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Chapter 237 The Meaning of Father's Existence (Part [-])
The furnishings in the cabin are very simple.

The door is facing a wooden bed, and there is a square recess in front of the bed, and there is a piece of dirt inside.

There are scorched black marks in the middle, and a thick rope hangs from the roof. The top of the thick rope is a hook, which seems to be a stove for cooking in winter.

The floor was made of wood, and several straw mats were spread around the square grooves. The straw mats had been placed for an unknown amount of time, and they were covered with a layer of dust, making them look dirty.

There was only that bed, maybe it was for Ming'er to sleep in, so it was simply tidied up, and when someone came to search for it, sprinkle a layer of ashes on it to make it dirty.

In other places, it can be seen that they are very cautious and have not changed anything.

The little guy was sitting on the bed with his head still hanging down, like a defeated rooster, completely lacking the usual energy and vitality.

Even at the very beginning, when Su Yun said that he had a mental illness, he was alive and kicking.

This child has his own set of ideas since he was a child. For example, he has been away from home for six years and ignored him. In his heart, he also worships him as a hero and has never resented him.

For another example, when his mother spoke coldly to him, his little heart still yearned for his mother's care and love, and he would even visit his mother secretly and regularly.

It is such a young child who has not yet learned to resent and hate, but still has sunshine in his heart like Ming'er, and a child with his own little pursuit is also very precious.

That is his son.

He came to this world when he was unprepared and had no expectation, which caught him off guard and didn't know how to face it at all.

Gu Junwei walked over slowly, looked down at him, and said softly, "Gu Jiaming, raise your head."

As soon as the "Gu Jiaming" came out, no one knew, Gu Junwei's heart trembled slightly.

The little guy bit his lip, and slowly raised his head, his obsidian eyes filled with tears.

But he stubbornly didn't let the tears fall. When he really saw his father's appearance, there was still a little bit of admiration in his eyes.

Sad, longing, wronged, afraid, stubborn...

Countless emotions poured out from those eyes that were as pure as glass, and instantly became an unbearable burden in Gu Junwei's heart.

Gu Junwei tightened his hands behind his back, looked at him quietly for a while, and asked expressionlessly: "Gu Jiaming, do you know what I did wrong?"

The little guy pursed his lips, and his slender and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, but he didn't dare to blink, for fear that tears would come out if he blinked.

But I really want to blink.

The little guy lowered his head slightly, rubbed away the tears in his eyes as if rubbing his eyes, pouted and said: "I know, Ming'er... I shouldn't have sneaked into Qinglai's carriage, Ming'er gave Qinglai and the others It's Ming'er's fault for causing a lot of trouble."

Gu Junwei felt as if his heart had been rubbed with a hint of forbearance in the milky voice. He took a deep breath and continued to say in a deep voice, "Then why did you do this?"

The little guy pouted again, and his two short legs crossed unconsciously.

This time he didn't answer for a long time, and Gu Junwei didn't urge him, just waited quietly with lowered eyes, looking at a small hairpin on Jiaming's head.

The little guy's hair was a bit messy, and the hair on his temples was hanging down, softly covering his small white ears.

The little baby's hair was originally short, and most people let the child's hair hang down, but Su Yun likes to play with Jiaming's hair. These days he tied him a small bun, and the other day he tied him a long horn.

These days Su Yun is not by his side, there are only a group of big men, it will be good to ensure that he has enough food and sleep, naturally he cannot have too high requirements on appearance.

The robe he was wearing was also dusty, and the original color could not be seen at all. This child, hasn't bathed for a few days?

Looking at it carefully like this, Gu Junwei's already softening heart softened even more.

Finally, the child's voice sounded, softly, as if full of confusion and grievances, "Ming'er didn't want to cause trouble for Qing Lai and the others, but Ming'er was also worried about Huaping...

Huaping disappeared because of Minger. At that time, bad guys came, Qinglai and the others took Minger away immediately, Huaping went to the toilet and hadn’t come back, Minger said to wait for Huaping, Qinglai and the others said it was important to protect Minger...

When I went back, the painting screen disappeared...

Qinglai said that Huaping knew we were going to Liangcheng, and she would find it by herself... But Ming'er waited in Liangcheng for a long time, but she didn't see Huaping...

Ming'er is really worried, and mother will be very sad when she finds out, and she might get angry with Ming'er and ignore Ming'er..."

The child spoke intermittently, but Gu Junwei listened carefully and understood.

It may be that they suddenly encountered soldiers from Southern Wu or North Vietnam on the road. They mainly protected Ming'er, let alone temporarily abandoning the painting screen, and it is normal for the painting screen to sacrifice when necessary.

As the child spoke, he stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes unconsciously, then raised his head suddenly, looked at Gu Junwei, pursed his lips and asked, "Father, why do you have to ignore other people to protect Ming'er?"

In the child's eyes, there is genuine confusion and incomprehension, as well as a trace of fear and grievance caused by this confusion and incomprehension.

Gu Junwei sighed unconsciously.

Can't blame him, really can't blame him.

Parents are supposed to be the guides of the child. There are some truths that he needs to know, and some detours that he does not need to take. Except for the parents who brought him into this world and forced him to install his own inheritance relationship, no one else can teach him.

There are some things that even Su Yun can't teach him, because his father has neglected his duties.

Gu Junwei's face could no longer collapse, her phoenix eyes were gentle, she knelt down on one knee, stretched out a callused hand, gently stroked the child's tender face, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Feeling the slight tingling from his father's rough fingertips on his face, the little guy unconsciously closed one eye, but did not escape.

His father's hand was so warm that he was reluctant to avoid it.

"Jiaming, remember, you are my son, Gu Junwei. From the day you were born, you were destined to enjoy everything other children didn't have, including power, status, money, and even prestige.

However, it is also destined that on your shoulders, you bear responsibilities that other children do not have. "

Gu Junwei looked at him, and said softly: "Many people will try their best to protect you, and even give up their own lives to protect you.

A decision, an action, or even a word of yours will affect not only yourself, but also the people around you, and more likely... the whole world. "

Looking at the uneasiness in the child's eyes unconsciously, Gu Junwei smiled lightly, "At this time, panic and panic are the most meaningless emotions. What you should think about is how to reduce the sacrifices of those around you, and make their sacrifices less painful." more meaningful."

"Jiaming, do you understand? They did this not only because you are my son, but also because you are the little master they put high hopes on. They put their future on you."

"There are many things in this world that are more important and complicated than life and death. You are still young, don't worry if you don't understand, the meaning of father's existence is like this, holding your hand and leading you slowly until you grow up A man of his own."

　Thanks to zhangxiaozhu, JoJo Xiaoting, Li Chenxi for being by your side and Yueying Shaking Shave for their monthly ticket support, as well as everyone’s recommendation ticket support!This chapter made me want to cry, my father’s love is like a mountain... I originally wanted to solve the Zizhou chapter today, but I didn’t expect that the more I wrote the parenting plot, the more I couldn’t accept it (cover my face)
　　
　
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