Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 71
I didn't know how I spent the days that followed. When I went to the hospital alone for an examination, the doctor asked me with a sweet smile, why didn't the child's father come?I don't know what else to do but smile wryly.When I was pregnant with the baby, no matter how painful or uncomfortable it was, I survived and lived a lonely life by myself.I became in a trance, and sometimes I even had hallucinations. I seemed to see a tall figure in the distance, and he looked at me with a warm smile. When we met, his smile was under the warm sunshine, and my heart was slightly shaken like that.

I touched my round belly, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.I bought some children's clothes from the mall, and because I didn't know whether it was a boy or a girl, I had to buy one of them all.I stared blankly at the crowd in front of me, and suddenly my mind went blank. I watched the downward escalator rolling in front of me like a wave of waves, as if my life was inadvertently wasted by time. Year.

When I was in a daze, a sudden force pushed me from behind. Before I could react, I rolled down the escalator.Every bone in my body suddenly ached. After a violent impact and dizziness, I lay down quietly, and my eyes seemed to seep into hot and warm liquid instantly. It was the smell of blood.My eyes gradually blurred, and when I was about to close them, I saw a person standing on the escalator, with no expression of joy or anger, but a respectful and calm appearance, that person...why...

Suddenly, I remembered the dream I had had.

I was lying alone in what seemed to be a barren world. When I half-opened my eyes, there was a black-gray sky above my head, with a few clouds floating continuously, and the alienated crowd made mocking sounds around me, and stern faces passed one by one. Pass.When I woke up, a sharp pain violently scratched my internal organs. I tried my best to get up, but when I raised my head slightly, I found that I was lying in a large pool of blood.The blood bursting everywhere is like a large peony flower blooming, bright and heroic.I suddenly felt a fear of being alone. Enduring the severe pain, I wanted to call someone's name, but found that my throat was choked with pain.I strangled my neck desperately and wanted to call for help, but the crowd gradually dispersed, leaving me alone in a pool of blood waiting for death to come.The moment I closed my eyes, I saw a figure walking towards me, and I opened my eyes suddenly, waiting for the figure to gradually become clear, I saw Ji Liangchuan.But he lost his usual smile, and stared straight at me with a pair of indifferent eyes.I desperately stretched out my hands to grab him, but he just watched me struggling in pain with cold eyes, and after a mocking smile hooked up on the corner of his mouth, he turned and left, disappeared in a thick mist, and no one could be seen anymore up.

There was a tearing pain in the lower part of my body. In a blur, I saw that there was blood between my legs, and I forgot how my tears flowed. In the next second, I completely lost consciousness.

The moment I opened my eyes, I thought I had come to heaven, and my surroundings were pale.After tinnitus for a while, I began to hear the voice next to me, which was the cry of a woman.After waking up, I realized that it was Mom and Dad lying on my bedside. Mom was crying and brushing away the messy hair on my forehead over and over again. Dad held my hands tightly with red eyes.

"Silly boy, why didn't you tell mom that you were pregnant?" Mom's tears fell on my face, and I still vaguely remember the pain that day, imprinted in my mind like a mark.

"Mom... is my baby still there..."

Mom turned her face away, wiping away the continuous tears, while Dad turned around, his body suddenly twitched.But I laughed, because I didn't even have the strength to cry, my whole body seemed to be falling apart, and I didn't have any strength to support me.

"Mom Where's my baby? My baby, can you give it back to me?"

"Mengmeng..."

"Mom, stop joking with me, quickly bring the baby here and let me have a look."

Mom suddenly fell down on the chair next to her, sobbing violently.I ignored her and turned to look at Dad.

"Dad, where's my baby? You hid it, didn't you?"

"Mengmeng, you are still young, the doctor said you can give birth..."

"Why don't you let me see my baby?"

My mother suddenly rushed over and hugged me, touching my head, the cold liquid fell on my cheeks, and suddenly there was a burst of needle-like pain.

She cried desperately, crying until her heart was piercing, crying until her heart was broken.But I don't feel anything anymore, as if with the death of the little life that was conceived in my body, my heart has also died.

It was another pale world, a gust of wind whizzed past my ears, and the surroundings were as pure as a piece of white paper.My body became very small, running on a long road, with a sweet smell in front of me.I followed this fragrance like a fascination, and there was a milky smell mixed in it. At this time, far away, a childish voice came from my ear.

"Mom, it hurts..."

"who are you?"

"Mom, don't you know me? I'm dumb."

"Dumb! Dumb! Where are you! Mom is here!"

"Mom, I'm in so much pain..."

"Where does it hurt? Mom will blow it to you, and it won't hurt anymore."

"Mom, dumb is leaving."

"Why? Come here, come here, mother is here, mother is sorry for you..."

The sound was too far away to be heard clearly.

"Dumb! Don't go! Come back to mom, mom doesn't want to leave you..."

In the morning, I was suddenly awakened by the dream.The room was empty and there was no one there, and a calm wind blew slowly outside.Outside the door, my mother just opened the door and came in, with tears still on her face. She came over with a big bag of fruit, sat in front of me and gently stroked the back of my hand.

"Mengmeng, you have been in a coma for two days, are you feeling better?"

"Mom, did I have a miscarriage?" I asked her in an almost calm tone.When she nodded slightly, it was as if a corner of my heart was suddenly missing. With the fall of this corner, the whole heart began to be fragmented again, shattering into pieces one after another.I didn't have any expression, just stared blankly at the few small flowers occasionally blowing in from the window in a daze.

"Mengmeng, don't be sad, you can still give birth, take good care of your body and be obedient."

"Mom, don't tell anyone about this."

"Well, it's up to you."

After resting in the hospital for more than a month, I did not shed a single tear.When I was discharged from the hospital, I smiled at my parents.They looked at me with distressed faces and thought I was crazy, but I am more sober than anyone else, I still live, even if I die, then before I die, I have to do one more thing.

Mom and Dad insisted that I go back to live at home, but I still refused. I want to stay there, although I don't know what the meaning of doing this is.

I hid the cell phone containing Li Zhuo's leaked recording in a secret corner of the house, and then I called Hongdou again: "Hongdou, no matter who asks for that evidence, you can't give it to me, remember , at the bottom of my closet, you can see it when you remove the board."

"what are you talking about?"

"Just remember what I said."

I hung up the phone in a hurry, and after pulling out the battery of the mobile phone, I felt like I was relieved, and suddenly became lighter.I took out a fruit knife from the kitchen and hid it in my purse, went out, took a taxi, and my heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water.I remember, I remember, the face of the man who pushed me down the escalator that day.

When they came to the gate of Dong Ji's house, there was a quarrel from inside: "Why did you tell him! You are crazy!"

"Liangchuan! Let me say it one last time! If this matter is not resolved, Tianyu will be finished, and you will be finished too!"

"Tianyu! Tianyu! What else do you know besides Tianyu!"

"you!"

I no longer care about how deep the conflict between them is. I only know that I still have the ability to do what I am now.I pushed open the door, and Ji Dong and Ji Liangchuan were still confronting each other, but the moment they saw me, their expressions froze.

"Ji Dong, long time no see." I almost walked over with a smile.Ji Liangchuan looked at me, unable to speak, just stared at me with a far-reaching gaze, afraid that he might miss me.

Director Ji's face was livid, and he frowned as he watched me walk over step by step, feeling a little afraid.

"Ji Dong, you should know the purpose of my coming." I looked up at him with a smile on the corner of my mouth.

"Meng...Shen Meng, why are you here?" Ji Liangchuan looked at me with a complicated expression, and that kind of look made my heart feel cold.

"Miss Shen, you have something to talk to me in the study."

"No need! Are you afraid that your son will hate you if he finds out?! Do you love your son the most in your life?! Don't be afraid, I'll let you go right away!" Pulling out the fruit knife, he rushed towards him without even thinking about it.Almost instantly, a large amount of blood splashed on my face, I closed my eyes, and the scalding liquid gradually slid across my face and dripped onto the floor.The surroundings suddenly became silent, and time seemed to stand still suddenly.I smiled, it was a smile spurting from my chest.My child was killed by him, and then I killed him, and I turned myself in, and Hongdou handed over the evidence to the court, arrested Liu Qiming, arrested Li Zhuo, and it was all over, everything.

When I opened my eyes, the face on top of my head turned out to be Ji Liangchuan. He stretched out an arm to cover his chest, and the fruit knife went straight into his arm, and his forehead instantly Drenched in beads of sweat, his slightly frowned eyebrows looked like a green peak.I have never seen that kind of look, so helpless, so painful, he just looked at me like that, looking at me for a long time with a look that I can't understand.I just looked at the blood on his arm. This was the second time I injured his arm, and those old scars were immediately stained red with blood.I thought I would never have any more tears in this life, but at this moment, I still cried bitterly. I don't know why, and I don't want to know anymore.I stretched out my hand and slapped him hard. He staggered two steps and knelt down on the ground. After a long time, he raised his head again and looked at me with eyes that made me feel distressed.

"What are you doing protecting him? Let me ask you, what are you doing protecting him?"

"Shen Meng, what's wrong with you..." He looked at me like a shell that had lost its soul.

"Liangchuan! How are you doing!" Ji Dong calmed his bewildered heart, and immediately rushed over to check Ji Liangchuan's injuries.

"Ji Liangchuan, let me tell you what's wrong with me! I'm pregnant with your child! Your great father asked Lao Zhang to kill our child for fear of affecting your future. He pushed me down the escalator, so I Miscarriage! Our baby is gone! Gone!"

His face was pale, and he knelt on the ground, his eyes lost their luster in an instant, kneeling there like a statue, staring at the floor without saying a word.

Ji Dong also fell there, looking at him with dazed eyes.Ji Liangchuan didn't speak, didn't say a word, just stared at the floor in a daze, as if something wonderful would happen to those grids on the floor.At this time, I began to hate him unreservedly. I hated him for abandoning me for money and status. I hated him for asking me to give him a child without knowing it. I hated him for protecting the murderer who killed our child. ,I hate him!I hate him so much!
"Ah!" I can't kill Director Ji, because Ji Liangchuan is here, so I can't hurt him.I'm a bitch!Total slut!Abandoned by others, but still so cheap that I don't want to hurt him!After I yelled, I dropped the fruit knife and rushed out the door.

My whole body collapsed, and a sense of powerlessness surged up, and I didn't know how I got home.I rushed into the house, crying, shouting, making noise like a madman, overturning everything on the coffee table.I took out a knife from the kitchen and scratched the sofa we sat on together, and scratched one after another on the wall we painted together. All the traces were scratched and wiped clean until our home, which was once so warm, was scarred everywhere.I fell to the ground and cried until my throat hurt. I was tired, and fell asleep while crying with my arms around my knees.

(End of this chapter)