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Chapter 442 I Have Thought About It
I've always thought that even if Yang Muxiachu doesn't have anything to do with me, he can't belong to anyone.

Since such a wish was broken by that person, I have reason to hate her, don't I?

So, I did the same.

I don't want others to see my ugly appearance, so I use the hands of others to make Shen Lan suffer unprecedented harm.

But I miscalculated, Yang Mu Xia Chu's revenge, I can't bear it.

I thought a lot during the days in the nursing home, from the hatred at the beginning to the indifference at the end.

I even feel that I have nothing to do with this world.

So I thought about dying.

During this most difficult period, Gu Sheng took me out of the nursing home. This time, he and Mrs. Long seemed to treat me better.

I am no longer the silly little girl I was back then. I knew they had finally found my use, so they had to be gentle with me to stabilize the morale of the army.

I don't care anymore, everything is fine, the ending is nothing but a one-and-done thing, and it's the same for everyone.

but…

The plan was once again disrupted.

I met someone.

Even if I never take the initiative to talk to him, he will report to the old house on time every day, and he will try his best to send me fun little things, whether expensive or cheap, but they are all new.

He will bring me a copy of all the delicious things he tastes outside.

One day I was not feeling well and accidentally pressed his number. As soon as he heard that I had a stomachache, he immediately drove to my house, carried me from the upstairs to the car, and took me to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, I found out that he had just had a cecum resection two days ago, and when he hugged me today, the threads exploded.

No matter when and where, as long as conditions permit, he will always call me and say a bunch of dispensable words on the other end.

Even though my hands were sore from raising my phone, I still couldn't bear to put it down.

I think, I'm impressed.

He said: "Xiaoyou, marry me, it's not some ghost marriage, it's my own wish, Wei Yuzhuo, I love you and want to be with you forever."

He said, "Xiaoyou, luckily I'm just an adopted son."

He said: "Before I met you, all I thought I liked was just bullshit."

For the first time, I had such a strong desire to survive.

Maybe, just because I want to see how far I can go with him.

Maybe, just because I want to try whether I can still believe in this world and a person.

In the end, I chose to believe.

I chose to stay in this world with him.

Maybe one day, I will be lucky enough to leave with him, but I think it must not be now.

By the way, I have a new name - Wei Wuyou.

Everyone thinks that I take my husband's surname, but few people know that this is my real surname.

I have a dad again and he is weird but nice to me.

He said: "Xiaoyou, you had enough hardships in your previous life. Now that you are home, father will naturally not let you be wronged. Change your name to Wuyou, Wei Wuyou."

In the first half of my life, my soul fled everywhere, and there was no place to settle down. In the second half of my life, I was carefree and loved.

I've thought about it once

because I haven't met you yet
because someone like you was born

I feel a little better about the world
Because there are people like you in this world

I have a little hope for the world
——"I've thought about it too" Mika Nakashima

　The penultimate update.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)