Nongmenfu girl's daily life

Chapter 1941 Lied to my heart
The imperial concubine looked at the wound on the back of her hand and stared blankly until she took her hand in both hands and met a pair of worried eyes.

In fact, there are people around.

Perhaps this person has lived in the dark for too long, as a shadow, so people ignore it.

Or, she had never looked at this person in the eye.

The Empress Dowager smiled wryly.

Different.

The feeling at that time was completely different from now.

The imperial concubine returned to the house almost in a daze, closed the door tightly, and slowly squatted down with her back against the door.

The gray-clothed dark guard guarded the outside through the door, looking at the closed door.

The child on the bed sat up, looked at the imperial concubine with some worry, and called softly: "Mom."

The imperial concubine does not agree with the child calling her mother, or mother, or mother concubine, or even mother queen.

She thinks she should be superior, a woman who is more powerful than a man.

His own children should call her mother, so that they are worthy of her.

But now this title against his own embarrassment looks so ridiculous and pitiful.

The imperial concubine felt her face was wet, and only then did she realize that her face was full of tears.

Sometimes people are always so confused in life, and a leaf of blindness is enough for a lifetime, but it can be an instant when they are suddenly enlightened, as if enlightened and sober.

Just like this moment.

She always thought that she didn't care about that person, and even later gave birth to a child for the young anti-king.

She has always felt that she has always been able to do a job with ease, coming and going between men without touching her body, so chic and comfortable.

But it turns out... It's not that I don't care about those men, it's not that I haven't been tempted, but that I have already filled my heart.

It was the man... a man who could not be called a man.

Perhaps when she was out of the cold palace, became a noble concubine, and lived a comfortable life, she knew that she might be in love with the person who brought her out of the cold palace.

But I knew better in my heart that that person was not a man.

It's just a eunuch.

I have the favor of the emperor, so many men love me, how could I fall in love with a eunuch?

Impossible, absolutely impossible!

Perhaps because of this kind of thinking, I have been hiding my own thoughts, and I have become more depraved again and again, using depravity to hide and bury my true intentions, and I am even more unwilling to admit this kind of thoughts.

Later, even I believed my own deception.

I lied to everyone, including myself.

Everyone didn't know that she fell in love with the head of Dongchang, and even he felt that he didn't love him, but just used him.

"Mother..." The little man stumbled out of the bed, half ran and half climbed to the side of the empress and noble concubine, and stretched out his arms to hug the empress and noble concubine.

The imperial concubine got warmth from the little person, and gently hugged the child: "I only have you...you can't let me down..."

The child looked at the imperial concubine ignorantly, and said softly and shyly: "I'm not disappointed..."

The imperial concubine laughed through tears, and hugged the child even tighter.

……

The Eagle King stood on the city wall, and the flying eagle hovered high in the sky, making a sound of eagle chirping.

Miao Wan walked gently behind him.

In fact, Hua Yan'an already knew that she was behind him, so he didn't move. He just looked into the distance and let the wind mess up his hair.

Miao Wan sighed, stretched out her hand, and put the cloak on him.

Feeling the weight on his shoulders and the warmth on his body, the corners of Hua Yan'an's lips rose, and his eyes became gentle.

(End of this chapter)