Colorful

Chapter 197
Ji Cheng's tears fell more and more, her face turned blue and white, white and blue again, she cried and looked into Shen Che's eyes and said: "It's not for the Ji family, I'm not. It's just that I don't talk about it today, and I will I won't have another chance, and I won't have the courage to say it. I wanted to apologize to you before the big brother had an accident, but you never come back, and you always ignore me, and you still smell like other women , Then some Nanzhao princess ran out, I was not happy, I was really afraid that I would become like my mother. My mother, you know?" Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che timidly, "At the beginning, my father and She is also a pledge of eternal love, but before my mother's beauty was old, my father took in a new aunt. My mother shed tears every day and did many things that people could not look down on, pushing my father more and more The farther away, I'm really afraid that I will become like my mother." Ji Cheng cried and grabbed Shen Che's hand on the table, "But I'm just jealous, so I always can't say it, and blame everything. It's on your head. You don't come to see me when I'm sick, so I think you must have fallen in love with someone else, and you don't have me in your heart anymore. I'm just like what you said, I can't afford it without profit, so I don't work hard at all Pay. Even Liu Ye'er couldn't see it and began to teach me, but I was still hesitating until something happened to my elder brother."

Ji Cheng's voice became lower and lower, and he weakly let go of Shen Che's hand and said, "I knew at that time that no matter what I said, you would never believe me again."

Shen Che put his hand under the table and said: "I really won't believe anything you say. Until now you are still making excuses. If I have someone else in my heart, you will never have the opportunity to stand here and talk to me Yes. I will not send someone to look for you as soon as the Leyuanguan battle is over, let alone bring you back to the Shen family. You are so smart, how can you not understand the meaning behind it?"

Shen Che stood up abruptly, took Ji Cheng's arm and dragged her out of the door: "I will speak for you if you didn't say it. You are waiting for me because you are sure in your heart that I care too much about you. Look at me bowing to you, right? When you killed me, I bowed my head shamelessly, so you are doing the trick again, right? Between me and you, you never put me in your heart, so you can If you say you go, you leave, if you say you stay, you stay, and you watch me struggle for you from above, don't you feel very happy?"

Ji Cheng's arm was painfully pinched by Shen Che, but she didn't dare to call out the pain. Tears kept falling, blurring her eyes, and she couldn't even speak.

"I wrote you the letter of divorce, so why do you come to me and say these things? So that I won't forget you for the rest of my life, right?" Shen Che asked Ji Cheng sharply, "Don't say anything, you just owe me money." Apology, you are just asking for your own peace of mind. You have never cared about my feelings, if you cared, you should go clean, don't say anything, and never communicate with each other. "

Ji Cheng turned her head in embarrassment, she was just wishful thinking that perhaps Shen Che would feel better knowing that he was the one in her heart, but she never thought that she was the one who made the decision for him selfishly.

Ji Cheng walked down the mountain top-heavy, but she didn't have any strength in her legs, she no longer cared about any elegant and dignified manner, she sat down on the stone ladder, hugged her legs and buried her head in her knees.She has not shed as many tears as in these two days in her entire life, and her eyes are so painful that she is almost going blind, Ji Cheng only wishes that she is really blind.

It is better to be blind, deaf, and dead so that you can no longer feel pain.

Ji Cheng himself didn't know how long he had been sitting on the stone ladder, but for a long time, in the chime garden at the foot of the mountain, there were already dots of lights lit up, and it was the servants in the kitchen who started to get up.

Only then did Ji Cheng stand up, took two steps down, frowned and looked at his empty hands, it took him a while to remember that the Qingxue sword was still in the top courtyard.

That sword was already the only thought left between her and Shen Che, and it was also that sword that accompanied her to guard her mother's grave for three years.Ji Cheng turned around and ran to the top courtyard again, and when he reached the door, he saw Shen Che sitting on the mat behind the low table, the clothes on his body were exactly the same as last night, and he hadn't changed.

When Shen Che saw Ji Cheng reappear, he just glanced at it before lowering his eyelids again.

Ji Cheng thought belatedly, did Shen Che also stay up all night?

"I'll get my sword." Ji Cheng lowered his head and said softly, the sword was resting on Shen Che's lap.

Shen Che raised his eyelids and said: "I have taken back the sword, if you want to break it, you can break it cleanly, there is nothing to do with it."

Ji Cheng didn't listen to what Shen Che said, ran over and grabbed the blade of the sword, she had to get the Qingxue sword back.

Shen Che put his hand on the scabbard lightly, and the Qingxue sword seemed to grow on his leg, Ji Cheng couldn't do anything about it.She frantically tried to pull Shen Che's hand, like a demon, he was indifferent, but her hand was in excruciating pain, with unreasonable anger in her heart, she lowered her head and bit Shen Che's wrist, making her hateful Can't bite off the average.

The blood stained Ji Cheng's teeth, she tasted the sweet smell before she came back to her senses, weakly pressed her face to the back of Shen Che's hand resting on the scabbard, tears had already wiped her entire face Wet: "Why are you so cruel? Why are you so cruel? You don't even leave me with your last thoughts?"

"Up to now, without thinking about it, it's the best for us." Shen Che coldly withdrew the back of his hand.

Ji Cheng's head hit the sword, and it hurt slightly. She lay on Shen Che's knee without moving, "Why did we come to this day?" Ji Cheng seemed to be asking Shen Che Che, as if asking himself.

Wouldn't this be the case if we had a child?Ji Cheng thought in a daze, as soon as this idea came to his mind, Ji Cheng seemed to be insane and even forgot about Qingxue Sword.

Just before Shen Che pushed her away, Ji Cheng quickly sat up, this time he really didn't want any face, and immediately straddled Shen Che's lap, eagerly searching for Shen Che's lips.

Shen Che supported Ji Cheng's shoulders with both hands, and Ji Cheng used all his strength to feed him, hugging his waist so hard that he didn't even dare to open his eyes to see Shen Che's expression.

It's just that Ji Cheng's strength is no match for Shen Che's, Shen Che pushed Ji Cheng off his leg with a little effort, and fell on the mat.

Ji Cheng raised his head from the mat in embarrassment, and saw that Shen Che had stood up, and threw the Qingxue sword in front of Ji Cheng: "Get lost!"

Anyway, Ji Cheng is already going all out, and he doesn't care how embarrassing it is. Once a person breaks through the bottom line, he is simply unscrupulous.She didn't even look at the Qingxue sword, she got up and hugged Shen Che's waist from behind, pressing her face tightly on his back.

Shen Che turned around and wanted to push Ji Cheng away, Ji Cheng took the opportunity to tiptoe to find Shen Che's lips again, as hungry and thirsty as a traveler in the desert who hadn't drank water for three days, she hugged Shen Che vigorously, for fear that he would fall again Push yourself away.

Shen Che lowered his eyes to look at Ji Cheng who was blindly touching with his eyes closed, and wanted to laugh a little inappropriately. Ji Cheng's reckless kissing skills still want to seduce people?His teeth were almost knocked off by her, and his lips were numb from her teeth.

But one-sided enthusiasm can't last long, Shen Che's indifference made Ji Cheng feel like retreating after his rationality gradually returned.

As for Shen Che, after being hurt by Ji Cheng's lip, he remembered the scene he saw in the northern Jin temple, Ling Ziyun and Ji Cheng.

Ji Cheng put down his tiptoe, and just when his lips left Shen Che's skin, he felt his arms wrap around her waist and lift her up, and her lips touched his lips again.

After Shen Che turned passive into active, it was Ji Cheng whose lips were sore and numb.Both of them seem to be eager to draw warmth from each other, there is no tenderness at all, they really use brute force to do it.

Ji Cheng's waist was almost broken by Shen Che's arms, but she didn't want to make a sound to stop her, wishing she could melt into his body.

Only at that time, will I feel at ease in my heart, and have a completely exclusive sense of security that completely owns each other.

Although he was too tired to lift his eyelids, Ji Cheng did not sleep deeply, and there was no warm breath around him, Ji Cheng stretched out his hand to touch, and the place next to Shen Che was icy cold.She sat up abruptly, looked around but did not see Shen Che.

Holding the quilt, Ji Cheng leaned out with difficulty and hooked the scattered clothes beside her, but when she picked it up, she remembered that her clothes seemed to have been torn to pieces by Shen Che, and she couldn't hide her shame at all.

Ji Cheng had no choice but to wrap the quilt around his body, and walked out regardless of the pain all over his body. After taking two or three steps, he walked around the pillars that blocked his view, and Ji Cheng saw Shen Che sitting by the door, looking at the sky I don't know what I'm thinking.

Ji Cheng followed Shen Che's line of sight, and at this moment a bright color had appeared in the sky.There are many magical places in the dark night, which can cover up a lot of alienation, and make two people who are far apart can be dyed in an ambiguous color, but when the sun rises, all the magic power disappears.

Looking at Shen Che's back, Ji Cheng felt flustered from the bottom of his heart, afraid that he was just impulsive last night, that kind of thing was just a kind of pastime for men, and Ji Cheng was afraid that Shen Che was just pitying himself for a while. I was secretly annoyed for a while.

Ji Cheng bit his lip, stretched out his hand and tugged at the corner of the quilt that bound his feet, and walked towards Shen Che, no matter what, there would be no worse result than now.

Probably hearing the commotion, Shen Che turned his head to look at Ji Cheng, who sat down next to Shen Che, looked up at him as well, and said, "Do you want to do it again?"

Shen Che frowned, and turned his face slightly, as if he couldn't believe that the words just came from Ji Cheng's mouth.

Ji Cheng was also shocked by herself. She could say such shameless words. What she originally wanted to say was not this, but at the moment she sat down, what was in her mind was the previous situation, and she had already left. Entering a dead end, but in the end is it a fight at the head of the bed and a fight at the end of the bed?

So if you can't make it once, can you do it twice?Ji Cheng thought.

Because before she could realize that Shen Che was also reluctant to part with her, otherwise she wouldn't have hugged her so tightly, so tight that she almost didn't suffocate.

Maybe it was thinking in his head, so he said it directly, and by the time Ji Cheng realized it, it was already too late.Although she was so red-faced that she wanted to dig into the cracks in the ground, at this moment Ji Cheng did not avoid Shen Che's gaze, but bit the bullet and looked at him.

You see, she is such a person who has no bottom line. Once she goes all out, she is really shocked even herself.

At the beginning, because of her bad background, Ji Cheng set herself up to the standard of a lady, and was even more demanding. If someone told her that such frivolous words would come out of her mouth one day, she would be afraid that she would immediately Laugh three times and beat that person out as a lunatic.

In just a few breaths, Ji Cheng's face was so hot that it could be boiled. Fortunately, Shen Che didn't make her wait too long before he lowered his head and cupped her face, gently biting her lips.

This time it was completely different from the violent storm before, the light kiss turned into a drizzle, and the pink and white peach blossoms in the splendid peach forest fell to the ground.The only way is that the warbler is twittering and singing softly, the water is gurgling, the prophet of spring duck, the cherry is red, and the summer orange is ripe again.

It's just that the peach blossoms are weak, and the spring rain lasted until summer, and finally became pouring. The poor enchanting tree turned into red mud and begged for mercy.

(End of this chapter)