blind concubine

Chapter 156

Shui Bingxuan lowered her eyes, they had been guarding her outside!Worrying about her...

Sitting in the wooden barrel, the warm water reached Shui Bingxuan's shoulders, two maidservants each held a heater beside her, Qiu'er changed the water, Xianghan gently washed her hair...

"Princess" Qiu'er took a hot towel and put it on Shui Bingxuan's red and swollen eyes!
Shui Bingxuan closed her eyes and felt the heat from the hot towel irritate her swollen eyes. She gently caressed her big belly with her hands, and felt a dull pain in her heart, aching for Tianhe. In the end, she had nothing but memories , except for this northern border, Tianhe left her nothing!
Tianhe, how selfish you are, you would rather know your whole body cleanly, cleanly go, without leaving a trace of entanglement!
Because you can't afford this bondage, otherwise... you won't be willing to leave, and you won't feel at ease!Because you can't let go of me!You are afraid that I will never find happiness again, you are so stupid!
How persevering you are, you would rather push me into Jiang Yibo's arms like that, endure the pain in your heart, and bear the pain I give you, you are so stupid!

How cruel you are, I love you, but you don't let me love you!You think it's for my own good, but you forget that loving me will make me stronger!

You love me the way you think, but it hurts my heart, you are so stupid!
Xianghan has been carefully peeking at the young lady's expression, but the young lady who is covering her eyes makes her unable to see what she is thinking now?
Thinking that Mr. Jiang has been guarding the mansion all day today, he didn't leave until the lady said he wanted to take a bath...

Shui Bingxuan took off the veil over her eyes and handed it to Qiu'er, asking her to put another hot towel on her face. The hot steam relieved her headache a lot...

If Ye Qing hadn't extracted her memory, how would she have hurt Tianhe?She didn't know, maybe until Tianhe died, she would hate him!
Perhaps, she would also hurt Jiang Yibo and the child in her stomach, because her heart was so painful at that time, it hurt so much that she wished she could destroy the whole world!
At this moment, she was still in unbearable pain, but she knew that Tianhe had already left!He left with her love, although there was a little worry, but he was really happy and relieved!The only worry is that she will hate Jiang Yibo and the child because of her pain!So she urged...until the last moment, she urged...

Shui Bingxuan smiled wryly in her heart, yesterday, she was still telling Xianghan, people, you can't live in memory, you have to look forward!
But when the memory is at a loss, I realize how difficult it is!This kind of pain flowing from the bones will engulf her heart bit by bit!

Xuan, you can't decide to have him just because he is my child, but treat him as yours from the bottom of your heart, and give him all your love because you gave him, only in this way can you become a good mother relative……

Are you worried that I can't be a qualified mother?
Xuan, I hope you can be a good mother!

I will, I will definitely...

Xuan, one day, when you also hate, I beg you, don't hate the people around you, okay?

Shui Bingxuan, trapped in memories, let Xianghan help her put on clothes, dry her hair, and then eat...

When she came back to her senses, the night was already deep, she put down the cold soup in her hand and waved her hand.

Xianghan glanced at the little food on the table, and sighed inwardly!She knew that the young lady was in a very difficult mood at this time!
But just like what the lady said, people can't live in memories, they have to look forward, this is what the lady said to her yesterday!

She never thought that the man she had been in love with for so many years would be a woman...

Only now did she realize that she was really nothing in her eyes!

And she was able to become her maid, perhaps only because her childish words made her laugh and she had a little sympathy!
Or, just because she needed a maid at the time, and she happened to show up!
In fact, she no longer thought about the reason why she became her maidservant in the first place!No matter how much you think about it, you can't change the distance between her and her...

She's a man, and he doesn't care about her either!It's a woman, and she doesn't have a heart for her. Since the result will not change, what is there for her to be sad?
"Miss" Xianghan put the mouthwash tea into Shui Bingxuan's hands, but seeing such a young lady, she was really worried, the young lady's love life has been very hard...

Shui Bingxuan came back to his senses, let the fragrant tea flow in his mouth, feeling the light bitterness, thick fragrance, and repeated it until he felt more refreshed!

Qiu'er has already made the bed and put on clean and comfortable bedding.

"Miss, you are tired too, go to bed early!" It started to rain outside, and the continuous drizzle never stopped, occasionally a few snowflakes fell...

Looks like it's going to snow tonight!
"What time is it?" Shui Bingxuan asked quietly.

"Back to Princess, it's three o'clock in the afternoon." Qiu'er glanced at Leu and replied respectfully.

Shui Bingxuan nodded, stood up like a puppet, Xianghan quickly stepped forward to help her take off her clothes, and helped her to lie on the bed!

Shui Bingxuan didn't know how long it took before she slowly closed her eyes, she felt so tired!very tired!
Tianhe, it's difficult to love you or not, you have never left the essence in my life, but in this life, I may never forget you, no matter how long time passes, how many memories will be taken away...

I will always remember that there was a man who made me understand love, but also understand hate!Love and hate are just a thin line!Because I love you, I don't want to hate you!But now that you have left clearly, you have left me with such deep-seated scars!

Jiang Yibo looked at the person with closed eyes, his black eyes filled with complex...

"Xuan'er..."

Shui Bingxuan's closed eyelids moved slightly, but she didn't open them. Tianhe left, both love and hatred made her embarrassed!But what about Jiang Yibo?How should she face him?

Shui Bingxuan slowly opened her eyes and looked at Jiang Yibo's complicated expression: "This is what you said, what you should have told me but you didn't want to tell me." Jiang Yibo lowered his eyes: "yes"

"The child is yours!" Shui Bingxuan's calm voice could not hear her emotions, which made Jiang Yibo's heart hang in the sky.

Jiang Yibo suddenly raised his eyes to look at her calm face, and nodded solemnly: "Yes" because it is his, so does she no longer love the child?
Shui Bingxuan sighed: "Jiang Yibo, love between men and women, you love me, you don't want to have fun... Was I right when I told you that?"

After Jiang Yibo heard her words, his face was a little pale, and the expression on his face was very gloomy. Is that really the case?Is her love for him still not worth her pain?
Seeing the sad look on Jiang Yibo's face, Shui Bingxuan closed her eyes: "I hurt you once, didn't I?"

Jiang Yibo raised his head in disbelief, seeing her gloomy expression, hesitant in his heart, what she meant was...

"I'm sorry, because I caused your pain because of my pain!" Love, this word, is really too heavy, maybe she just understands a little bit.

Jiang Yibo's eyes lit up with a ray of light: "Xuan'er..." "I'm sad, really sad!" Tears dripped down again, and Shui Bingxuan's heart was tightly grasped by one hand, making her feel sad. Her breathing is a little rough!

Jiang Yibo's heart trembled, he stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and said distressedly: "I know!" She loves Ning Tianhe, that's why she wants to keep his child, this is the way she loves him, but Ning Tianhe But Tianhe couldn't accept it, because Ning Tianhe also loved her, he was loving her in his own way!
"I don't want to hate him." He has already left, hating him is just hating myself!

"Then don't hate!" The deceased is gone, so why should love and hate be too entangled?He didn't want her to!
"But I don't know how to calm down the sadness in my heart!" Now she can jump out to understand his actions, but she can't understand for a while!
"Take it out on me, I don't mind, Xuan'er!" She needed a period of time, Ning Tianhe had already settled in her heart, but because of this memory she lost, her heart was turned upside down again!Make it difficult for her to calm down!
Staring at him blankly, Shui Bingxuan's tears rushed out again, her heart was suddenly sore and clogged, and she felt uncomfortable!

She has been selfishly enjoying his love for her, swaying his love for her at will, but he has never hesitated, and has always been by her side!As long as she turns her head, she can see it!

Tianhe, is this because he saw his love earlier than her?Because he knew that one day she would be touched by him?Will you fall in love with the man in front of you?
is that so?TRW?
The lying body got up and fell into his arms, crying bitterly...

Feeling the person who threw himself into his arms, Jiang Yibo's heart finally hangs down. He can give her endless time to wait, and he doesn't mind how much she loves him, as long as she doesn't push him out of her life...

He gently hugged her into his arms and let her wet his clothes with tears!Pick up the brocade quilt on the bed and wrap her up, the weather is very cold, so she will freeze!
Patting her hands lightly, Jiang Yibo felt satisfied in his heart. When she started to get angry at him unreservedly, he knew that she had opened her heart to him!

And he will always protect her heart well!
The tiredness of last night and the fragility of today are all the way she loves him!He understands, so he never thinks about how much he loves her, he just feels every bit of her for him with his heart!Give his love to her without reservation!
Perhaps, this is what he owed her in his previous life, and he is destined to pay her back in this life!Until the end of his life, he will still remember her...

Time flows unknowingly...

Jiang Yibo glanced at Leaky Time, it was almost ugly time, looking at the person who was crying and tired in his arms, she would be sore when she woke up from sleeping like this, so he gently laid her flat on the bed.

(End of this chapter)