Pillow wedding pet

Chapter 478 I'll Tell You Slowly Later
"Do you really want to restore your memory so much?"

After hanging up Qin Chaomu's video call, Mo Chenyu picked up Su Xiaoning and put it on his lap, hugged her small body and asked.

Su Xiaoning nodded seriously, "Yes."

"I really want to be like a normal person."

"and."

The woman took a deep breath, "Because I don't have the memory of the past, I actually... find it difficult to accept the fact that I am the mother of two children."

"Seeing Da Su and Xiao Xiao Su being so close to me every day, but I don't have much affection for them in my heart... I will feel very ashamed and blame myself."

"And...you."

Su Xiaoning lowered her head, not daring to look into Mo Chenyu's eyes, "I know you treat me well."

"I have seen everything you have done for me these days, and I know that you should like me very much."

"But I don't love you as much as you love me."

"It made me feel horrible."

"Obviously I have accepted so much kindness and so much love from the people around me, but I can't give the same response."

"If I regain my memory, it will definitely not be like this."

The woman spoke very lightly.

But every word hit Mo Chenyu's heart like a heavy hammer.

He admitted that during this period of time, he had fallen in love with Su Xiaoning's peaceful appearance.

There is no five years of separation, and no five years of vicissitudes.

She is as lovable now as she was five years ago.

However, he ignored... her feelings.

In the final analysis, Su Xiaoning, who has lost her memory, is the same person as the former Su Xiaoning.

Her bottom line, her view of right and wrong, her world view and relationship view are all exactly the same as before.

It is a very painful and tormenting thing for her to accept other people's kindness and love, but there is no way to return the same.

The man took a deep breath and held her tightly in his arms, "I promise you."

"When this period of time is over... I'll take you to Sujia Village and find your memories, okay?"

Su Xiaoning blinked her eyes, "Where is Sujia Village?"

"It's where you grew up."

"But isn't Tantai's family in Europe?"

She looked at him seriously, "Didn't you say that my father is from the Tantai family?"

Mo Chenyu: "..."

"You also checked the location of Tantai's house?"

Su Xiaoning pursed her lips, lowered her head in embarrassment, "Yes."

"I want to know who my father is, and I also want to know who I am, so I went to check..."

"About your life experience..." Mo Chenyu smiled, "I will tell you slowly later."

Su Xiaoning nodded, "Okay."

"but."

The man lowered his head and pressed a kiss on her forehead, "If you really want to go to tomorrow's art performance... I need to tell you something."

Su Xiaoning looked at him seriously, her eyes were crystal clear, "What's the matter?"

"About the rumors about you outside, and... the matter of your amnesia."

The man took a deep breath.

Since she wanted to go out, he had to explain everything to her before she went out, so as to avoid accidents that would happen tomorrow.

"What I'm going to say next may make you feel unbelievable..."

"But these are all facts."

Su Xiaoning nodded seriously, "Well, I believe everything you say."

Her well-behaved appearance is cute and peaceful.

Looking at the woman's pure eyes, Mo Chenyu suddenly couldn't bear to tell her what happened in the past.

but……

The man took a deep breath, "I know who the man that came to your mind was before."

Su Xiaoning was startled, "You know?"

Mo Chenyu nodded, hugged her with one hand, picked up the mouse with the other, and clicked on a document, "It's him."

Su Xiaoning raised her head subconsciously——

When he saw the picture of the man on the computer screen, countless fragments that made people crash came out of his mind crazily!

She helplessly grabbed Mo Chenyu's sleeve, her knuckles turned white.

Although she couldn't see clearly the fragmented memories in her mind, the suffocating sadness made her whole heart tightly clenched together.

"Su Xiaoning, since I can't get you, then no one can get you."

"If you can't get it, you have to destroy it. This is the principle my mother taught me when I was a child."

"If you don't let me have you, you are forcing me to destroy you..."

…………

That man's crazy words ran amok in Su Xiaoning's mind word by word!
Mo Chenyu could clearly feel the tension of the woman in his arms.

"Do you want me to continue talking?"

The man hugged her tightly and kissed her cheek in distress, "The reason why I don't want you to recall it so early is because of...these reasons."

"I still seem to know."

Su Xiaoning's voice trembled a little.

But his tone remained firm.

"No matter how unbearable and sad it is, that is my past."

"I would like to know."

The persistence in the woman's voice made Mo Chenyu shake his head helplessly.

He took a deep breath and continued, "This person is your junior high school classmate, his name is Bai Qingshu..."

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Ten o'clock in the morning the next day.

Su Xiaoning, who was wearing a JK plaid skirt and a uniform top, appeared punctually at the entrance of the small auditorium behind the orphanage.

Dean Liang has been waiting there for a long time.

When she saw Su Xiaoning wearing a plaid skirt and uniform top, she almost didn't recognize it was her.

After all, the last time she saw Su Xiaoning, Su Xiaoning was still wearing a very formal suit, with mature and confident eyes.

but now……

She seemed to see a completely different Su Xiaoning.

The woman wore a high ponytail and JK uniform, she looked like a high school student who was still in school.

Not only Dean Liang, but also no one around recognized Su Xiaoning.

Several noble ladies even started discussing with Su Xiaoning, "I heard that Mrs. Mo from the Mo Group has kept herself locked at home since the incident happened, and she has never gone out!"

"Yeah, but I heard that she will come today... Tsk tsk, I really will find a reason for myself to go out when the orphans in the orphanage are holding a performance, thinking that others won't laugh at her because of charity?"

"It's so naive, I want to see what kind of image this woman who uses her body to make money for her husband will see people!"

The comments from the women around made Su Xiaoning slightly raise her eyebrows, and smiled sweetly, "She sees people like me!"

Some of the ladies turned their heads and saw an immature woman like a high school student standing there behind them, and couldn't help but snorted coldly, "What's wrong with the kid!"

(End of this chapter)