Medical marriage is touching, accidentally fell in love with you

Chapter 445 It will take a long time to grow up

Those thoughts that I thought I couldn't live without someone, now that I think about it, it's so naive.

Those oaths that said they would be together forever, the words were blown away in the wind, and whoever stubbornly remembered was a fool.

It's a pity that she knew she shouldn't remember it, but she couldn't resist the determination in her heart, so she just remembered his youthful oath
It was not only her who remembered that pure and beautiful first love, but also the man who sat in the driver's seat outside the villa for a long time.

"Shiyu, I'm sorry!"

Jin Shi's voice was full of self-blame and pain.

His sorry words contained all the apologies. Her pain and her injuries were all given by him. Many years ago, the boy who promised to make her happy forever was strangled by him. Now, he wants to let the boy live again. come over.

Shi Yu's body was trembling, her lips were trembling, and the hand holding the mobile phone was also trembling. Crystal tears rolled down her eyes and slid down her cheeks.

Now, what's the use of him saying that he loves her? How can she accept him again through the hatred of the previous generation.

When he walked out of the hatred, she was trapped in the big net of hatred. She could not hate him, be more tolerant, and be friends with him, but how would she accept him.

It took him many years, but he didn't really forget the hatred. Her father and grandfather had only been away for a few days. He said "I love you" and "I'm sorry", and she could forgive him and restore the old, okay?
She didn't ask him to let go of his hatred before, and now, it's impossible for her to accept him.

Across the phone, Jin Shi couldn't see Shi Yu, nor could he hear her answer. He was silent for a moment, and then his hoarse voice came again.

"Shi Yu, just now Gu Zhengting told me all your experiences in the past three years..."

Shi Yu bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying, but the tears couldn't be stopped. The grievances and pains of these years were all turned into raging tears in his voice of self-blame and regret.

"Shi Yu, I don't expect you to forgive me and accept me immediately, I just want to tell you what is in my heart. For so many years, I have been blinded by hatred. I have always loved you, but I dare not treat you sincerely. Hello, but always hurt you."

"Nothing I say can change the fact that you lost your grandfather and father... 12 years ago, those words I said, I have never forgotten, Shiyu, I have wasted 12 years, the rest of my life, I will I love you with all my heart and make up for what I owed you..."

Jin Shi's words were a little messy, just like his mood at this moment.

Li Shiyu actually couldn't remember what he said, and she was in a mess, even though she tried her best not to cry, but in the end, there was still a twitching sound, which reached Jin Shi on the other end of the phone.

"Shi Yu, don't cry!"

His voice came in a panic, trying to comfort her in a panic.

"I won't say anymore, don't cry, it's all my fault..."

"Go away, I don't want to hear from you anymore!"

Li Shiyu choked up and spoke authentically. After finishing speaking, without giving him a chance to speak, he hung up the phone directly, ran to the next room, lay down on the bed and burst into tears.

Outside the villa, Jin Shi did not leave.

He sat stiffly in the car, looking at the villa with wet eyes, Shi Yu's sad and crying image appeared in front of his eyes, his heart seemed to be tightly grabbed by a big hand, and it was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Li Shiyu didn't know when Jin Shi left. When he woke up in the morning, his car was gone.

Seeing her red and swollen eyes, Xiao Lizi was very worried, and stared at her steadily with big clear eyes.

"Mom, have you ever cried? Your eyes are so swollen!"

Li Shiyu smiled and shook his head in denial.

"No, why is mom crying? Maybe she didn't sleep well last night."

After all, Xiao Lizi is small, so he was fooled by a simple sentence. He blinked, climbed up the chair, glanced at the delicious breakfast in front of him, and asked again.

"Mom, godfather ignores us, then next week, who will accompany us to the school activities?"

Next Friday, his school will organize parent-child activities. The night before last, Xiao Lizi was thinking of getting his godfather back, so that he can accompany him to participate in parent-child activities next Friday.

Li Shiyu's eyes changed slightly, remembering that Gu Zhengting said that he was going to get a certificate with Qiao Xiaoxin today, his brows frowned, and he said softly.

"Mom will accompany you then."

"But the teacher said that Mom and Dad should go together."

Grievance appeared on Xiao Lizi's childish face, she lowered her head, and bit her lip. Seeing that, Li Shiyu's heart twitched. She reached out to pat his head, and changed the subject.

"Hey, after breakfast, can mom accompany you to the playground?"

Yesterday Gu Zhengting said on the phone that another lawyer would take over his father's case and contact her, but today is Sunday, and the other lawyer must contact her on Monday.

As soon as he heard about the game, the grievance on Xiao Lizi's face immediately dissipated, and he put on a bright smile, his eyes blinking brightly.

"Mom, are An'an and Luan'er going too?"

"Well, mom will call them later."

Li Shiyu didn't want to spoil her son's interest, but when she finished speaking, Xiao Lizi rolled her eyes and said something.

"How about, don't call An An and Ran Ran, let's call Luan'er alone!"

"why?"

Li Shiyu looked at his son amusedly. Aren't he and An An very close? They were walking together yesterday. Why don't they call An An and Ran Ran now, and just call Luan'er alone?

Xiao Lizi smiled slyly, her immature voice was full of anticipation.

"Mom, An'an and Luan'er played kisses yesterday, and I really wanted to play, but An'an didn't let me play with Luan'er, so don't call him today, we're just called Luan'er."

The corners of Li Shiyu's mouth twitched violently. Seeing her son tilting his head, his clear and bright eyes blinking and blinking, she couldn't help but remind him.

"Xiao Lizi, you can't play kiss with Luan'er, Luan'er is An An's wife, only he can kiss."

No wonder An An wanted to find a wife for Xiao Lizi yesterday, but when they interrupted, they forgot to ask the reason. Now when Xiao Lizi said it, she finally understood.

"Why, but the wife An An found for me is so small, I don't like it."

Little Lizi pouted, An An asked that little doll to be his wife, he didn't like it at all, that little doll cried at every turn, and urinated on his mother's lap yesterday, if he played with her, he wouldn't pee on him body ah.

He still wants to play with Luan'er, Luan'er is so cute.

"Then who do you like?"

Li Shiyu asked with a smile, the child's liking is not what adults think, he just simply likes to play with Luan'er, and likes Luan'er's sweet smile.

There is another very important reason, he is very curious, An An seems to like Qin Luan'er very much, and he wants to kiss her too.

"Luan'er, Luan'er's mouth must be delicious."

"puff!"

Li Shiyu couldn't help laughing. Fortunately, the milk she was holding in her hand hadn't been drunk yet, otherwise, this sip of milk would have sprayed all over the table.

"Son, why do you have such an idea?"

Xiao Lizi raised his eyebrows, taking it for granted. "Because An An always kisses Luan'er, Luan'er's mouth must be sweeter than ice cream."

All the depression and sadness in Li Shiyu's heart were driven away by Xiao Lizi's words, she said with a smile.

"Son, mother just told you that An An kissed Luan'er because Luan'er is his wife. You can't kiss. If you do, An An will not only not be friends with you, but also hate you."

The smile on Xiao Lizi's face froze, "Is it that serious?"

An An seems to be really stingy. He just said something yesterday, and An An said he was playing hooligans.

Li Shiyu nodded very seriously. In order for his son not to become An An's rival in love and hurt his brother's feelings in the future, he must be told solemnly.

"It's very serious, son, you can't kiss Luan'er, you know? Not only Luan'er, but also other girls can't kiss randomly. You can only kiss after you grow up and find a wife."

"It will take a long time to grow up. An An is going to have a wife now."

Xiao Lizi suddenly envied An An.

"Then you grow up quickly, come on, don't talk anymore, after a while, the eggs will be cold, let's have breakfast first."

Li Shiyu felt that if she continued, her son would pester her and help him find a wife, but now she couldn't find a wife for him, so she quickly stopped the topic.

Today's amusement park has been booked.

Although it was late autumn, the weather was rare and sunny. A group of people who gathered at Mojia yesterday moved their positions to play in the playground.

Those men were busy and absent.

But there is a nanny with me.

Xiao Lizi remembers her mother's advice, not to play and kiss Luan'er, because An'an will hate him and won't be friends with him.

He didn't dare to get close to Luan'er today. He played bumper cars with Ran Ran, but An An and Luan'er had a quarrel yesterday, and today they are in a cold war.As soon as Ran Ran got on the bumper car, she was stopped by An An, who pointed to Luan'er on the merry-go-round in the distance.

"Ran Ran, you go over there!"

Ran Ran pursed her lips, grabbed the steering wheel with both hands, and protested loudly.

"No, I want to play with bumper cars."

An An frowned slightly, took out a candy she liked from her pocket, and handed it over, coaxing softly.

"Hey, listen to my brother and give you candy every day."

"Where did you get the candy?"

A delighted smile burst into Ran Ran's face, and after she finished speaking, she quickly turned her head to look at Chu Huan, who was talking to Bai Ge a few meters away, for fear of being seen by her.

"Are you going to eat?"

An An looked at her with a smile on her face. Ran Ran was a foodie, and she especially liked candies. The candy wrappers were pasted on the walls of her room. How could their mother not know that she ate candies if they were so stupid.

"I eat!"

Bumper cars are not as important as candy, Ran Ran, who is a foodie beauty, answered bluntly, climbed out of the bumper car, and with a thought, the candy in An An's hand was in her hand.

"Throw away the paper after eating the candy, and then eat a cherry tomato, and mom won't know that you stole the candy."

Out of the corner of An'an's eye, he glanced a few meters away and chatted. The women who put them up for free had already been very experienced in how to hide his mother.

(End of this chapter)