Mingshi

946 Fear
A wry smile appeared on Wang Xijue's face, "It's because I have too many distracting thoughts."

"You can realize it now, which is a blessing."

"Easy to know but hard to do!"

Luo Xin didn't speak anymore, Wang Xijue understood everything right now, but his determination was difficult.However, no one can help him with this kind of thing, only he can experience and comprehend it slowly.

"Stop talking about that!" Wang Xijue suddenly smiled and said, "Xu Jie impeached you very badly, did His Majesty punish you?"

"I don't know yet!" Luo Xin shook his head.

"What's the matter?" Wang Xijue asked curiously.

"Your Majesty summoned me, and didn't ask me about the impeachment. He just chatted a few words and let me come back."

"Just a few gossips?"

"Yes!"

Wang Xijue couldn't help being speechless for a while, and he didn't know whether what Luo Xin said was true or not, so he pondered for a while and said:

"The momentum of this impeachment is very strong, it seems that it is not easy for you to pass the test!"

"I know!" Luo Xin nodded and said: "So, His Majesty called me here, just chatted a few words, and didn't deal with me. This is not a good thing either."

"Maybe..." Wang Xijue said thoughtfully, "Maybe His Majesty is expressing to Xu Jie and the others that he doesn't want to deal with you, and asked Xu Jie and the others to stop on their own initiative."

Luo Xin shook his head and said: "Your Majesty may mean this, but from another perspective, it also shows that His Majesty is not determined. In this way, Xu Jie and the others will not stop, but will impeach them even more violently."

Wang Xijue's expression changed, and he thought about it carefully, and it really happened.Can't help worrying:

"No weapon..."

"It's okay." Luo Xin waved his hand and said, "You won't kill me, right?"

"No, you really know how to joke."

"Are you kidding?"

Luo Xin sighed inwardly, Wang Xijue felt a little regretful at this moment, he felt that Luo Xin's future might be much more brilliant than Gao Gong's.And he is likely to go against Luo Xin.

Don't look at Luo Xin and Gao Gong's relationship is very good now, they are in the honeymoon period.This is because they have a common political enemy, Xu Jie.Once Xu Jie was defeated by them, Gao Gong and Luo Xin would immediately confront each other.

Based on his understanding of Gao Gong, Gao Gong would never let Luo Xin become bigger.Gao Gong is an extremely self-willed person with a strong possessive desire, and absolutely does not allow his rights to be shared by Luo Xin.Therefore, a fierce conflict must erupt between the two men.

Now because of the common political enemy Xu Jie, Wang Xijue can still live in harmony with Luo Xin.However, once Gao Gong and Luo Xin start a war, he must stand against Luo Xin, which he is unwilling to do, and the more he observes Luo Xin, the more unwilling he is to stand against Luo Xin.

Because Luo Xin gave him the impression that he was too demonic.

He was so enchanted that when he faced Luo Xin, he didn't have the slightest confidence.

but……

Now he has stood in Gao Gong's camp...

Suddenly, his heart moved.

"No, you recommend Xu Shixing..."

Luo Xin looked at Wang Xijue indifferently, feeling a little disappointed in Wang Xijue.Wang Xijue's talent was no less than Xu Shixing's, but his temper was far less decisive than Xu Shixing's.

Xu Shixing could be trusted, even if he was in a hostile camp.However, this Wang Xijue cannot be trusted and can only be used.

"I really think that Xu Shixing is suitable for that position. The Shibo Department can't stand the toss, and Daming's finances can't stand the toss either."

Luo Xin began to be wary, and the conversation between the two became unnutritive.After chatting for another quarter of an hour, Wang Xijue left, and Luo Xin sent him outside the door.

midnight.

Luo Xin slowly opened his eyes, he couldn't fall asleep, and there was always a kind of uneasiness floating in his heart.Turning her head to see that Lu Rudai was already fast asleep, she quietly got out of bed, put on her clothes, gently opened the door and went out.

Standing in the yard, the cold wind blows.

"It's going to snow!"

Luo Xin looked up and saw a full moon hanging in the sky.

Luo Xin put his hands behind his back, his eyes gradually lost focus, the cold air made his mind clearer, his uneasy emotions gradually dissipated, his whole mind gradually became ethereal, and his thoughts were spinning rapidly.

Scenes of the past quickly flashed in his mind. He was reflecting on himself, reflecting on his past little by little, why it caused the uneasiness in his heart, and why it caused his current situation.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, but after this year, Luo Xin is only 19 years old.

A 19-year-old fourth-rank official, even the left concubine of Zhan Shifu, is extremely remarkable.

But why is there a kind of unwillingness in my heart?
Why did he arouse Emperor Jiajing's fear?Why did I become enemies with Xu Jie?Let yourself have been living in the cracks?
My whole heart is for Daming, I have done nothing wrong, why do I feel uneasy?
Luo Xin closed his eyes, and began to recall from the moment he came to Daming. While recalling, he repeatedly examined himself.

When I came to Daming at the age of seven, my grandfather wanted to cut off my elder brother's arm on the first night.At that moment, Luo Xin pleaded for the eldest brother, and finally saved the eldest brother from punishment.

At that time, Luo Xin didn't feel that what he did was wrong, nor did he feel how bold he was.

However, after more than ten years in Ming Dynasty, Luo Xin realized how lucky he was back then.

In this era, the rules of the ancestors are very important. Even if the younger generation is not wrong, they must endure the punishment of the elders. This is the filial piety of this era, which is deeply rooted and immersed in the bones of the people of this era.And on the first night when I came to Daming ignorantly, I contradicted my grandfather, but I didn't get the slightest punishment, and my grandfather forgave my elder brother. Although my family was kicked out in the end, Luo Xin knew at this time, I am lucky.Moreover, grandpa may not just want to abolish the elder brother's arm, I am afraid it is just to scare the elder brother and make him fearful, so that he will not steal from him in the future.It is estimated that even if there is no pleading by myself, the parents will cry and beg, and then grandpa will follow the trend.

Otherwise, grandpa wouldn't let this matter go just because he was a seven-year-old child pleading for mercy.

The first thing I did when I came to Daming was not to be afraid.Without understanding the era, there is no fear.

Not bad!

Just no fear.

Luo Xin's thinking began to jump, looking at Yan Song, Xu Jie, and Gao Gong, why are they so stable and never put themselves in a dangerous situation?
Even Yan Song was the same. His downfall was largely due to the fact that his son had lost fear of Emperor Jiajing and was extremely inflated.

If I have no fear in my heart, I am afraid that I will eventually be overwhelmed by this era.

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(End of this chapter)