermittently: "Yes..."

"sorry."

"Use my life to wash away your grievances."

"I'm dead, so, in the future, you don't have to be afraid."

Ji Hanxiao's tears suddenly slipped out of his eyes, and he suddenly said cautiously: "It hurts..."

"You hit me."

Ye Qianxing couldn't hold it in any longer, tears streaming down her face.

She couldn't tell what she was feeling right now.

It's complicated.

She doesn't hate anymore.

She doesn't complain anymore
But she couldn't forgive, and she couldn't get along with Ji Hanxiao without any grievances.

But she knew very well that she didn't want Ji Hanxiao to die either.

Does it hurt?Of course it hurts, not only when she is alone, but also because Ye Qianxing has been awakened by nightmares for so many years and can't tell anyone. Ye Qianxing even suffers mentally.

Not only does it hurt, but she is also afraid.

She throws up when she sees a man.

It was because she was afraid that no one would notice her grievance.

Only she knew that when she saw the man, she couldn't help but tremble all over.

She wants to escape.

So much so that when she first went back, she locked herself in the room for a few months to do psychological construction for herself.

No one knows, it's just that she hates men.

But Ji Hanxiao saw it right away.

He said, I will wash away your grievance with my life.

Wash away your fear.

The person who hurt you is no longer in this world.

You have nothing to fear.

Ye Qianxing's tears fell on Ji Hanxiao's face, almost making his soul burn.

She was right.

I am too self righteous.

Pretend to be nice to her.

The self-righteous pursuit of the truth often only brings harm.

He is the one who holds the sharpest knife, and he often hurts her all over without knowing it.

Ji Hanxiao smiled wryly.

Nothing weakened him more than this.

All the damage was caused by him.

"Don't cry..."

Ji Hanxiao dared not reach out to wipe Ye Qianxing's tears.

He dare not touch each other.

"You won't see me again soon."

Ji Hanxiao held down Ye Qianxing's hand holding the hilt of the sword, and was about to forcefully send it down. It was all over.

Just slipped a little: "No!"

Ye Qianxing pulled out his sword and threw it away.

"We don't owe each other, I just want you to stay away from me."

"I just hope you don't pester me any more."

"You go."

Ye Qianxing cried with a nasal sound, and couldn't stop her tears for a while.

But he still didn't want Ji Hanxiao to die.

"If you still have the slightest bit of guilt towards me, you should never appear in front of me."

"Don't hurry up!"

Ye Qianxing turned around and shed tears silently.

The chaotic night, the chaotic things, the chaotic everything, she was really tired and wanted to end it.

After a long time, there was no more movement behind him, Ye Qianxing turned around, and there was nothing on the ground except blood.

Ye Qianxing buried her head in the quilt and trembled slightly.

She seldom cries.

But sometimes, the tears can't stop.

But Ji Hanxiao, who Ye Qianxing thought was gone, was standing in front of Ye Qianxing's bed covered in blood.

Watch her tremble.

Listen to her whimper.

His eyes were also red, and his tears dripped on the ground, while touching Ye Qianxing's quilt in the air, apologizing over and over again.

"sorry."

"sorry."

"sorry."

Sorry to make you so miserable.

Sorry to have caused you so much harm.

I am sorry.

Ji Hanxiao didn't know what else to say besides these three words.

Now Ji Hanxiao dare not even say I love you, I like you.

He felt unworthy.

Yes, not worthy.

He really felt that he should die to make atonement, but Ye Qianxing refused.

Ji Hanxiao didn't know what to do.

How long did Ye Qianxing cry, and how long did Ji Hanxiao apologize like this, until Ye Qianxing was tired from crying and fell asleep, Ji Hanxiao's unhealed wound had already dripped a large puddle of blood on the ground.

Ji Hanxiao's face was as white as paper.

The whole person is extremely weak.

He leaned against the bed, tracing Ye Qianxing's eyebrows with his eyes, not daring to touch them.

The eyes are full of distress and greed.

"Who can tell me what should I do?"

No one knew that Ji Hanxiao was invincible and strong enough to defeat everything.

There are also times of panic and helplessness.

He lowered his head and ruthlessly scratched a few times on the wound that had obviously slowed down the bleeding.

The wound festered, but the pain made Ji Hanxiao smile palely.

(End of this chapter)