Sister and brother love outside marriage: ups and downs and entanglement

Chapter 35

The neck was squeezed closer and closer, but it was not far enough to suffocate me. I reached out and held the outside of his hand, trying to make him squeeze tighter: "Okay, if you think I am like this, then Are you strangling me here? Isn't it all over? Why waste time on me, your Xu Anzhi, your lovers and women, aren't you still waiting for you to go to sleep? "

I finished speaking in one breath what I have been pressing in my heart for a long time, and my heart really felt much more comfortable.

Zhang Nan was stunned again, let go of the hand that was holding my neck, and said with a contemptuous smile, "Hmph, do I need to do it myself to kill you?"

Any further quarreling is just lip service and has no practical meaning.Talking to Zhang Nan is tiring, getting married is tiring, and even arguing now is so tiring.I decided not to talk to him anymore, turned around and took the moldy teapot into the kitchen, washed it and put it in the disinfection cabinet, changed into a Zisha Kung Fu tea set and went back to the living room, Zhang Nan had already left.

I stayed alone in the vacant room again, and instantly felt that the world was clean. I used to feel lonely, but at this moment, it is indeed a comfortable state.I pressed the switch of the kettle, and waited for the boiling water to lie on my back on the sofa. I closed my eyes and meditated, recalling the scene of the quarrel just now, trying to sort out my current situation.

What I can be sure of is that what Zhang Nan said today should be what he thought, and from his point of view, he has been even more wronged than me these years.I broke into his world with Maomao in my arms and completely disrupted his casual life. It is estimated that he regretted it more than once, that he should not forcefully take me to the hotel after being drunk that night.

Afterwards, his lack of timidity and fearlessness and my tough attitude have not been resolved well.I even thought that if I was not pregnant, I would report directly, no matter whether he was affected or not, at least my life would be different.Even if the Zhang family doesn't let our family go, we can sell the property and move the family, and we won't be in debt until now.

Then all the things are really logical if you think about it with his logic. I should also be that snobbish woman who will do whatever it takes to get it.

At the beginning, he blindly forbeared and gave in, but in his opinion, it was a means to use.Moreover, my forbearance and concession did not make the situation better, and it even got worse.Until many things returned to the starting point, such as Zhang Nan asked me to choose a few days ago, such as returning home alone now.

My heart began to calm down, and the water in the kettle just jumped away. I stood up and sat upright, slowly poured the water into the teapot, cleaned and filtered it step by step, and started making tea without distraction, humming involuntarily. Play the tune of "Liang Zhu".Making tea is something that I have often spared at home in the past two years. I make a cup for myself almost every day. I may not drink much, but I enjoy such quietness and concentration.

The best West Lake Longjing must be soaked carefully, otherwise the taste will be different.I picked up the justice cup and took a sip. Today's taste is not bad, and the previous quarrel didn't seem to affect my performance.It's just that the taste is far worse than my master's.

When I was satisfied with the aroma of tea in my lips and teeth, the doorbell rang outside the gate.I thought it was Zhang Nan who came back, reluctantly put down the cup of justice, and lazily got up to open the door.

The woman in black stood at the door with a rare smile on her face: "Hi, we meet again."

(End of this chapter)