Captain, stay safe

Chapter 113
When he saw someone coming in, he didn't lift his eyes.

Lian Zhen didn't make a sound, just stood on the sidelines and looked at him. About half a minute later, a passing nurse suddenly came in with a helpless face and said, "Mr. Li, I said you can't work in this state. It's hard to get better."

Li Dongsen raised his head impatiently, his pupils shrank when he saw Lian Zhen, and gently put the file aside.

"That's good. Don't take your health seriously. There are many patients in the VIP ward who are like you, and many of them regretted it later." The nurse nodded in satisfaction, and then left chattering.

The room fell silent, a few drops of rain hit the window, Li Dongsen clenched his big hand with the needle inserted, his jaw straightened, his expression was like a bottomless pool, but when he looked carefully, there were waves and undercurrents inside.

The atmosphere in the room was not very good. Lian Zhen put the fruit basket on the small table next to him. Li Dongsen took a look. There were strawberries, red dragon fruit, grapefruit...all his favorite fruits.

"I thought that with Shen Muye, you would never want to see me again in this life," the corners of his mouth suddenly curled up, with a cold and miserable taste.

Lian Zhen looked worriedly at his hand with the needle inserted, blood flowed backwards, and his fingertips still had the promise ring they used to have, and the sparkling diamonds on it made her eyes burn, "Calm down first Well, I didn't come to argue with you."

"Of course you don't want to quarrel with me. As Mrs. Shen, you have lost half of me in your heart. You don't need to work hard and think about me anymore." Li Dongsen put his head close to the white pillow behind him, his brows were deeply carved. The Sichuan character makes the stern facial features more clearly portrayed.

His appearance made Lian Zhen feel strange, and she said bluntly: "Dongsen, I don't owe you anything, after all, we used to love each other for a long time, I don't want us to come to the point of hating."

"You would also say that it was not a short period of time, but I never expected..." Li Dongsen paused with difficulty, his expression like a wounded lion, with anger and a broken heart, "... Your heart will change so quickly, you once said that you will love me forever, how could your promise become so fast, what is so good about Shen Muye, he persecutes you, he neglects you, and makes you pregnant I don’t care about being pregnant. You are together because you have to. I really don’t want to believe that you have him in your heart, or because his Shen family is rich. He can let you live in a high-end villa, send you a foreign horse, spend money Money to buy back your family’s former villa, buy you expensive sports cars and endless money..."

His once dull voice was now as sharp as a knife. Lian Zhen couldn't believe that these words would come out of his mouth. No wonder people always say that the person you loved before cannot be friends. Either you hate him or he Hate you, "Maybe you are right, these are the reasons why I will fall in love with him."

Li Dongsen's expression suddenly became astonished, and then he became even more deeply disappointed in disbelief, "I can give you what you want, it's just a matter of time."

"But God didn't give me a chance to wait for you." Thinking of the past, Lian Zhen's nose was slightly pantothenic, "I'm pregnant, and everything was so unexpected."

"I don't mind if you get pregnant. Maybe my parents would object before, but now they don't have the ability to object to me..."

"But it's too late," Lian Zhen shook her head, "Do you know why I chose to marry Shen Muye? When I went for an examination, the doctor said that I had a miscarriage before and the wall of my uterus was thin. If I insisted If it is destroyed, it will be difficult to get pregnant again in the future, so I will insist on giving birth to the child."

Li Dongsen was startled, a tide suddenly appeared around his pupils, and his whole body began to tremble, "So this is the real reason why you chose to get married..." He thought she was simply pregnant because it was him, and it was all his fault in the past Why let her have a miscarriage and make her physically hurt, "If... If it wasn't because of the thin wall of the uterus, you would kill the child, wouldn't you?"

He looked at her confidently, Lian Zhen opened her mouth, and finally hesitated without realizing it, "I don't know, maybe I will, maybe I won't, maybe it's because I had a miscarriage before that I cherish the inside of my stomach more. I'm not sure about my life, but it's really because of this that I married Shen Muye. On the day I went to argue with him, I asked myself, if it wasn't him who made me pregnant, but another man, would I marry Shen Muye? Would you agree to get married? I thought for a long time, and the answer was no. I would rather give birth to the child alone. From that moment on, I understood how I felt about him differently. But I also have a good impression, I have a better expectation for the future, and I don't hate him. Nana once said that it is very difficult to meet someone in this world that makes you fall in love. Maybe only two or three people in a hundred thousand people will meet you. The first, he could be the second."

Li Dongsen stopped trembling, and the muscles at the corners of her mouth stiffened again. Did she want to tell him that she was tempted earlier than he imagined.

"He has bad habits all over his body. He speaks meanly when he is angry, he may hit people when he is angry, and there are many troublesome cleanliness. He can't cook, and he doesn't bother to clean up when he takes off his clothes, but sometimes He will be very childish, very gentle and considerate to you, and I often wonder why I fall in love with him, maybe because he is the father of my child, or maybe, as you said, he can let me live in a high-end apartment Villa, give me the title of Mrs. Shen, give me a luxurious car, let my family live a life without worrying about the future..." Lian Zhen smiled, "Maybe you think I'm superficial, but these are his You are thinking about me, a man, a husband, he met all my needs, gave me stability and shelter, his family respected me, understood me, and regarded me as a real relative. These are all given by your family. Not mine, of course, if all this is given to me by another man, maybe I won’t feel tempted, I will fall in love with him, maybe it’s because he gave me everything, or maybe it’s because this person is him. I love everything he gives me."

She spoke a bit long, and Li Dongsen felt that the sequelae of the car accident were still not healed, and his head was throbbing. He sorted out her words and roughly understood the meaning. This kind of understanding made him feel chills that he had never felt before. , he suddenly smiled, "If he had nothing, would you fall in love with him?"

"If he really had nothing, he wouldn't have appeared in front of me like that at the beginning." Lian Zhen thought for a while, and said word by word: "Of course, if he has nothing in the future, I will still love him."

The blood on Li Dongsen's face immediately turned pale as white as the gauze around his face, and his lips turned blue, "You know, what you said made me think I was ridiculous. Once upon a time, I actually put our relationship You are so serious, you are so important, but you tell me lightly that you are in love with someone else."

Lian Zhen just said calmly: "Life is like a long road. When you passed a fork in the road, something happened. You left me and walked the other road alone. When you walked, you just told me with guilt. I said, you betrayed me, you never told me to wait where you are, you will come back to me, so I dare not go the same way with you, I am afraid that I will meet you , After meeting you, I couldn’t help myself, so I could only walk another road in a daze and pain. On that road, there appeared a person who would walk with me. He took care of me and supported me all the way. Although it may have rained a little in the middle, he left me and left alone, but before the rain stopped, he ran back with an umbrella, and we greeted the sunshine of the next day, Dongsen, you will sooner or later On the other road, I met a woman who was in the same boat as you. The reason why I came today is just to tell you that we are impossible. I will not return to you, and I don’t want you to walk on crutches for the rest of your life. Don’t let your choices regret it. Money, rights, and wealth can be regained if they are lost, but healthy and complete Once the body is lost, it is easy to get back.”

"Even if one day my property is stronger than the Shen family, you won't come back?" Li Dongsen's voice returned to calm, but it was bone-chillingly cold.

"No," Lian Zhen shook her head, "Don't hurt your leg for someone you don't deserve to love."

Li Dongsen closed his eyes and nodded lightly for a long time, "I understand, let's go."

Lian Zhen looked at him for a while, and felt that the two of them really had nothing to say, but this was also a preordained result, she turned and walked towards the door, and suddenly heard him say: "You will regret it."

Lian Zhen was stunned.

Li Dongsen looked at her back coldly, "Shen Muye can give everything to you now, and he can also give everything to others now. A person like him will not only love one woman all his life. He loves you even more now." , that's because the new taste for you hasn't passed. I know it in such a circle, not to mention people like Shen Muye from the Shen family. He will be the heir of the Shen family in the future, and he is handsome. In any country, even if you refuse to approach women, some people will try to send women to him. He can resist once or twice, but not necessarily after twenty times. You have to understand that women are always older than men Come on, besides, he loves and spoils you now, maybe because he saw you gave birth to a boy for him."

His words penetrated deeply into Lian Zhen's bones, she collected herself, frowned and walked towards the door again.

"Do you know why he suddenly left you and left China last summer?" Li Dongsen sneered again: "Because I told him that you once gave birth to a child for me, and when he knew about it, he smashed the coffee cup , Said you are really dirty."

(End of this chapter)