Pillow wedding pet

Chapter 436 I indirectly killed my mother
"I indirectly killed my mother..."

Su Xiaoning was lying in Mo Chenyu's arms, her voice was inevitably tinged with tears, "Over the years, I have been under a lot of pressure..."

"Zhexuan always persuaded me that this was my mother's choice, and I didn't do it on purpose..."

"But I just can't convince myself..."

She closed her eyes, with pain written all over her face, "Your sister's situation is very similar to that of my mother. When I operated on your sister, I took an extra step...so she succeeded."

"When my mother passed away five years ago, she told me not to blame myself. She did it voluntarily."

"But I can't forgive myself... because I also thought of this step back then, but... I just hesitated, I was afraid... I was afraid that my mother's life would be in danger if I took one more step."

"But it's just one step short... Mom didn't hold on..."

Those pasts were all sealed up in Su Xiaoning's memory, and she never dared to mention them to anyone.

In the first few years, every time she dreamed back at midnight, she would cry for her mother to wake up.

Later, she met the director of Qingcheng Hospital.

He told Su Xiaoning that the last thing a doctor should do is to perform operations on his relatives that he is not fully sure of.

Because it will make people blame themselves for a lifetime.

It was precisely because of his words that Su Xiaoning was willing to work in Qingcheng Hospital.

Lin Ning's operation was Su Xiaoning's lifelong guilt and wound.

And the reason why she wrote these in the thesis is because Mo Fusheng's operation was successful.

As a medical worker, Su Xiaoning hopes that more people can guide her on how to deal with this disease.

It's just that she didn't expect... this paper would become Tantai Qingxuan's weapon to attack her.

Tantai Qingxuan made fuss about her again and again because she knew about this matter.

From insulting her for not daring to have surgery at the beginning, to now uncovering her scars.

Tantai Qingxuan is destroying Su Xiaoning's dream and her life step by step.

Mo Chenyu hugged Su Xiaoning, and his big hands with well-defined knuckles gently stroked her back, "It's okay, everything from the beginning is over."

"If I were your mother back then, I would make the same choice."

Su Xiaoning's sobbing body paused slightly.

She looked up at Mo Chenyu, "Why?"

"Because she, like me, knows that your heart is good."

Su Xiaoning looked at Mo Chenyu with those black grape-like eyes, but said nothing.

The man took a deep breath and kissed her on the lips, "Zhexuan told me that the operation you performed on your mother-in-law was not a whim."

"He said that you have contacted many foreign authoritative experts on the Internet to inquire about the feasibility of this plan. You stay with your mother during the day and stay up until three or four o'clock at night by yourself, only sleeping four or five hours a day. It will take many months to complete this plan..."

"Your original intention is to hope that your loved ones can live longer and overcome illness."

"Before you did this regimen, the condition had never been overcome."

The man held her face, "To put it cruelly, even without your surgery, your mother would only be able to survive for a month."

"If I were her, I would also choose to let you have this operation."

"It's better to give it a go than suffer the pain."

"Even if you are not a doctor with actual combat experience, but you are my daughter, I am more willing to trust you than those professional doctors."

Su Xiaoning pursed her lips, looked at Mo Chenyu with tears in her eyes, "I know, I understand the truth..."

It's just that she really can't get over this hurdle in her heart.

When I think about my mother being able to do it because of myself...

She couldn't help blaming herself, and couldn't help crying.

Seeing that she was still crying, Mo Chenyu could only helplessly pat her on the back, "If you really can't help it, just cry."

"Um……"

Her tears were like a dam with its gates opened, falling on his sleeves endlessly.

Mo Chenyu hugged the woman's thin and small body, and his heart ached.

Now when she thinks back on what happened back then, she is so sad and sad...

When Lin Ning left five years ago, how fragile and confused was she?
And at that time, he, the so-called man who loved her the most in this world, was not by her side...

The man held Su Xiaoning tightly in his arms, "I swear."

"I will be by your side on every important occasion in your life from now on."

Su Xiaoning closed her eyes and sobbed and nodded, "Yeah."

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evening.

When Tang Yihan arrived at Mozhai, Su Xiaoning's eyes were red and swollen like peaches.

"Mo Shenyu!"

As soon as Tang Yihan hurried over, seeing Su Xiaoning's appearance, he picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Mo Chenyu, "This is what you promised me, you will take good care of her!?"

Mo Chenyu's big hand calmly took the pillow and put it on the sofa, "I came back so quickly."

"nonsense!"

Tang Yihan rolled his eyes, "What has become of the outside world? I was overwhelmed by this news in Europe!"

"If it wasn't for the company's busy schedule, Zhi Nuan would have come back with me!"

Su Xiaoning sat on the sofa and cried all afternoon, her mood had calmed down a lot, she looked at Tang Yihan, "Have you gone to find Zhi Nuan?"

"Of course!"

Tang Yihan curled his lips, sat down on the sofa, took the teacup handed over by Aunt Li and drank it, "The other day I heard Mo Chenyu talk about Bai Youyou, so I ran to find Zhi Nuan!"

Su Xiaoning frowned, and looked at Tang Yihan and Mo Chenyu blankly, "Is it related to Bai Youyou?"

Why did you go to Zhinuan after knowing about Bai Youyou?
What is the relationship between the two?
Mo Chenyu frowned, and cast a reproachful look at Tang Yihan.

Tang Yihan paused, and then started laughing, "It's okay, I saw Bai Youyou posting in Moments that Mo Chenyu was her boyfriend the other day, so I was very angry, and went to find Zhinuan to complain."

Su Xiaoning: "..."

As for it?
but……

"Bai Youyou posted on Moments that Shen Yu is her boyfriend?"

"How do you have friends with Bai Youyou?"

Tang Yihan: "..."

She scratched her head in embarrassment, "Well, I don't have her friend, I saw it with Gu Senzhi's cell phone."

Su Xiaoning frowned again, "You use Gu Senzhi's phone... Are you reconciled?"

Tang Yihan pursed her lips, really not knowing how to explain it.

In the end, she could only pick up her backpack and change the subject, "I met your father when I went to Europe this time, and he asked me to bring you a lot of presents!"

As she said that, she picked up a USB flash drive, "Your father told you to read it yourself in the dead of night. It contains what he wants to say to you!"

Su Xiaoning pursed her lips and took it, "Did Dad say something about it?"

"It's about... your thesis this time."

Tang Yihan took a deep breath, "Your father has already read the content of the paper, and he also knows which patient the failed case in your paper is."

"He asked me to tell you that you will always be the pride of him and your mother."

(End of this chapter)