The favored imperial concubine

Chapter 144

Ever since Yinzhen hurriedly left Xianfu Palace yesterday at Nian Xilan's urging, he has been thinking of Nian Xilan frequently in his heart.For this woman who has an extraordinary appearance and is very special, while Yinzhen was deeply shocked, he also had some indescribably complicated feelings.

Yinzhen knows that he must not have any ties to Nian Xilan, who is Kangxi's favorite concubine, and he must not have any unreasonable thoughts about her, otherwise, if he is caught by someone with a heart, he will not only take care of him because of this Missing the position of the crown prince for a long time, he would even be ruined and criticized by others because of this matter.

However, there are many things in this world that are difficult to be controlled by the rationality of the world.There are many things that people clearly know are wrong. As long as people get caught accidentally, they will inadvertently lose their minds and move their minds.Even, the more people try their best to alienate and forget, the more they will be drilled deeper and deeper into their hearts by the thoughts that have already been born in their minds, and eventually become an incurable scar.

Yesterday, after Yinzhen returned to Prince Yong's mansion in a state of anxiety, he locked himself in the study room and pondered for a long time alone.Yinzhen carefully recalled what happened in the side hall of Xianfu Palace, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became.

If Nian Xilan didn't have such a special physique, or if he hadn't thought of a way to wake him up in time, then he would definitely lose his mind under the control of the drug, and even make a big mistake.At this time, apart from secretly rejoicing that he escaped, Yinzhen also left an indelible impression on Nian Xilan, a very special woman.

Prior to this, Yinzhen had always only regarded the women in the palace as a tool to give birth to children and balance the power in the court. Apart from respecting each other as guests and superficial favor, he never had much other feelings for them.However, at this moment, Yinzhen is always uncontrollably worried about Nian Xilan, secretly worried about how to face and bear Kangxi's anger alone after Nian Xilan let him go.

Yinzhen knew very well in her heart that since Nian Xilan was still so resolute in letting him go at such a critical moment, then she would not tell Kangxi that the man who had been alone with her was herself.Yinzhen with a keen mind can more or less guess the plan in Nian Xilan's heart, and also understands that Nian Xilan's actions are not just to help him escape danger, but to minimize the imprint left on Kangxi's heart by this incident , to find a way out for herself and her two children.

Yinzhen knew that he shouldn't miss Nian Xilan so much, he should even secretly pray for God's blessing, so that Nian Xilan would be killed directly by the furious Kangxi.As long as Nian Xilan, the only woman who can point out that he had offended the emperor's father and concubine, dies, he will be safer, and he won't have to worry about it in the future.

However, Yinzhen not only does not want Nian Xilan to lose her life because of this matter, but also can't help worrying about her: Will she be reprimanded by the thunder-furious emperor?Will he be punished and scolded?Even... Will the emperor's father directly bestow a three-foot white silk to order the innocent woman to kill herself immediately in order to protect the face of the Qing emperor?

The more Yinzhen thought about it, the more irritable and restless he became. He wanted to read the Diamond Sutra several times to calm himself down, but he lost his mind frequently, and in the end he couldn't do anything.It wasn't until the palace heard that Kangxi was accidentally assassinated in the side hall of Xianfu Palace, and Nian Xilan was seriously injured in trying to save him, that Yinzhen finally breathed a sigh of relief.However, Yinzhen savored Kangxi's intentions carefully, and he couldn't help feeling infinitely melancholy in his heart.

That night, Yinzhen did not go to the backyard to have sex with any wives and concubines, but rested in the study alone on the grounds that he was busy with official duties.

Perhaps because of thinking day by day and dreaming at night, Yinzhen actually saw Nian Xilan in his dream that night.

However, although this dream seems very real, it is full of contradictions and weirdness.

In the dream, Yinzhen was surprised to find that he got his wish and married Nian Xilan as Fang Fujin, but he didn't bother to arrange a courtyard for her. The example arranged a garden for her.Although the slightly remote courtyard is very spacious, its scenery is far inferior to the elegant and peaceful Yilan Garden.

Yinzhen really wants to treat Nian Xilan well, but he can't help but repeatedly use and hurt that beautiful woman who is indifferent to the world, soft and pleasant.

Yinzhen watched helplessly as Fujin Wulanara prescribed medicine to Nian Xilan who came to pay her respects according to her instructions, causing her originally healthy body to gradually weaken and gradually become a weak and sick child.Yinzhen watched as he purposely acted as if he loved Nian Xilan very much in order to gain Nian Gengyao's loyalty and assistance. He actually spent more than half of every month resting in Nian Xilan's yard.Yinzhen looked at Nian Xilan, who was deeply in love with him, and gave birth to three sons and a daughter for him regardless of her slender body. He died one after another, leaving only his frail and sickly young son, Fuhui.

Yinzhen only felt that his heart was more blocked and sad, and he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.Even though Yinzhen racked his brains, he couldn't figure it out. This was obviously not his original intention. Why did these cruel things turn into irreparable regrets one by one?
Because of such regrets, even if Yinzhen ascended the throne as emperor as he wished, he didn't have the expected joy in his heart.

In the end, Yinzhen watched Nian Xilan finally run out of oil and died in the noble and beautiful but lonely Yikun Palace. Before he passed away, he still held his hand tightly and begged him to be well. Taking care of their only remaining youngest son, Fuhui; Yinzhen saw that he tried his best and tried his best, but failed to fulfill Nian Xilan's last wish after all, Fuhui, who was under eight years old, whispered softly. Looking at Erniang, she slowly closed those beautiful eyes that were very similar to Nian Xilan in his arms.

Yinzhen hugged Fuhui's thin body that was still warm, but his heart gradually became cold, with dense and long-lasting tingling pain.

Yinzhen woke up suddenly, the back of his clothes soaked in cold sweat.

Yinzhen recalled the situation in the dream, and was surprised to find that although the dream just now was bizarre, it was still vivid in his mind after he woke up.Yinzhen gradually tightened his brows, and his deep phoenix eyes showed a little confusion.

(End of this chapter)