Hidden Beauty in the Dark: The CEO's Secret Lover

Chapter 169 A’s Honey, B’s Arsenic 1
ICU.

Because of the anesthetic, Ji Weiran hasn't woken up yet.

Outside the transparent glass isolation window, Qin Zhiyu put both hands on the spotless window sill, staring at the person inside in a daze, watching him lying quietly on the hospital bed with a pale complexion, his eyes closed tightly. With a lifeless look, tears flowed down slowly.

Scenes of the past passed by before his eyes, and his various appearances also emerged in his mind one by one: the high-spirited appearance, the arrogant and domineering appearance, the arrogant appearance, the lightly smiling appearance, the indifferent and aloof appearance, and , saying that she is not even as good as a pheasant.All kinds of him have such vivid images, but they are not as lonely, quiet, and lifeless as they are now.If it wasn't for the machine connected to the bed that reminded him that his heart was beating regularly, she would almost have thought that what was lying there was a corpse.

She never thought that Ji Weiran looked like a corpse.In her heart, he will always be so fresh, so deep, and so, exist like a god.

yes god.He is the god in her heart, since she was a child, she has always been.But now, her male god has fallen, because of her.He would rather be shot than marry her.He would rather die than have her!What a sad and hopeless thing this is.

Ji Weiran, do you know that in this world, only I, Qin Zhiyu, am the one who loves you the most?Ten years, I have loved you for ten years, and my heart for you has never changed.In these ten years, there is only me. No matter how many times you abuse me, I still treat you as before.The one who really loves you is me, it's me.But why, in your eyes, you still can't see me?Why?Why?Why?
"Ji Weiran, I hate you as much as I love you." She murmured, sad and desperate, "That woman, what's so good about her? What's so good about her?" So much so that you , would rather go against the whole world?
Qin Zhiyu closed his eyes, and the tears flowed even more fiercely.

A soft sigh came from behind.

Qin Zhiyu didn't look back because she knew who it was.

She stared at the man lying on the hospital bed obsessively, her eyes and heart were full of him.However, his eyes and heart were full of another woman.

She couldn't figure it out, really couldn't figure it out.Why would she lose to that woman?She is no worse than her in appearance, and her family background is much stronger, and she can go to the hall and enter the kitchen. More importantly, she has loved him for ten years and has given so much. Why in the end, she is still the loser? ?
"Love is never an exchange of equal value." Qu Shaoyuan came quietly behind her and said quietly, "The same person, the same thing, to A, is honey, to B, it is arsenic. Ask yourself Everything is no worse than others, even earlier than her love, but you forget that in this world, the most unreasonable thing is love. Regardless of time, regardless of identity, when you meet, you are destined, and when you love each other, you have love. share. You and Wei Ran can only be destined but have no share.”

Qin Zhiyu trembled.One is honey, the other is arsenic?It turned out that it was so.

She smiled miserably, "It can only be, is there a chance?"

Qu Shaoyuan finally couldn't help it, "Zhiyu, you blame Weiran for turning a blind eye to you, but how have you ever faced up to my love for you? You have loved Weiran for ten years, why have you ever noticed that I have loved you for ten years?"

Qin Zhiyu was shocked, looking into his eyes, hazy and complicated.

He finally said it out.She couldn't help laughing sadly.It really is the honey of A and the arsenic of B. In Qu Shaoyuan's eyes, she is honey, but to Ji Weiran, she is arsenic!Look, this is ridiculous love.It's really just like what he said, the most unreasonable thing to say.

Qu Shaoyuan sighed, "Zhiyu, let him go, let go of yourself too. What kind of happiness is there in such a entangled love? Your love is just a burden to him. Why don't you let it go as soon as possible?" Let go, for the sake of growing up in the compound together, fulfill him, bless him, maybe, he can still remember your kindness, and remember the two decades of friendship between each other, so that it won't end in the end Go to the situation where the fish dies and the net is broken."

Fish dead and net broken?Stranger?No no, she doesn't want it.She didn't want him to be as indifferent as a stranger when he walked in front of her, that would be worse than killing her.

But let go?She is not reconciled, really not reconciled.In the past twenty years, loving him has become the focus of her life, being with him has become her goal, and getting him is her lifelong wish.She has paid so much, but now, you want her to let go?She can't, really can't.

Qin Zhiyu bit her lip, biting it so hard that her lip bleeds.

"No, I can't let go." She shook her head sadly, her face covered with tears, "Once I let go, there is really nothing left, nothing..."

Qu Shaoyuan couldn't bear to look any longer, he walked over, pulled her into his arms forcefully, and shouted softly, "You still have me. You still have me, Zhiyu," he looked at her eagerly, and said hastily, "Believe me, no matter how big things happen, no matter how difficult the way out, I will be by your side, with no regrets, and never leave. Please, give me a chance, give yourself a chance, okay ?"

With Qin Zhiyu in his arms, he couldn't help crying at last.

……

Ji Weiran woke up in the middle of the night.

He felt like he had a long, long dream.In the dream, he returned to Grandma Zhou's farmyard.Not only him, but also Jian Qingyin.Come to think of it, that was the first time they appeared in front of people together in such an open and honest manner.Although they were together for three years before, they had never appeared in front of people together.Not to mention walking down the street holding hands like a real couple, having been in romantic love.Because each other's original intentions were not pure, they directly omitted that step and turned it into a fight on the bed.Therefore, deep down in his heart, he is ashamed. He feels that being with him has really wronged her.

So he had a very beautiful dream.He dreamed that he and she lived happily ever after.He made up everything he owed her.They went to Grandma Zhou's farmyard and then to the playground.She happily dragged him around like a child.He bought her freshly fried popcorn, and the sweet smell was touching.He also bought vanilla-flavored ice cream for her, and smiled to see how she ate it with gusto.She bought Mickey's headdress for herself, bought him a pirate's hat, and forced him to wear it, and the two of them suddenly felt a little funny when they put on makeup.

Where did he do these childish things for little girls?But seeing the happy smile on her face, his heart was also filled with happiness.

Later, they went to play with other people's air rifles to shoot balloons.He knocked down all the balloons with great composure, causing exclamations from the crowd.She smiled contentedly and chose two dolls, one male and one female.Then, they ride a pirate ship together.At the highest point of the flight, she screamed in fright, he grabbed her hand, looked at her with a smile, and then buried her head in his arms.

Then, leaning on his shoulder, she murmured, "It would be great if we could do this every day!"

Then, he woke up.

When I woke up, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.The ward was very quiet, only the air-conditioning was hissing and blowing mist.He opened his eyes and saw Mrs. Ji falling asleep on the edge of the bed.There was no one else in the ward.

He didn't make a sound, just lay quietly on the bed, looking at the ceiling quietly.

He knew he was alive, even though at the moment when Commander Ji's bullet hit his chest, a desperate thought flashed in his heart that it would be better to just die in the hands of his father, but that thought was just a thought after all. moment.He still has someone he cared about, how could he just die like this?If he died, she would be sad.

He moved his body with difficulty, endured the severe pain in his chest after the anesthesia, and grabbed the mobile phone on the bedside table with difficulty, and checked the time.

It was this slight movement that woke up Mrs. Ji who was in a light sleep.

"Wei Ran, are you awake?" She was both happy and excited, and she burst into tears of joy.

Ji Weiran blinked and opened his mouth: "I'm sorry to disappoint you, I didn't die."

Mrs. Ji wiped her tears and scolded, "You son of a bitch, what are you talking about?" She hurriedly tested the temperature of her son's forehead with the back of her hand, and relieved herself, "What nonsense are you talking about if you don't have a fever!" The call bell on the bedside.

(End of this chapter)