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Chapter 146 It's Not Not Love, It's Just Not Deep Love 1
"I... can't come anymore," Lian Zhen opened her voice, her hoarseness seemed to be smoothed by a scraping board.

"What's the matter with your throat?"

"I had a cold yesterday," Lian Zhen said hoarsely.

"If you have a cold and live alone, then come back quickly, and I'll make you some clear soup."

"No need, I'll be back to bed at nine o'clock," Lian Zhen felt uncomfortable. After hanging up the phone, she got up and put on her nightgown and walked out of the bedroom with difficulty.

The living room was so dark that it made people feel sad, Lian Zhen turned on the light, there was a pot of porridge on the dining table, a bowl of prepared medicine beside it, and a note beside the medicine bowl.

She picked it up tremblingly and looked at his familiar handwriting: Zhenzhen, the porridge and medicine you made after waking up are already cold, remember to heat them in the microwave oven, and there is another Chinese medicine bag I grabbed for you to put in the meal On the cabinet, the doctor said that three doses would be enough. Remember to make half a bowl with warm water first, then add hot water, and drink one bowl twice. Thinking about it carefully, I actually don’t do much for you. Not a good husband, forgive me for not waiting for you to wake up, maybe I will be reluctant to leave when you wake up, take care of yourself, and tell Quan Quan instead of me, he is the cutest child I have ever seen, don’t waste the money I gave you , I can't give the child the fatherly love he wants, but I hope he will live a superior life, and you too, treat yourself better in the future...

Lian Zhen closed her eyes, tears fell on the paper one after another, soaking a large area, her whole heart seemed to be torn in two, no longer complete.

He finally decided, no matter how she tried to keep her with her emotions last night.

She has always been the most worthy of guarantee in the world is the marriage certificate, so she handed it over without reservation after meeting him, and until now she can't take it back even if she wants to.

She lifted the porridge cover, and he made shrimp porridge, because she likes to eat shrimp the most. The porridge is too thick, a bit like rice, and it is cold, so it must have been left for too long.

Lian Zhen sat on the chair and ate with a spoon. She didn't heat it up, it was cold, her teeth hurt from the cold, the taste was too salty, the shrimp meat was not soft enough, and the porridge was too sticky.

It was the worst food she had ever eaten. She knew that he seldom cooks, and she was able to taste his cooking skills only on the day he left.

Lian Zhen ate all the porridge in the pot, and after eating it, she felt that the whole stomach was completely cooled.

This cold big house just feels extraordinarily difficult and lonely...

She began to loathe and fear this place, so she got up abruptly, rushed into the room quickly, took out the box, stuffed all the clothes in it, and dragged the box out.

When they went out, they happened to see Ye Dianna and Ji Huafei coming out of the elevator, they were surprised when they saw her appearance, "Why are you going?"

"I'm going to my mother's place, I don't want to stay here," this place without him was too scary, Lian Zhen shook her head with a pale face.

"Are you going this way?" Ji Huafei pointed to her clothes, and Lian Zhen realized that she was wearing a nightgown with suspenders inside, her hair was disheveled, and her little feet were exposed in the air in the cold weather. He was still wearing slippers on his feet, but no socks, and he was dragging a suitcase behind him, which was neither fish nor fowl.

Lian Zhen was stunned, and Ye Dianna gasped, "Da Qiao, you are not crazy."

"Am I crazy?" Lian Zhen laughed bitterly, "I also hope I'm crazy, so that there won't be any pain. He said he wants to go back to Canada, and we can't."

"Lian Zhen, don't be stupid," Ye Dianna looked at her with distress, "Shen Muye knew that you would be like this, so he asked Wei Xiaohang to call us and let us come over. If you still have a chance, you will come by yourself."

"Okay, it's useless to talk about it now, I heard that you have a fever, go into the room and change your clothes," Ji Huafei pulled her in, "Have you taken any medicine?"

Lian Zhen shook her head with blank eyes.

"Nana, you help her prepare the medicine, I'll help her change her clothes," Ji Huafei sighed, and after pulling her into the bedroom, seeing that she was motionless, she had no choice but to help find her clothes, and Lian Zhen untied her clothes. Unzipping her belt, Ji Huafei was stunned for a moment when she saw the hickey marks and green marks all over her body, and frowned tightly, "Lian Zhen, you are so stupid..."

"That's what he said too," Lian Zhen's nose was sour, and she wanted to die in pain, "I just want to keep something, and I can't bear it."

Ji Huafei hugged her distressedly, "You won't be able to listen to what you say now, I can only say one thing, don't be stupid again, no matter what happens, there are still people who care about you, think about your brother, your mother, and Quanquan, they all need you."

Lian Zhen hugged her silently and cried bitterly.

Ye Dianna stood at the door and sighed, handsome and rich men were indeed not something women like them could provoke, and Lian Zhen was always the stupidest of the three of them.

Lian Zhen stayed at home for four days and didn't go anywhere until the fifth day, when she flew to Hangzhou. After the dance rehearsal, the audience was in an uproar, and Qin Yingman called her over with a livid face, "If you want to use this If you continue to compete like this, you will definitely be eliminated, do you know that you have already fallen to No.6 in the last ranking."

Lian Zhen fell silent, her face was so pale that even makeup couldn't cover it, "Mr. Qin, I know what you want to say, and I will do my best."

"You have never tried your best, Lian Zhen, think about why Shen Muye left you, because you are weak, besides being beautiful and dancing well, what other advantages do you have, men like you , but after opening your book, I realized that there are only a few pages, and the story content is boring, who would find it interesting," Qin Yingman said angrily.

Lian Zhen's face turned pale with embarrassment, is she really like this?

Maybe so, no wonder Shen Muye left her, he may have desire for her at first, then pity, and then liking...

There is too little capital in her to make a man love her wholeheartedly.

"Teacher, when did you know?" She said with difficulty.

"Yesterday, Tang Yanyun called me in person." Qin Yingman calmed down, trying to soften her face, "Perhaps it was Shen Muye who greeted her, and she still feels a little sorry for you. Now that you are here, help if you can, think about it for yourself, without the protection of the Shen family, what is left of you, if you don't want to work hard, I don't want to care about you anymore."

After Qin Yingman finished speaking seriously, she left angrily.

"Lian Zhen, are you alright?" Hou Can and Pan Murou came over together and asked with concern.

"Work hard, I don't want you to be eliminated," Pan Murou said earnestly, "It's not easy to be on this stage."

"Thank you for your concern." Lian Zhen didn't know how to get out of the TV station. On the unfamiliar street, there were skyscrapers everywhere. She walked through one intersection after another, and crossed one street after another.

It rains a lot in Hangzhou, in the bar, Lian Zhen ordered one cup after another.

No one knew who was singing Lin Fan's song on the stage.

"...the sidewalk is empty of pedestrians,

I don't look like me in the mirror,
I've been weak since you left,
Your shadow is in every corner,
It seems to be reminding me,
How lonely I am now without your company,
I think I can get used to living alone,

I think I can pretend I never loved,
I feel like if I want to leave, who can say,
I think I can get used to living alone..."

"One more... a Margarita," Lian Zhen lay on the table, pushing the goblet in front of the bartender with drunken eyes.

The bartender only felt that she was very familiar, as if she had seen her in some entertainment report, but it should be more similar. How could a celebrity come here to get drunk, "Beauty, you are drunk."

"I'm not...drunk," Lian Zhen knocked on his head, the corners of his eyes still had tears in my eyes, "I'm sober...very sober here."

The bartender was amazed, it had been a long time since he had seen such a stunning person in the bar, but he didn't know which man would be cheaper tonight, so he mixed another glass of wine.

Lian Zhen poured the wine into her mouth with a blushing face, and she didn't know who called her in her ear, "Beauty, you are drunk, do you want me to take you home."

Lian Zhen turned around, under the feasting and feasting, everything was spinning, she staggered down from the high chair, almost fell, the man quickly hugged her into his arms, her waist is really thin, soft like willow branches, crimson The extremely beautiful face is full of brilliance, the lips are perfect like cherries, especially those big misty eyes, which are so watery that they can suck a man's soul into them.

"Mu Ye... are you here to pick me up..." Lian Zhen caressed his cheek in a daze.

The man took a deep breath and was about to nod when suddenly a force behind him pulled him away. He was about to curse when the man standing in front of him was a head taller than him. Under the dim light, he had a face As cold as Shura, "Who allowed you to touch him with dirty hands, get out."

He just opened his mouth in a low voice, and the imposing manner and majesty without anger and self-importance were suppressed. The man curled his lips unwillingly, turned around and left annoyed.

"Mu Ye...how did you leave...Are you going back to Canada? Wait for me...I'll go with you," Lian Zhen stumbled after the man's back.

"Be sober, he's not Shen Muye," Li Dongsen angrily pulled her into his arms.

Lian Zhen was dizzy from being hit by his chest, touched his arm again, and grinned silly, "I know, you are Mu Ye, I mistook you...I knew you would come to me..."

She pressed her face into his chest affectionately.

Li Dongsen saw the woman who once loved him so much, calling another woman drunkenly, and his heart was like a knife. Shen Muye has treated her like this, why is she still so attached to her and refuses to let go.

Lian Zhen, we have known each other longer and loved each other longer, tell me why, if you had loved me so deeply back then, maybe we would have married and had children long ago.

He hugged her tightly, she hadn't been so dependent on her for too long, "Zhenzhen, I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to turn around..."

(End of this chapter)