Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 742 Only loyal to Xi Zhan

"Yeah, after all, the person I met these days was Yunyi and not Mo Yuanlian. I don't need to argue with a patient."

I comforted the man carefully and said: "I know that you feel pity for me in your heart, and I don't know how to explain the relationship between Mo Yuanlian and me... I can understand him because he treats me well, Jiang Chen came to my side to solve a lot of things for me, and helped me find you a few days ago. I am not hard-hearted. For various reasons, I feel that I can understand him, but I don’t feel for him in my heart. Half of the love between men and women, so I always feel that there is no need to explain to you, but I am afraid that you will be unhappy, so I am very frank with you, anyway, you have to believe, second brother, I only have you and the two children in my heart, you There's no need to be angry about it."

Xi Zhan said suddenly: "You look down on me."

I subconsciously asked him, "What?"

"I'm not angry because of these things. I also know your thoughts and attitude towards him. I just never thought that you are so generous. Even if he hurt you, you didn't complain at all."

After a pause, Xi Zhan said: "Thinking of this, I know that you understand him better than before. It is because of understanding that you can understand. I will have a vague sense of crisis in my heart."

I asked in surprise, "What sense of crisis?"

The man sighed lowly: "I'm worried that one day in the future I will not do something as perfect as you imagined, and then let you down and finally push you to him."

How could Xi Zhan have such an idea? !

This kind of thinking is too unconfident in yourself! !

And it's as if Mo Yuanlian is my escape route!
But I have no way out except Xi Zhan! !

My mind is so determined!
But how can I let Xi Zhan understand my thoughts?
I hurriedly stopped him, "Second brother, don't think that way, no matter you are perfect or not, you are my husband, and I will never love anyone else in my life except you, besides you are Xi Zhan."

It is Xi Zhan who is strong and confident in handling things.

"is it?"

Xi Zhan rubbed my head and said: "I have always acted cautiously and correctly in this life, but this life is long, I hope to be with Yun'er until the end of my life, and you and I will never leave in this life."

He suddenly expressed his thoughts...

Did something happen to him?
Does he really have a sense of crisis? !
I broke free from his arms and sat on him, looked into his eyes and said word by word: "I am yours in this life, if you don't want me... then I will die for you! Although this The words are naive, but Xi Zhan, I want to say, my life is given to me by you, the love I want is also given to me by you, everything I want is given to me by you! Love me, pamper me and pamper me like you do, and I will never fall in love with anyone else like this except you! In fact, I know it in my heart...I don't want to say it, but I think..."

Xi Zhan encouraged me and said, "What do you think?"

"I am your only one in this life, and I... I was married before that. I was married to Gu Tingchen for three years, and I was infatuated with Gu Lanzhi. Although I mistook their two brothers, it is undeniable that I was Wandering between them, and Fu Xi... He kissed me, even though he was in a situation where I was defenseless, but he always kissed me, and this matter has become a trending topic on Weibo, you must be Clear! That means I was with three men before we met... These things happened a long time ago, there is no need to explain, but I think I still have to explain, I know you can understand, you don't even need mine Explain, but how do I feel? It seems that because of my previous experience, it seems that because of those people, you don’t seem to trust me very much, and you don’t believe that I can go on with you unswervingly! Xi Zhan, although You are not the only one for me, although I have been married before, I only have you in my heart for the rest of my life, I seem to be incoherent..."

Because of my past...

Because those Xi Zhan used to worry about me all the time.

Worrying that I will leave someday in the future.

I don't know that he is not confident.

Or I didn't give him enough sense of security!
Such a powerful man shouldn't have such thoughts!
My heart aches when I think about it!

I hope he can understand how I feel.

I want to be with him for the rest of his life! !
Even without him...

Even if I am forced to separate from him in the future!

Or because of some accident...

I would never choose anyone again.

The end of my life is Xi Zhan! !

I said in a tone that was about to cry: "I don't know how to let you know my thoughts, I love you so much, I am so sure of you, and I regard you as my greatest reliance in this life!"

I used to believe that love is only one person for the rest of my life, but I never thought that fate would play tricks on me and let me meet Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi. he!
Only loyal to Xi Zhan! !

My eyes were wet and I said: "I love you, I hope you can understand that my heart is so firm and unswervingly toward you, no one in this life can separate the two of us!"

Xi Zhan wiped the corners of my eyes with his fingers, and said in a gentle tone, "I just mentioned a few words casually, and I didn't say that I don't trust you. How can I say that I'm about to cry?"

I couldn't hold back because of his words!

I said with tears in my eyes, "You don't believe me."

Xi Zhan smiled, with an uncommon frivolity on the corners of his lips, "I don't believe you, I just love you so much, how could your second brother ever think that his baby is so sensitive? You can explain a lot because of some doubts in your heart, and you just want to express her heartfelt heart to me, such a you... really like a child who has not experienced much in the world, and his mind is only thinking of love. your..."

I pouted and asked, "What's wrong with me like this? Besides, I'm just afraid that you will be unhappy, and I don't want you to feel bad at all!"

Xi Zhan sighed softly, "I can't stop seeing you like this."

"Yun'er, you care too much about me. You don't want me to be a little sad. You make me happy and feel wronged because you are too cautious. Are you tired of living like this?"

I shook my head and said, "That's what I like. I explain everything clearly. This kind of marriage makes me feel at ease."

The three-year marriage between Gu Tingchen and I has always been uneasy.

And with Xi Zhan, they have always believed in each other.

It is difficult for me and him to have any conflicts and misunderstandings.

This state is what I want most! !

He hugged me in his arms, I looked at his beautiful and deep eyes from bottom to top, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed my lips, not the kind that goes deep directly, but a kiss Let go, kiss again and again, probing again and again, this kind of behavior is lustful, but there is an undercurrent surging in the depths of his eyes, I know his thoughts, I hug his waist to respond to him, and then we are with him fell on the bed together...

(End of this chapter)