Concubine Crazed Demon: It is difficult for a prince to chase his wife

Chapter 651 I miss him so much
The next day, Shen Aoxue received the news that Shen Anxiang did not return to the palace but rented a very dilapidated hut not far from the suburbs.

"Let's observe for a few more days. Is the carriage ready? I'm going to the Grand Princess' Mansion."

"Get ready, shall we go after breakfast?"

"Is the prince eating? Is he still in the study?" Aoxue asked.

"I went to court in the morning and left after dinner."

"Oh, I won't eat."

"Why don't you eat?"

"I don't eat, only some people can eat." Aoxue smiled, looked at her neatly dressed in the mirror, then got up and walked outside.

When they arrived at the Eldest Princess' Mansion, the servants welcomed her in immediately. Ye Yuxi smiled when she knew she was here, but she was still weakly lying on the bed, not daring to get off the ground.

Aoxue saw that her face was pale and bloodless, and her beautiful face was overshadowed by haggardness, so she couldn't help but feel distressed.

There were no outsiders, only the two of them were left in the room. Aoxue sat on the edge of the bed and took her hand, and said distressedly: "Princess, I have been unable to call you mother, because I think you are really young. Like, but looking at it now, it’s so much older, what’s wrong?”

Ye Yuxi smiled wryly: "Everyone gets old, and I am no exception."

"But I still wish you were young."

"Young? But I don't want to."

"Why?"

"What is the purpose of life? What is the use of me being forever young?"

"...If you have anything on your mind, please tell me."

"Aoxue, you said that I lived to be more than 30 years old, what have I lived?"

"This...you are an incomparably noble princess, with the highest honor."

"Really? But I don't think fart."

"..." Aoxue looked at her speechlessly, really didn't know what to say.

"Ordinary people are better than me all their lives. Although I don't have to worry about food and clothing, I am the only one to eat in this huge princess mansion, and I don't even have anyone to talk to."

"I……"

"You can't accompany me, you have Qinglan, you are really happy, I can't envy you."

"Actually... the eldest princess can choose another husband, and the emperor never said that you are not allowed..."

"I don't want to, I have someone in my heart... I can't pretend to be anyone."

"Princess, in fact, people live a lifetime, there is no need to stay in the past, you know that people are looking forward, although that person makes you unforgettable, but he is just an illusory memory after all, even if you come back, he can't give you any future. And warmth, when some people pass you take it as an experience, don’t trap yourself in it.”

"You girl is talking about one thing, then I ask you, if one day you kill Qinglan, will you forgive yourself? Will you forget him and start over?"

"..." Shen Aoxue didn't think about such a question, and was a little hesitant when asked suddenly.

"Why, can't you come back?"

Aoxue smiled and said flatly: "I believe that he loves me more than anything else. Even if I hurt him, it must be because he is willing to be fooled by me, not how smart I am. He must be doing this just because he wants to Make me happy, if I lose him, I will have a bad life, he will regret trusting me if he knows, and what I am more afraid of than not being together is that he does not have me in his heart."

"...You are really good, but I can't do it. For so long, I have been dreaming about him every day. I miss him. I suppress myself every day. I miss him like crazy. I want to see him, even if The price is my life, and I want to see him again!"

(End of this chapter)