I spit on the gods

Chapter 236

Bao Leming didn't explain anything, but urged, "Mom, go find her quickly."

"All right, all right, I'll go find her right away, don't worry, be careful not to hurt your wound." Zhu Qingxia looked at her son worriedly, and hurriedly turned around and walked out to find someone.

Bao Leming clenched her fists tightly, that stupid girl could lose her phone in the hospital, could she be any more stupid? ?In this era, losing a mobile phone is basically equivalent to losing contact with relatives and friends, which can be very dangerous.

How stupid... After the reprimand, I suddenly felt ashamed. If he didn't drive her away, she wouldn't lose her phone, so I'll apologize to her when she comes back.

Can mom bring her back?

Waiting makes the time long, and every minute and every second is hard to bear.

After an unknown amount of time, footsteps suddenly came from outside the ward. He suddenly raised his head and looked towards the door. He saw his mother first, followed by a girl in a pink woolen coat.

"Mom, go out for a while, I have something to say to her." He sent his mother away directly.

Zhu Qingxia persuaded: "If you have something to say, don't get excited." Although I don't know what the relationship between my son and this girl is, but judging from the situation in front of me, it is true that there is a bit of ambiguity, so let them take the time.

Zhu Qingxia left, Ji Jiji hung his head, walked to the bed with small steps, did not dare to sit down, and whispered: "Did you come to me for something?"

"Did you lose your phone?"

nod.

"Can you be any more stupid?" He reproached in a low voice, and looked up at her face, only to realize that her eyes were a little red, probably from crying.

Originally there were more accusations, but seeing her red eyes from crying, she couldn't swear for a while, so she slowed down and said, "Be careful when you go out in the future, and don't show your valuables to others."

"If there's nothing else, I'll go first." She was about to turn around after she finished speaking, thinking that he asked her to come back for something, but it turned out that he was just swearing.

She was not in the mood to listen to his scolding, she just wanted to find a quiet place and be alone.

"Stop." He let out a low voice, and accidentally gasped, the wound on his abdomen began to throb, and he couldn't help taking a deep breath, it really hurt.

Hearing his painful voice, her heart tightened for no reason, and she quickly turned to face him, "Are you okay?"

"Sit down." He reached out and patted the edge of the bed.

Ji Jiji hesitated for a moment, walked over with small steps, and sat gently on the side of the bed, "What are you doing?"

"I've never been in love." He turned his gaze away from her, "I don't know what it means to like someone, but I know what it means to be liked. Do you like me?"

Ji Jiji's face became hot, and he quickly shook his head and said, "No, I don't like you."

"If you don't like me, why did you fly over when you heard I was hospitalized? Do you think I have no EQ?" He glared at her as he spoke, met her black eyes inadvertently, his heart trembled inexplicably, and looked at her again aside.

"You don't like me, I don't admit it, and I don't admit it, so what do you want from me?" She was pushed by him, how could he understand that since that kiss, she began to lose control all the time Miss him, miss him, miss him...

Missing him has never stopped, how could he know this feeling, it hurts, but what can she do?
She likes him, and if he doesn't like her, it must be a mistake.

Not reconciled, tears flowed down like this, I don't want to cry, but I can't control myself.

He obviously hasn't started falling in love yet, how come he tasted the feeling of being broken in love first?

Her hand was suddenly covered by a icy cold temperature, she was startled for a moment, her eyes were quickly attracted to his hand, and he held her hand.

"Raise your hands and wipe away your tears." He couldn't raise his hands while lying down, so he could only raise hers a little bit.

She obediently raised her hand to wipe her tears, and said with a sob, "I'm sorry."

"I have depression." He said suddenly, revealing a terrible fact.

Ji Jiji was stunned all of a sudden, he has depression...how could he have such a disease?Isn't he very cheerful?At least he had a warm smile.

"I went to a psychiatrist in private, and I kept taking medicine. The doctor advised me to do many things..." He said in a low voice, "I often order the agarwood I bought for you last time. Come to me, I hid everything, afraid of being discovered by her."

"I keep finding things for myself to do, thinking that I can control myself, but sometimes it's really hard..." He smiled and looked up into her eyes, "I'm not as good as you imagined, I've always let you What I have supported until now is Xiaobao's smile, but I often don't see her, nor can I find a smile to replace her."

"Are you willing to give me a chance?" She said humbly, "Maybe I won't be able to take Xiaobao's place in your heart for the rest of my life, but I will leave another place in your heart, okay?"

He was silent.

He thought that saying such words would make her shrink back, but unexpectedly, it inspired her courage. Facing her humble confession, should he accept her with a soft heart, or continue to be cruel and alone?

There are many helpless things in the world, and many different choices. He is not a perfect man. When encountering emotional matters, he will hesitate, shrink back, and feel inferior.

It turns out that in front of an imperfect girl, he has so many shortcomings...

"It's me who was too abrupt. It doesn't matter if you don't accept me. We haven't known each other for a long time." Her voice became smaller and smaller, but she didn't feel sad in her heart. After she said these words, she felt a lot more relaxed.

The person on the bed suddenly became unresponsive, her heart tightened for no reason, she squeezed his big hand tightly, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"

"Sleepy." It took him a long time to utter two words, without opening his eyes, he raised his other hand and handed her his mobile phone, "The password is 1115, go back to the hotel, it's getting late."

"I took your mobile phone, what do you use?" She was unwilling to take his mobile phone, fearing that he might not be able to contact other people.

"My mother has been taking care of me. I don't need my mobile phone. Take it." He opened his eyes as he spoke, with a little tiredness in his eyes.

"But..." She still felt that she shouldn't take his mobile phone.

Bao Leming became a little impatient, and said displeasedly: "Don't you want to be my girlfriend? What happened to my mobile phone, I told you the password, what else do you want?"

"Huh?" Ji Jiji was stunned... a bit unable to react.

"I can't get out of bed now, so I can't see you off. Ask my mother to drive you there. If you need money, ask her for it. She has money." Bao Leming said again.

"No, you mean, do you accept me?"

"Before I repent, you'd better disappear in front of my eyes." Bao Leming kindly reminded that he accepted her... just wanted to give himself a chance, try to accept her liking, and try to open his heart to let her go into his world.

(End of this chapter)