Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 243 The Catcher in the Rye

The sunlight in Wucheng was slightly warm, and it lightly fell on the man's body, adding to the hazy feeling. He was supposed to be a heart-warming person, but the words he said were so vicious and pierced the soft heart.

I took a deep breath and said, "It has nothing to do with you."

Gu Tingchen's low laughter came from the phone, "Sheng'er, we haven't seen each other for half a year. I have been in the United States for treatment for the past six months. Now that I am under control, I dare to return to China. Have you ever thought about me?"

Gu Tingchen's mental instability is caused by Ye Wan. I know that he has been struggling with another personality all the time, and I also understand from the bottom of my heart that the mistakes made by his personality cannot be counted on him who is healthy!

But understanding belongs to understanding, and I still can't forgive.

For him, I will never let my guard down again in my life.

I said perfunctorily, "Oh, then congratulations."

From my position, I can see the warm smile on Gu Tingchen's face, like a big boy next door, he asked aggressively on the phone, "Can I come and see you?"

There was a cautiousness in his voice, which made me feel sore, after all, he was the man I loved the most.

I used to be sure that he was my whole life.

He could even risk his life for me.

This kind of love is also reassuring and enviable.

But when did we get to where we are now?
There are too many imperatives in life.

He loses when he has to.

He wanted to save me and I left him.

And left him in a decisive way.

I sighed, hiding my helplessness towards the world and said, "Tingchen, I'm going to leave and go back to Tongcheng later."

I called him Ting Chen to forgive him for his past.

It is also letting go of the former self.

It is the end of this love.

Seeing me calling his name calmly, Gu Tingchen's deep laughter came from the phone, seeming very happy.

"Sheng'er, thank you."

He understands what I mean.

"Well, I'm going to hang up."

He called me anxiously, "Sheng'er."

I gripped the phone tightly and responded, "Huh?"

He asked softly, "Have you ever loved me?"

He still can't believe the fact that Xi Zhan and I are already in love together, no, Xi Zhan and I have parted ways!
I replied: "I loved it, that's all."

Loved once, nothing to do in the future.

I took the initiative to hang up the phone and asked Jing Ye to prepare the car to go back to the city. I didn't intend to go back to Tongcheng, I was just coaxing him.

As soon as I got back to the city, Tan Wen sent me the two rings from the Xi family. When I was about to put them on, I saw the engagement ring on my middle finger.

It was put on by Xi Zhan himself.

No proposal, just a ring.

But even that made me happy at first.

I took it off and threw it to Tan Wen, "Throw it away."

Tan Wen was stunned, "But Patriarch, this is..."

I interrupted him and said, "Throw it away."

It doesn't make sense to keep what used to be.

Tan Wen took the ring and put it away and gave me a book. He explained: "This is the book left by Mr. Xi in the Wushan villa. Old Mr. Xi Wei asked me to bring it to you. He said it was worth reading by the owner. "

I looked at the title of the book in Tan Wen's hand——

"The Catcher in the Rye"

This book looks old.

I took it and opened the first page to see Xi Zhan's signature, with the time marked underneath.

early twentieth century.

This book is a book that he has had since he was a boy.

There was a label in the middle of the book, I didn't go through it again, but threw it to Jing Ye, "Keep it away."

I'm not quite sure why Xi Wei gave me this book, since he said it's worth reading, let me read it when I have time.

Jing Ye accompanied me back to Shi's villa. Not only my parents were there, but Shi Cheng was also there. My mother said he was going home for the New Year.

He finally admitted that Shijia is his home.

My dad was very surprised when he saw me coming home, "Why did you come to Wucheng suddenly? Your 25th birthday is three days away, and that day is New Year's Eve. How are you going to spend it? Did Xi Zhan say to celebrate your birthday?"

In the eyes of my parents, Xi Zhan is the prospective son-in-law and my future husband. He needs to personally do everything about me.

Thinking of the man's cruelty that day, my heart ached, and my stomach also had a faint cramping pain. I lied and perfunctory said: "Well, I plan to spend the New Year in Finland, and then I won't be able to spend the New Year with you."

I don't want them to know what happened between me and Xi Zhan, so I want them to have a good year with peace of mind.

My mother asked expectantly: "Then will you go home after the next year?"

My mother will be worried when I go home alone after the next year, but for Xi Zhan... I can't make her a prospective son-in-law.

Then she will worry about me even more.

I lied and said: "I've been very busy recently, and the Xi family has a lot of things to do. I'll come to visit you again after I finish my work."

Shi Cheng, who was sitting on the sofa, suddenly asked: "When will you get married? I plan to save money for you!"

As soon as he asked, my parents all looked at me in unison.

I tried my best to support the scene and said: "Maybe next year, it depends on whether the two of us are busy, Xi Zhan has always been very busy."

After dealing with all the problems, my parents let me go. I sat beside Shi Cheng with a sigh of relief and asked, "How are you doing?"

Shi Cheng answered without interest: "As usual."

As usual, it must be unsatisfactory.

Instead of asking about the relationship between him and Song Yiran, I took out a check and handed it to him, "This is a New Year's gift from me to my parents. You will pass it on to them after I leave."

Shi Cheng nodded and took it. My stomach hurt more and more, I couldn't stay here, so I hurriedly got up and smiled reluctantly to the busy parents in the kitchen: "Mom, I have something urgent to leave right now."

My mother hurried out and asked, "Why are you in such a hurry, you don't even have time to eat a meal, Sheng'er, let's go after eating."

I endured the pain in my body and said: "It's an urgent matter in the company, I'm leaving first, Mom, I will visit you when I have time in the next year."

I left Shi's villa in a hurry, and when I got to the side of the car, my body softened, and Jing Ye hurriedly supported me.

I ordered with difficulty: "Help me in."

I don't want my parents to see me like this.

I have always done things by myself.

Jing Ye helped me into the car, I asked him for painkillers, it took a long time to recover after drinking, I reached out and wiped the sweat from my forehead, and smiled softly: "This kind of pain, life is better than death."

Tan Wen said that my uterus was slightly damaged.

And that kick was kicked by Xi Zhan.

I know he didn't mean to.

He didn't know that it was me in the arena.

But that knife was actually stabbed by him.

I turned my eyes and saw the book that Tan Wen brought to me, I picked it up and pulled out the bookmark, and I was stunned.

There are two lines written on it.

"I haven't loved anyone before. You are the first one. I'm afraid that if I don't do well, it will make you feel that love is nothing more than that."

(End of this chapter)