Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 362 You Are A Poor Man
"When you call me Xi Zhan, it will make me feel alienated."

When I heard this sentence, my heart ached.

When has Xi Zhan been so vulnerable? !

Vulnerable enough to express his grief clearly.

In an instant, the guilt in my heart became deeper and deeper!
I stretched out my hand and quietly held his palm, said regretfully with red eyes, "I'm sorry, Nuan'er is all for me..."

She did it after listening to me!
Although she killed the person, it's no different from me doing it myself, except that Xi Zhan has a little less guilt here!

He said again: "You are not wrong."

Xi Zhan always said that I was not wrong.

But I am always ashamed of him for this matter!
I really hope he can blame me.

At least vent your emotions.

But he didn't!
I said at a loss: "Second brother, I will accompany you."

Tonight's vigil, I will accompany him.

My physical condition was not very good, and I was a little exhausted in the second half of the night, and finally fell asleep leaning on Xi Zhan's shoulder.

I had another dream.

There is only my mother in the dream.

She looked at me with pitiful eyes and remained silent.

I called softly, "Mom."

"Sheng'er, you are a poor man."

I was surprised and asked, "Why did mother say that?"

I have a man I love, a pair of children, parents, girlfriends, power and money, why am I a poor person?
"Sheng'er, mother is also a poor person."

Why does my mother say that I am a poor person? !
I asked her anxiously, "What does mother mean?"

My mother didn't answer me, her figure gradually disappeared in my dream, I suddenly opened my eyes and lay on the ground gasping for breath, seeing me like this, Xi Zhan hugged me into his arms, "What's the matter?"

"Second brother, I had a nightmare."

I called his second brother!

I call this mother's dream a nightmare!

I always dream about my mother recently!

Last time she said she was going to tell me a secret.

This time she said I was a poor man!

Why do I have such a dream?

Does it indicate something?
I can't help but feel funny when I think of it!
It's just a dream!
No fuss!

The man asked gently: "What did you dream about?"

I answered truthfully, "My mother."

The man lowered his voice, "Why did you dream of this?"

I don't know, maybe I'm thinking about it.

Or maybe too many things have happened recently!

My life has never been truly peaceful!

I shook my head and said, "Not sure."

Xi Zhan called Assistant Yin at the door, who hurried in and called Mr. Xi, Xi Zhan told him, "Stay here for me."

"Yes, Mr. Xi."

Maybe it was because of kneeling for too long, his legs were numb, Xi Zhan stood up and swayed, then bent down and took me into his arms and returned to the courtyard.

Xi Zhan put me on the bed and asked, "Are you hungry?"

I woke up suddenly and hadn't had dinner yet.

I drank too much lunch tea and didn't eat it!

I nodded and said, "I'm hungry."

Xi Zhan hummed and made a phone call, then stood at the door and looked at the white lantern above his head indifferently. I knew he was extremely uncomfortable, but even if such a man was uncomfortable, he would hide all the pain in his heart. Don't talk to anyone about anything.

Even if it was me, I couldn't make him open his heart.

Especially his mother or because of me...

I don't know how to comfort him.

It was Jing Yeduan's meal that came, Xi Zhan didn't eat much, and I didn't eat much, and I didn't eat much. After eating, Xi Zhan went back to the hall, and he didn't say a word to me during that time.

I lay on the bed and couldn't sleep. I went to see Xi Zhan in the early morning. His eyes were bloodshot at that time. I advised him to go to rest. He shook his head and said to me, "Let's talk about it later."

Xi Zhan has been busy all day in the morning, followed by Xino, but I don't know what to do. Compared with Xino, I seem too idle.

I went back to the courtyard in dismay and sat on the threshold, and Jing Ye also sat on the threshold with me, the two seemed to be doing nothing.

I asked him melancholy, "Am I very useless?"

There is nothing Xi Zhan can do at this time.

There was no way to comfort him.

Jing Ye replied: "At this time, the Patriarch had better not do anything. After all, the one lying in the coffin is because... the Patriarch is here waiting for Mr. Xi. When he gets tired and returns to his room, it is enough for someone to wait for him! Patriarch, What a man really wants is not much, just a little bit of warmth, so the Patriarch doesn't need to worry too much."

The last sentence in his mouth revealed a little melancholy.

I was surprised and asked: "Why are you so sentimental now?"

Jing Yi: "..."

What I said made Jing Ye not want to talk to me anymore, she got up and went to the other end of the corridor to smoke, and I simply checked Weibo with my mobile phone.

The ID named Master Yuan sent me a message.

"I found a very interesting author," he said.

I asked him suspiciously, "Who is it?"

"Brother Tong"

I was very surprised and asked, "What are you writing?"

"Online love novels, they only write about you and your second brother, oh my god! He writes so clearly that I even suspect that he is someone close to you, and he even writes about you and your second brother!"

I:"……"

Although I know I shouldn't talk to Yuanyou, he is indeed a very interesting author.

Have a chance to add his WeChat.

I sent a message to Yuanyou, "How much is he on WeChat?"

Yuan You replied to me, "Wait for me to investigate for a few days."

Yuan You didn't reply to me again, I clicked into his Weibo and found that he hadn't updated it recently, so I simply quit Weibo and put down my phone.

I was silent for a while and shouted, "Jing Ye."

Jing Ye stubbed out the cigarette butt and came back, "Is there something wrong with the Patriarch?"

"After thinking about it, I'm still sorry for Xi Zhan."

"Patriarch, Mr. Xi acquiesced to this matter."

Indeed, Xi Zhan acquiesced.

When Xi Zhan went back to the room at night, I took the initiative to take off the outer suit for him, but he suddenly hugged me and pressed me into his arms.

Xi Zhan's mood fluctuated slightly: "It's okay if I don't have a mother, and it's okay if I can't find my father, but Yuner, I don't want you to treat me so indifferently! I really miss you today."

I really miss you today...

How lingering and lingering is the last sentence.

Of course, how sad and sad it is.

But I did not treat him indifferently!
My idleness and helplessness today made him misunderstand, thinking that because of my mother, my heart is still...

I remembered his sentence last night, "When you call me Xi Zhan, it will make me feel alienated."

In fact, Xi Zhan was very scared.

I am afraid of losing anything.

like me.

somehow...

I suddenly remembered my mother's dream again.

(End of this chapter)