food idol

Chapter 604

The decision to make a comeback seems not as difficult as imagined, I am not without self-deprecating thoughts.

When the man who was my husband in law and name did not return all night again, and did not come back until noon the next day, smelling of alcohol and strange perfume, I was surprisingly calm.

There was no quarrel, no questioning and questioning full of grief and indignation, we were like strangers in two time and space, we just turned a blind eye to each other, and there was no communication at all.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't look at me, as if I was just a decoration with the same status as the sofa, nothing more.

Sitting in the huge living room that is still envied by countless people, I only feel chills all over my body, cold to the bone.

This place is indeed gorgeous and rich, but I feel like I am in a tomb, empty and cold.

So I couldn't help thinking: Is it necessary to continue this kind of life?

The answer came out quickly, or it was always there, but I have been subconsciously ignoring it all the time.I used to deceive myself into thinking that as long as I don't think about it or look at it, it might just disappear like it did when it first appeared.

However, it turns out that I was still very wrong.

There is no way for the trauma that hurts the root to recover automatically with the passage of time, but will fester a little bit, and eventually become irreparable.

For a moment, I seemed to have left all the baggage behind.

So I got up, packed my luggage, and left with only my own suitcase, and then asked a lawyer to help draft a divorce agreement.

Yes, divorce.

There are also a few women in the circle who have experienced the same situation as me. When everyone occasionally sits and communicates with each other, they all have a bitter look on their faces. When they speak, every word seems to have a bitter taste.

"Is there any way, men are not like this? Bear with it."

"It doesn't matter how many people they have outside, what matters is your status. As long as you are still his legal wife, everything is easy to talk about."

I will never forget the shock I felt when I first heard such remarks, as well as the wry smiles and loneliness on their faces.

A glamorous woman who was once invincible on the screen gently stroked the delicate teacup, as if paying homage to her dead past, she looked at me with empty and lonely eyes and said, "Don't be stupid, are you really Do you think that there is any true love in this world? It’s all self-deceiving nonsense. When we make such a choice, there is no way out.”

But I don't want to, I don't want to watch the only remaining self-esteem and soul shattered after losing almost everything...

After the lawyer left, it seemed to me that something good and important to me had been shattered and could never be restored.

However, I don't regret it, because the mistakes I made always have to be borne by myself, don't I?

Two days later, I went to find Yan Chen.

In fact, he is not very familiar with me, but when I made the decision to get married and retire, he was the first to object.

At that time and young, he only said one sentence, "Sister Tong, he is not a person suitable for entrusting him for life."

This alone is very rare for a person who has only met a few times.

But at that time, I was already dazzled by the so-called love, blinded my eyes, and blocked my ears...

It's ridiculous that I didn't understand anything at the time, how could I break up with my family because of such a scumbag, how could I change my mind because of a word from this passerby?
What a fool I am!
(End of this chapter)