Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 1013 Antisocial Personality

Xi Yun was kidnapped and imprisoned that year, then stripped naked, then beaten, and finally blocked by the little girl, and then his father appeared.

The great pain of that year cannot be explained clearly in a few words. Xi Yun has been thinking about it for many years and trying to forget it.

But the memory of being abused, beaten and violated was so deep that even if she was five years old, she could still remember it clearly.

Fortunately, there is that little girl.

Fortunately, my father showed up in time.

Otherwise, the consequences will be unimaginable.

may die...

"Have you been in pain?"

"Yes, when I think about that year, I feel very scared. I feel that it is me, and I feel that it is not me; I feel that it is a dream, but I feel that it is not a dream; I feel that I want to be alone, and I am afraid. Staying alone; I want to run all over the world to relieve anxiety, but I want to stop and find a harbor to dock! I am very conflicted and tired, especially anxiety, I feel very painful now, in fact, back then... I There are scars all over my body, the scars scalded by boiling water, and the bottom was beaten severely. I am afraid... afraid of the past... Brother Yuanlian said that I had a mental illness because I was hurt too deeply, and I started to worry. Anorexia, and binge eating."

Xi Yun sat on the bed, curled up, hugged her legs tightly with her arms, looking for a sense of security: "Brother Yuanlian said that I have never been happy, but I have always pretended to be happy. I think he is right. I have always been happy." It's all a false self, I've never been my real self, I always make myself so busy, look so powerful and free and easy, but that's not Xi Yun."

The doctor asked her, "Then what do you want to be?"

"I just want to be Xi Yun."

The doctor asked again, "Why do you keep pretending to be happy?"

"I don't want to worry my parents."

Xi Yun said with tears in her eyes, "I've always been unhappy."

"You need to rest and calm down."

"Carl, I'm running ahead of you!"

Xi Yun was skating on the skating rink, Carl followed her closely, and soon he caught up and said, "Your skating skills are very good!"

"Of course, I will!"

Carl asked curiously, "Why did you come to Ireland a few days after you came home? I thought you would go home and stay for a few months!"

Xi Yun replied in English: "It's boring at home."

"What are those scratch marks on your neck?"

"It's itchy, it will be fine in a few days!"

Xi Yun slid to the front, and Carl caught up again and said, "We've been practicing more parkour these days, and we'll be participating in the competition after a while."

Xi Yun asked curiously: "Where is Elena?"

"She is skilled, it doesn't matter if she practices or not, she will directly participate in the competition when the time comes, Xi Yun, don't hold us back!"

Xi Yun said happily: "Then I'm trash!"

"Look how proud you are!"

Xi Yun is a person who focuses on whatever he learns. Even if he can't learn well, he still has to be an excellent player.

In the two months after the new year, she spent time practicing parkour, because she seldom thought of home and Yuechun because she was too attentive.

So she contacted Yuechun about five times in two months, and the two of them seemed to have returned to their previous state.

Of course, this is only Yue Chun's opinion.

Xi Yun didn't feel this way.

It was at the beginning of March when the competition was about to start that Xi Yun suddenly received a message from Yue Chun, "I'm on a business trip in Ireland, and I'll arrive in Ireland in about three hours. Do you want to see me?"

Xi Yun replied: "Well, I only have time at night."

Yue Chun was in a bad mood when he received this news from Xi Yun, she seemed to be okay after two months of separation, but he went all the way to Ireland, and it was fine when he went to Ireland, but Xi Yun didn't Anxious to see him, let him feel lost.

Yue Chun, who was always calm, began to panic.

"Xi Yun, what do you want from me?"

Because of Elena's temporary absence, the team's focus was on them. Xi Yun participated in the competition during the day, and fell asleep when she returned to the apartment at night. When she woke up the next day, she remembered that Yuechun had arrived in Ireland. She hurried Send him a message and ask: "Brother, where are you? I will come to you at night."

Yue Chun was sitting on the sofa in the hotel when he received the news. He sat here and waited all night, his expectations were dashed.

He didn't reply when he received Xi Yun's message.

Xi Yun was anxious to participate in the competition and didn't think much about it.

He thought it was because he was too busy to reply her messages.

Although Xi Yun's parkour level is not a super master, she is also very familiar with climbing over houses and obstacles, at least she did not hinder the team. After finishing all the games, she took off her peaked cap and ran over to hug Carl tightly, " I succeeded, at least not a hindrance!"

"Xi Yun, congratulations on your graduation."

Not far away, about a dozen meters away, the man silently looked at the passionate girl. He saw her performance and abilities just now.

This is a girl who makes him proud.

The girl he couldn't control.

But he didn't know—

This is a girl with heart failure to the extreme.

The man turned around and went back to the hotel. The assistant showed him the video of Xi Yun's match just now, "Mr. Yue, this is Miss."

Yue Chun asked him, "Is she good?"

"Awesome, Mr. Yue is even more powerful."

"I forgot what mine used to be."

The life of these years has been too peaceful and stable. Of course, those small assassinations are not considered at all, and there are too many to count.

"Mr. Yue, what you have experienced is a past that ordinary people cannot experience. It is a past that Miss Xi cannot understand in her life."

"But I think she's great."

"Mr. Yue likes her and thinks she is good everywhere."

Yue Chun: "I think she is good everywhere."

Xi Yun felt tired and hungry after the game, but she didn't want to go to Yuechun at this point, she would definitely call her to eat. During this time, in order to maintain her energy, she ate on time for two consecutive months, and she would vomit after eating. , Of course she will continue to eat, just when she was about to leave the game, she saw an acquaintance, she quickly ran over to hug him, "I didn't see you yesterday, I thought my brother Yuanlian would not come!"

Mo Yuanlian rubbed her head and asked, "How has it been recently? Do you feel better?"

Xi Yun said sadly: "Bad, very bad."

"I'll comfort you later."

"Thank you, brother Yuanlian."

Mo Yuanlian glanced at the direction Yuechun left and said, "Your elder brother Yuechun was here just now, Xiaoyun, do you know?"

Xi Yun shook her head and said: "He didn't say anything, I was thinking of going to look for him at night, let's go Brother Yuanlian, I'll go shopping with you."

"Well, I'll go back to your apartment later and I'll check on your condition."

"Brother Yuanlian, why do you think I'm sick?"

"I have suffered from childhood illnesses too." Mo Yuanlian said.

Xi Yun was surprised and asked, "What's wrong with brother Yuanlian?"

"I was abused as a child and anti-social personality."

(End of this chapter)