Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 996 Anxiety Disorders

Yue Chun's question was completely unnecessary, and it was even more unnecessary to deliberately make things difficult for her in front of her mother. She took Shi Sheng's arm and smiled to deal with it: "Brother, don't wrong Yun'er, besides, what mother said is not right, do I love you?" Are you laughing to say that I am perfunctory?"

Xi Yun suddenly felt that everyone didn't understand her very well.

They all think of her according to their own understanding.

She bit her lip and looked unhappy, Yue Chun could see that she was upset, he said, "It was my fault."

When Shi Sheng saw Yue Chun admitting his mistake, she felt uncomfortable.

"Say a few words about you, why do you still ask your brother to apologize?"

Xi Yun frowned and said, "Well, it's my fault."

She is used to admitting mistakes, and sometimes she doesn't know what she did wrong, but she subconsciously doesn't want to make her mother angry.

"I'll pack your luggage for you and take it away later."

Shi Sheng left and went to Xi Yun's bedroom. She went in and took out her usual suitcase, and then opened the closet to pack her clothes. This child loves to run, and she is used to packing her luggage at home. Shi Sheng packed her clothes for her. She was afraid that she would be hot and brought some thin coats for a winter coat. In fact, there was no need to be so troublesome. Just ask Xi Tuo to buy whatever you need.

Shi Sheng took out two pieces of clothes and put her skin care products and cosmetics in, when she opened the drawer to put some lipsticks for her, she saw a small diary in the drawer, she was a little curious in her heart, "Did Yun'er write a diary? I've never seen it before?"

The diary is light blue.

It had imprints of petals she didn't recognize.

She hesitated, wondering whether she should watch it or not.

But worried about Xi Yun...

That child didn't have a good habit of keeping a diary since she was a child, and that's why she was worried, because a child who didn't keep a diary suddenly wrote something, which meant that she had something on her mind.

Shi Sheng hesitated for a while and opened the diary.

The first read: "Boring."

Just two words, boring.

The time was seven years ago.

The second one still reads: "Boring."

The time was six years ago.

The third article reads: "I am sad, I feel happy every day, but I am still sad, as if something is missing, I mentioned it to Brother Yuanlian, he said that I need an adventurous life, then I will go Take risks, living a different life may not be so depressing, but why do I feel depressed? I asked brother Yuanlian, he said that my soul is free, but my life is regulated, and my life can’t satisfy me I don’t understand my soul, I want to live freely.”

The time is still six years ago.

Xi Yun was 12 years old six years ago.

At that time, her mental state was not very good.

But how did she know Mo Yuanlian?

Look at this, he should be very familiar with Mo Yuanlian.

Shi Sheng bit his lip and said, "Thank you."

Thank you, Mo Yuanlian, for comforting Xi Yun's mental state for her without her knowing, so that her incompetent mother would not fail so much. He is really good everywhere.

So good that she could only be grateful in her heart.

"Thank you, brother Yuanlian."

The fourth article reads: "The life of these years is very interesting, but as time goes by, it becomes boring. I really don't know what to do, and my heart is empty. I can only keep learning, but as time goes by, I learn a lot of things. Over and over."

The time was two years ago.

At that time Xi Yun was 16 years old.

The time of Xi Yun's diary writing varies greatly, they were all written when she was in a bad state of mind, and the last one was written half a year ago: "Xi Yun is gone, she is not happy."

Xi Yun was unhappy.

This is something Shi Sheng only knows now.

But she usually doesn't control her much.

Her life is free and unrestrained.

Why are you unhappy? !
She recalled the scene in front of Yuechun's door just now, she seemed to criticize her, she seemed to have admitted her mistake, but where did she go wrong?
Shi Sheng thought carefully, she was indeed right.

Shi Sheng was sitting on a chair with rosy eye circles. At this time, Xi Zhan came to Xi Yun's room to look for her, "What are you doing in your daughter's room? She is leaving again, with Yue Chun?"

Shi Sheng gave him the diary and said: "My daughter is not happy, she has been unhappy since she was a child, but she usually gives us such a happy state, smiling, there is no problem at all, if it is not for accidentally turning over To this diary..."

Xi Zhan took it and looked at the contents.

Sometimes Xi Yun's state is really bad, he knows this, but as a father, he doesn't intervene too much in her life, and tries his best to give her the free life she wants.

Didn't expect her to be so unhappy.

What do you think when you are young?

Did it remind her of what happened back then?
She was only five years old back then, how could she remember?

Xi Zhan frowned and said, "Let it be."

"Let's observe her state first."

About one kilometer outside the villa, Mo Yuanlian stood on the steps with an umbrella and looked at the silent river in the distance. It was covered with ice. The weather was not very cold, so the ice layer was not thick, and it would break if stepped on. It looked so solid.

Just like Xi Yun.

On the surface, she looks heartless, smiling, youthful and bright, but her heart is very fragile. She stayed by Mo Yuanlian's side since she was a child. He knows that she has anxiety, and her heart is so empty that she is depressed. Have anorexia bulimia.

Her problem is serious.

Serious enough to be vulnerable.

But it's not that serious.

Because she looks healthy.

Maybe it's because she hasn't experienced much so far, and nothing too sad has overwhelmed her, so Mo Yuanlian is worried... He is worried that one day in the future Xi Yun will experience a big setback and collapse.

So what should he do? !
Her life has just begun, and the rest of her life will be long, and she will encounter many things. How can he guarantee that she will always live a stable life like this? He can't guarantee it, because her life depends on her. Guarantee her physical safety, but in her heart... the man Yue Chun is the key.

Xi Yun has to learn to trust a person by herself.

Give your whole life to the other person.

Let your heart have a place.

Xi Yun's anxiety is that she has no place to return to.

This place is not family ties.

But that deeper love.

"Xiao Yun, there may be hardships in your future life, but after experiencing it, it will be your new hope."

Mo Yuanlian closed his eyes, he turned and walked slowly towards his apartment. On the way, he met Assistant Yin. It should be that Assistant Yin drove and met Mo Yuanlian who was holding a red umbrella on the road.

Assistant Yin quickly stopped the car and got out of the car, shouting, "President Mo."

Mo Yuanlian glanced at him lightly.

"President Mo, Happy New Year."

"Well, let's go."

Mo Yuanlian lifted his foot to leave and said, "Happy New Year."

(End of this chapter)