Hidden Marriage 100 Points: Actor Husband, Deep Routine

Chapter 126 Why Can't I Sacrifice For Him

"You may never understand that when you put all your hopes on that person, the feeling of being destroyed by him in the end is far more cruel than not giving her hope in despair at the beginning. In the end Vicious destruction is betrayal and lies from the person I love the most. You can clearly prove that Shi Lao and I are innocent, but you choose to stand on the side of my opposition. From that moment on, the relationship between you and me Hatred is doomed to never end."

Gu Nianxing turned his head away, closed his eyes, and wiped away the tears.

For a while, the room was silent.There was only the slight sound of inhaling and choking, mixed with her somewhat broken emotions.

Feng Beichen lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

He stared at her deeply.

After a few minutes, he spoke in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Maybe it was Feng Beichen's 'I'm sorry' that contained too many emotions, the tone that felt so real, sincere and full of sadness made her heart tighten.

Opening his eyes, he looked up at him.

Feng Beichen's cold and hard facial lines are close at hand, and he is even more attractive as a restrained handsome man when he is sick.

It makes people feel like they are committing a crime by speaking harsh words to him.

Looking at him like this, she parted the corners of her lips and smiled lightly, but the smile in her eyes was cold, "Do you know what I'm thinking now?"

"...what are you thinking about?"

He met her sneer without looking away, his expression was obviously a little tired, but he looked at her very sincerely.

"I'm thinking, Mr. Feng is really amazing! You can be so proficient in the show business circle in terms of appearance and acting skills, you can definitely be ranked in the top three."

She seemed to be praising, but her tone was full of sarcasm, "Because, even your appearance has become part of your acting skills at some point. In front of your acting skills, people who have performed before can only be overwhelmed."

Feng Beichen's eyes dimmed, looking at her, his thin and cold lips were tightly pressed, and he didn't intend to answer for a long time.

"Can you tell me, at that time, those lines were also part of your acting?"

A trace of doubt flashed across Feng Beichen's eyes as he looked at her.

"It was at that time in City S, you said that you had thought it over, since we gave each other the best time, why don't we try to be together in the next few days, after that, you also said a lot Heartwarming promises, are those your improvisations?"

Feng Beichen fell silent.

Looking at the familiar but somewhat unfamiliar face in front of her, her indifference, her disdain, her sarcasm...

The picture in my mind replayed back to that day.

"I have nothing now," she said.

He said, "You have me."

"I have no background," she said.

He said: "From now on, the Feng family will be your backer."

She said: "I was banned from the entertainment industry, and I was notorious because of the scandal back then. If you stay with me, you will destroy your future."

He said: "I don't care about this false name."

"But I don't love you now," she said.

He said: "...It doesn't matter, you can wait, we will have a long time to come."

She said: "The other half with human life in one's hands, are you sure I am like this, do you still want me?"

He finally gave up.

Every word of that sentence "Gu Xiaoxing, you are really despicable" was tearing his heart from his flesh and blood.

Between them, is she really the one who is mean?When he paid a huge price to save her from the dire straits, he was not so desperate.

But in the face of her, when he finally let go of everything he came to find her, she rejected him with such a clumsy excuse.

At that time, the voice of despair in his heart was clearly "Feng Beichen, why did you humiliate yourself to such an extent"...

After a long time, I was relieved from those heavy emotions.

Looking up, Gu Nianxing's eyes were on his face.

The four eyes met, and his face was reflected in her clear and bright eyes.

"At that time in City S, the words you said, weren't you acting, did you really want to have something with me?"

"……It's in the past."

Averting his gaze from her face, he didn't want to subject himself to another heartbreak of despair.

"I thought you left me at that time because you disliked my life and felt that I was unclean and unworthy of you. However, now that I know the truth, it seems that this is not the case. Since you participated in the When you got into that incident, it means that you don't care about me taking the blame for someone else."

"Then, why did you react so strongly when you heard me mention it in City S that day? Could it be...are you jealous?"

The temperature in Feng Beichen's eyes suddenly turned cold. Looking at her, he said in a cold tone, "You want me to be jealous?"

"I just can't think of other possibilities. After all, I really can't think of what happened to your reaction at that time. If you weren't jealous of Ting Sheng, then..."

In Feng Beichen's deep eyes, the temperature dropped inch by inch, and the tone of his mouth seemed to seep into ice: "So, you admitted that you mentioned the real purpose of the 'murder incident' seven years ago."

"..." His tone was sharp, his eyes were dark and cold, and she was stunned by the question for a moment.

"I should be glad that you think highly of me. You never mentioned the 'murder incident' seven years ago to anyone, but you said it on that day in order to reject me. At that time, I knew How ironic I am... You could go to the juvenile detention center for Ye Tingsheng's crime seven years ago, even if you were bullied and shaved your head, even if you were sick several times and couldn't survive... But, you can still do those things It just happened, accept Ye Tingsheng, and make him your fiancé, live with him in New York..."

As if he was suppressing some emotions that were about to get out of control, his words lost his usual calmness, and there was a bit of impatience in his tone: "Tell me, Ye Tingsheng, why did he let you make such a big sacrifice for her?" , but still willing to follow him wholeheartedly, why is that person him..."

"Because it's family."

Looking at Feng Beichen's red eyes, compared with Feng Beichen's restlessness, her mood was unusually calm, "Seven years ago, in my dark and meaningless days, he was the one who illuminated me, willing to put The warmth of my family gave me a warm sustenance after losing my parents. Two years ago, when I was in prison and faced with endless abuse and destruction, I thought I would rot, Will disappear just like that, and he is the one who led me out of the abyss of the swamp step by step..."

"For me, he is a family member, a new student, strength, and the support of everything, so why can't I sacrifice for him, and can't I be devoted to him?"

(End of this chapter)