love without formula

Chapter 303 When happiness becomes a luxury

Bi'er nodded, picked up the love letter, and walked to the office.In front of so many guests, she couldn't refuse, nor could she throw away.Let's put on a show, open the door for business, and you can't offend the customers in the first place.

But as soon as he entered the door, the love letter was thrown into the trash can, boring.

Sitting on the swivel chair, she took out a cigarette out of frustration, lit it and smoked it.Usually, in front of Xiao Bao, she doesn't smoke, and today she can be regarded as a day's smoking addiction.

After taking a few deep breaths, he calmed down a bit.

Today she is very happy...and also feels what it feels like to be long-lost happiness.However, when a person is alone, the sense of guilt will suddenly emerge, swallowing all the light in front of him.

She thought of Jie, his affectionate and lonely eyes, his smile, everything about him... Tonight, she didn't want to go back.Get one day, enough, don't be too greedy.

She opened a drawer in front of the office and took out a book.When it was opened, there was a photo of Zou Tianjie on it.

"Jay, I'm sorry..."

"Little Treasure seems quite happy today. And I... see Feng Che, damn it, I'm also very happy... I'm sorry."

Bi'er caressed the person in the photo, her spring-like smile turned out to be so illusory, becoming more and more blurred... No, it was her eyes that were covered with tears.No matter how many times she saw the photos, she would cry, and her chest would still be so painful that she couldn't breathe.

"Jie, the biggest pain really is seeing things and thinking about others. I can't take it anymore... What should I do?...Leave Xiaobao to Feng Che?..."

"Wait for me..."

"Living is really painful. I don't know...whether I can go to heaven..." She kept telling herself that she couldn't be happy, that she couldn't be happy...every time she laughed, she hid herself from crying.

Even when she was happy, she felt that she was sorry for him.

The endless sense of guilt would slowly surface, torturing her soul bit by bit...

Pretending to be strong is not really being strong after all.

(End of this chapter)