Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 1047
Hua'erlu sat up from the bed with a headache and looked out the window casually. It was raining again in Tongcheng. She had heard her mother say that this is a rainy and humid city. She rubbed her temples with her palms and said to herself: "But I have to drink less alcohol, but if alcohol can be controlled, then I am not a deer."

Hua'erlu lit a cigarette and leaned against the head of the bed to enjoy the rainy scenery outside the window. Now the weather is so foggy and humid that it is not suitable to go out. But there will be a charity event that requires her to participate. Of course, charity is The second, more important purpose is the university's research institute behind the charity.

She must win that research project.

Otherwise, it would be a waste of time to go to Tongcheng.

After smoking, Hua'erlu got up and went to the bathroom to wash up. When she went out, she changed into a cheongsam from the period of the Republic of China. She wore a pearl necklace around her neck and her lips were painted red. She was tall and her face was deep, so Her outfit looks so good, and the four characters of amorous feelings perfectly overlap with her.

Somehow, she has recently fallen in love with cheongsam.

It's a pretty thing.

She looked at her face in the mirror. Except that her hair was more brown and golden, and her face was darker, she was no different from the people in China. Such a mixed-race gene would only make her look even better. For the beautiful stand out.

"Hey, it's really pleasing to the eye."

Hua'erlu felt that his face was pleasing to the eye.

She turned around and stepped on her high heels to go out. Her assistant was guarding the door, and she told him, "Go to Tongcheng University."

"President Shang, there is a letter."

Hua'er Lu stared at her beautiful eyebrows, "Whose is it?"

"It was written by Mrs. Xian before her lifetime, and Mr. Xi Run entrusted someone to forward it to you. He said that he got it by chance from a certain place."

Hua'erlu froze, "Mother..."

She stretched out her slender arms, "Give it to me."

"Yes, Mr. Shang."

Hua'erlu didn't open the envelope immediately, she opened it slowly after sitting in the car, it was indeed the childish handwriting of her mother's kindergarten, and her Chinese has always been not very good.

"Shang Wei, Young Master Shang personally-"

It begins with these seven words.

It was written by my mother to my father.

Hua'erluContinue to browse——

"Master Shang, please allow me to call you like this, because I have never dared to call you by your first name. I have always wanted to write you a letter, a letter from my heart, but I dare not let you You know, so I deposited this letter in a bookstore and it will be in your hands 30 years from now."

30...

The father's patients were well known.

It is impossible to live beyond 30 years.

And it's impossible for the mother not to know about it.

So she never thought of letting her father see the letter.

Hua'erlu deliberately glanced at the last time first.

It was written by my mother a year before her death.

A year later, she and her father both...

She never forgave her father until she died.

And the father felt that the mother was too stubborn until his death.

"Master Shang, do you still remember the little girl you met? I'm talking about her appearance at the beginning, I don't think you can remember, because there are so many women in your life, so many you A strange woman that I don’t even know! Master Shang, I know that you are giving up on yourself because of your own health. I don’t think it matters. I will be with you, and I will be with you for many years to come. I am thinking of you wholeheartedly. But you gave me...to someone else, this is something I can never forgive you in my life, I hate you so much, but after meeting you again...seeing you again, you don't know that you already have a daughter In this world, she is fused with you, but you are still wandering among countless women looking for comfort! I should hate you, I should hate you very much, but seeing you so weak I don’t hate you that much, I think I can’t bear to hate you after all!! I’m persuading myself to forgive you, but what about you? In your eyes, I’m just your trouble, your punching bag, and even a stranger, you never Don't take me to heart! If I didn't blame you, wouldn't hate you, or even forgive you, and peeped at you again and again, but now... I saw Yunyi's feelings for Shi Sheng... then As hot as one...so deep, like faith...Yunyi is the belief of all of us, and Shi Sheng is Yunyi's belief, their feelings...Master Shang, what did I realize when I was by Yunyi's side? It's love, and I don't want to make it any more, so when you learned that Hua'erlu is your daughter and you are willing to keep me and Hua'erlu by your side, I refused you without hesitation!!"

After reading this, Hua'erlu burst into tears.

She always knew that her mother was a woman who wanted to be happy, but she never thought that her heart was so simple and pure.

All she wanted was a firm love.

A love that is not willing to compromise for equality.

"Master Shang, I am Huawei, a humble Wei, but I am a human being, a woman who wants to be respected and loved, not a pet that you can come and go at any time...you always ask me why I don't want to In order for Huaerlu to stay by your side and give her a complete family, then I will tell you the reason now.

I have wronged myself for half my life. In the future, I would rather live selfishly than lose myself to you.

Master Shang, I love you.

Love your heart above all else.

But in this life, I will never forgive you again. "

There is also written on the place where the pen is written, "Hua Wei's unique pen."

My mother thought about dying at that time.

Hua'erlu's tears kept flowing, and the assistant in front handed her a tissue and asked her caringly, "Mr. Shang, what happened?"

"My mother never told her father what was in her heart, or blamed him in words. She didn't have the courage and guts, because she thought her father didn't love her, so she felt that she didn't have the right to make trouble for no reason. In addition, her father was noble, and her mother Her status is humble, so...my mother's greatest wish in this life is to tell her father the dissatisfaction and grievances in her heart, but she suppresses herself all her life, and even writes a letter to her father who has been buried in the earth 30 years later .”

Hua'erlu sighed: "Father loves mother, otherwise he wouldn't suffer such a big blow after she passed away and go with her."

It's a pity that my mother will never know in this life.

Mistakes are doomed to a lifetime of tragedy.

"Boss Shang, they are in love."

"Yeah, we no longer know each other."

After Xi Yun heard the contents of the letter from Xi Run, he repeated: "Hot, deep and full of faith, these concepts are exactly the same as what he and my father taught me! But how could brother Yuanlian and mother... Could it be that mother had a relationship with brother Yuanlian after the divorce? What about father?!"

(End of this chapter)