Nongmenfu girl's daily life

Chapter 1617 Self Disgust
Hua Yan'an didn't say anything.

But Lin Anan already understood that once the aunt really grows up, the mother may commit suicide.

Lin Anan took a deep breath, and said hoarsely: "Obviously there is a chance to live, but my aunt finally saved her, why doesn't she cherish it?"

Hua Yanan shook his head.

Who knows.

When a person really digs into a dead end, others will not understand what she is stubborn about.

The more no one understands her, the more her psychological condition may be aggravated.

Qin Lu, who had been silent at the side, suddenly said: "According to the information I got, Miao Mu left a remnant soul of his mother-in-law back then, and put it in a stone carving to solidify the soul and nourish it, but this is no different from being imprisoned."

Hua Yan'an subconsciously clenched his fists.

What Qin Lu can inquire about, he can naturally inquire about.

This is why he associates his wife's current situation with those prisoners who have been imprisoned for more than ten years, because there is no difference in essence.

Moreover, the wife's situation of being trapped in the stone sculpture is more restrained than those of the prisoners.

The prisoner can at least walk, read, and talk to another prisoner.

And the wife was trapped in the stone sculpture, unable to communicate, unable to walk.

Being trapped in this way for more than ten years, anyone will feel very bad, and even have the idea that if they live like this for the rest of their lives, they might as well die for relief.

Lin Anan looked at his father's tightly clenched fist, and saw blood slipping from his hand.

She knew that her father loved her mother very much, and she also knew that his mother would suffer more than her mother now.

Lin Anan's heart sank when she thought of her ignorant aunt.

The pain of being imprisoned for more than ten years is probably far less than the self-blame in the mother's heart and the debt she owes to her aunt.

If human psychology is compared to a big tree, living in captivity for more than ten years will make this big tree full of holes and crumbling as if it has been eaten by moths, but it is not enough to make a big tree of heaven die. Fall because she has a strong heart.

If she is not strong, she will not become a saint, nor will she be deeply loved by Huayan'an.

But no matter how strong a person is, they all have weaknesses, and they all have the possibility of falling down instantly.

And this possibility arose.

When she regained her body, moved freely, and came back to life, she knew that all of this was in exchange for her sister's life.

Because of her departure, the younger sister was made into a saint of Miaojiang, overdrawing herself, until the moment when the oil was exhausted and the body was the weakest, and could be occupied by another weak soul, her younger sister chose to give her body.

The guilt and self-blame towards my sister was the blow that finally brought down the big tree in the sky.

At that moment, the tree in her heart had fallen, and she lived only because she wanted to save her sister.

As long as my sister is well, there is no need for her to live.

Rather than saying that she is world-weary, it should be more like she hates herself.

Lin Anan squatted down, leaned against the bed, stretched out her hand and gently held the pale hand, and a trace of healing power carefully entered Miao Wan's body through the red thread.

Lin Anan closed her eyes and felt Miao Wan's physical condition with her heart.

As she guessed, Miao Wan's heart seemed to be covered by a thick black mist, which was very bad.

And in her body, there is vitality constantly overflowing.

It is not caused by external force, but that it rejects these vitality itself.

The simple understanding is that her inner world has collapsed, so that her heart has problems.

(End of this chapter)