Hidden Beauty in the Dark: The CEO's Secret Lover

Chapter 114 As long as you want, as long as I can give it 1
Qingcheng.Charm.

Qu Shaoyuan unexpectedly saw a familiar face at the bar.

"Zhiyu?" He walked over, "Why are you here?" In his impression, Qin Zhiyu has always been a typical obedient girl who never drinks or goes to bars. The type who marry back home and take care of their husbands and children.

To him, she is like a lonely star in the sky, far away from him, and every time he is in front of her, he always feels ashamed and feels that he is not worthy of her.This is also one of the reasons why he has been suppressing his love for her from the bottom of his heart.

But Qin Zhiyu tonight made him a little unbelievable.She even wore smoky makeup and a black tube top, revealing a large expanse of fair skin.She has lost her usual gentle and watery appearance, and now she is a completely different person from her usual self.She wore a wig, her curly hair spread out like seaweed, her red lips were painted like flames, a small black sequined tube top covered her plump breasts, and under the tight black miniskirt, she exposed two white legs Her long legs, her gestures, and her radiance shone brightly, attracting countless salivating eyes.

From time to time, men would come over to strike up a conversation, but she didn't even bother to pay attention, and just drank on her own.

Seeing Qu Shaoyuan's surprised expression, she said lazily, "Why, can't I come to your bar?"

Qu Shaoyuan sat down and asked the waiter for a glass of wine, "That's not what I mean, I welcome you very much. It's just a little, how should I put it, accident..."

Qin Zhiyu laughed at himself.In fact, when she was abroad, she always looked like this. This is her true face, her real life.It's just that after returning to China, she was stared at by her parents every day, so she had to be a gentle and quiet lady to maintain her good reputation in the compound.

After all, today's rich families and famous nobles all pay attention to being well-matched. Which rich family doesn't have a tricky eye for choosing a wife?No one wants to marry a notorious young lady into the door.

She took out the lighter, lit a cigarette, and exhaled a long smoke ring, "Are you scared by my appearance?"

The appearance of her smoking is very beautiful, very enchanting, a lady's slender and long mint cigarette, one red lip, one sip, and slightly narrowed eyes, as if a little intoxicated, a little satisfied, and the corners of the slanted eyes are endlessly drawn. style and allure.

Qu Shaoyuan was a little dumbfounded.He didn't know that she was still smoking.

He has seen many women smoking.Almost all the women who come to nightclubs to go clubbing smoke, but no one is like her. The elegant and decadent appearance of smoking gives him a strong visual impact.

He put one hand on the bar, sat on the high chair in a daze, stared at her in a daze, not knowing what to say.

Qin Zhiyu tonight really gave him too much surprise and unknown side.If they hadn't grown up together, he would have known her when her face was turned into ashes. In her current appearance, Commissar Qin and Mrs. Qin probably wouldn't have recognized her as their daughter if they had seen it with their own eyes.

Qin Zhiyu had expected his expression earlier, she laughed at herself, and smoked a cigarette to herself, in her half-opened and half-closed eyes, there were bits and pieces of confusion and sadness.

When a cigarette was burned out, she put it out in the ashtray that the waiter brought up in due course.She turned her head and looked at him, seaweed-like hair covered half of her cheeks, making the other half of her palm-sized face look more enchanting and cool. "Shao Yuan," she said with a melancholy smile, "Do you know? Actually, I wasn't like this from the beginning..."

Of course Qu Shaoyuan knew.When she was a child, she was so good that it made people feel distressed.

He could tell that she drank a lot tonight, she had something on her mind and wanted to talk to someone.

Well, he was happy to be her audience.

As if she didn't know where to start, Qin Zhiyu tilted her head, her eyes were a little hazy. "Do you know?" She used a few more words as a prelude, "Actually, I originally disliked girls smoking and drinking. I never thought that one day, I would become the 'bad girl' that I originally hated. Before the age of 20, I was Qin Zhiyu, the princess in the compound, and the most suitable candidate for a daughter-in-law in the eyes of the chief's wives. I always thought that my life should be smooth sailing and marrying what I like A man, to be a good wife and mother, a husband and a child, until the end of his life. But I didn't expect that one day, this hope would burst like a bubble..."

Seeing her sad look, Qu Shaoyuan couldn't help stretching out his hand, and comfortingly patted her hand on the bar.

Yes, he had always thought that she would marry into Ji's family and be the young wife of Ji's family. She would raise cats, water flowers, and accompany Mrs. Ji to socialize every day as a pampered lady.

After all, they all see her affection for Ji Weiran, and the Ji family has had the idea of ​​marrying the Qin family for a long time.

Qin Zhiyu smiled wryly, took a deep breath, and continued, "I think you also know who broke my hope. Since he took that actor to Las Vegas six years ago, I have I know, so I have been living in my own fairy tale world. It turns out that the girl he likes is actually that kind of girl. Gorgeous, enchanting, and exquisite. She is just a courtesan. Then, my gentleness and humility, my gentleness and delicacy What's the point? Gentleness and humility can't win a man's heart, being gentle and gentle will only make me farther and farther away from him. I was sad and disappointed, depressed for a while, and went abroad in desperation. In the lonely days, I learned to smoke, drink, and go to nightclubs. Only in this way can my hurt heart be soothed. Fortunately, soon, he broke up with that actor. I am happy, secretly happy, I thought my chance had come, but when I was about to return to China, I found out that I had a very serious illness..."

Qu Shaoyuan's heart skipped a beat, "Have you ever had a serious illness?" He didn't even know about it.

Qin Zhiyu didn't tell anyone, including Ji Weiran.

Thinking of his beloved girl living in such a difficult and desolate life in a different place, his heart hurts very much.

"Yeah," Qin Zhiyu smiled sadly, "Depression. I suffer from severe depression. I am in a trance, self-abuse, self-mutilation, and often don't know what I am doing, and I can't live a normal life at all."

Qu Shaoyuan held her hand tightly, "Zhiyu..." He couldn't imagine how she survived those days.

Qin Zhiyu let out a long breath, "Fortunately, my mother was with me, and she took me to see a psychiatrist, and under the guidance of the psychiatrist, I gradually came out of the shadows and finally became a normal person." I told my mother that I wanted to go home, and my mother agreed to me, and soon went through the formalities for returning home. She thought I was homesick, but in fact, I wanted to come back because I knew the one I loved. The man has also returned to China, and I want to continue my relationship with him, and I hope God will give me another chance. So, I can’t wait to come back.” At this point, she closed her eyes in pain, “But I didn’t Thinking about it, I was one step too late. He has a new love, and that woman has been with him for three years..."

"Zhiyu." Qu Shaoyuan looked at her distressedly, not knowing how to comfort her.

Qin Zhiyu looked at him with teary eyes, "Shaoyuan, do you know how much pain I felt when I heard the news? I wish I could dig out my heart so that I wouldn't feel the pain... "

I know, how could I not know!Qu Shaoyuan said silently in his heart, just like when you are in front of me now, expressing your love for another man affectionately, my heart feels the same as yours, it feels like a knife cuts you.

Qin Zhiyu grabbed the wine in front of him, raised his neck, and drank it all in one gulp. "For three years, he hid her so deeply that even Commander Ji and Mrs. Ji didn't know about it. He was afraid that if they found out, they would oppose him and this woman just as they opposed him and Bai Mengyun back then. He cared so carefully. Caring for her, pampering him. He has changed, he is no longer the Ji Weiran I know, no longer the Ji Weiran I love..."

As Qin Zhiyu said, she was so sad that she shed tears.

Seeing her crying, Qu Shaoyuan felt more and more pain in his heart, "Zhiyu, it's not like this. You don't know, in fact, they are not ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, they are just..."

Qin Zhiyu raised her tearful eyes, "Just what?"

It's just a contractual relationship.Qu Shaoyuan thought about this sentence, but finally he didn't say it.

He comforted her, "Don't think about it so much, aren't they separated now? Jian Qingyin went back to N City, and Wei Ran also went to Las Vegas. Believe me, they haven't been in touch anymore, and they have nothing to do with each other anymore. !"

(End of this chapter)