The palace concubine is charming and chaotic: the country is still the same

Chapter 199 Tears Gazing (6)

There was a very obvious sadness in his eyes, his already pale face became even paler, and blood still remained at the corner of his mouth. He stared at her, and continued: "When I led the army to attack the Yan Kingdom, I went to the White Mansion. Recruit Bai Yan, and find Bai Xin to ask about your identity, it is actually Li Yuan's daughter! Things are tricky, your father killed ten members of my family, but you saved my life."

At this point, he laughed softly, with some tears in his eyes, he asked with a smile: "But I was ordered by my mother to take down the heads of Emperor Yan and Li Yuan to commemorate my family. In the spirit of the sky, I couldn't do anything, so I ordered Mu Piaoyu to do it. After the destruction of the Yan Kingdom, I searched for you for three days and three nights in the burned-out Li Mansion. I wanted to find you to repay my kindness. Live the rest of your life."

"In the end, I found you. Only when you are by my side can I feel that I am truly alive and can make up for the regrets and sins of these years. But for you, I feel guilty and blame myself. The person who caused your country to be ruined and your family destroyed is I."

Hearing this, Xia Lanyue's throat choked up, and she sneered, "Your Majesty, your love for me is ultimately more guilt than love..." At this point, she suddenly shook her head: "Perhaps, there has always been only guilt, no love. .”

She took out the bright yellow edict from her bosom, threw it at Su Chen, and said sharply: "Do you think you can make up for your guilt with this edict? I don't care about it, I never cared about it!"

Su Chen didn't catch the edict she threw, and let it hit him and fall to his feet.

Xia Lanyue raised her head slightly, but she still couldn't control the tears rolling down her cheeks, which were crystal clear and bruised.

The whole bedroom gradually fell silent under the bright and dim lights. Xia Lanyue's thoughts drifted away, as if immersed in her own memories, she slowly said: "In my heart, hatred has never been the first priority, and my father died in battle. He died in a suitable place. I only hate that you are unwilling to preserve his whole body. I am just a little girl. I think I can’t bear the responsibility of the hatred of the country and the family. I just want to get justice for my father. But in the prison of the Ministry of Criminal Justice , when the Queen Mother told me about the past, I suddenly felt relieved. Everything you did was justified in my opinion, and your actions were not so unforgivable. But the only thing I can't let go of is It was you who lied to me, I remember in Luoshui Lake you said you wanted to be honest with me, but you didn't tell the truth, it was you who didn't trust me."

"I still remember your guardianship on the night of my dystocia. You said that you would save my mother and child for 20 years. You know how touched I am. I don't want to continue to hate, and I want to have a complete family. But in the end what you gave me was Deceived again and again, you taught me how to trust you?" Xia Lanyue's tired eyes had a hint of mockery: "I didn't realize until today that you never loved me, you only loved me with your heart. Guilty, I'm just a responsibility in your heart, right?"

"You think so?" There was endless weariness in Su Chen's voice.

"If you love me, you will treat me honestly, without a trace of deceit. You are ashamed of me, so you dare not tell the truth, you just want to do your best to make up for me. Even if you know that I treat you You still forgive me for my betrayal. You want to use your forgiveness to make up for me, and you want to owe each other nothing!" She laughed softly, her eyes flashed sharply, she stared at him and said coldly: "Suchen, don't even think about it." !"

After Xia Lanyue finished speaking, she hurriedly rushed out of the bedroom without looking back, leaving Su Chen standing quietly in the bedroom alone, her face as pale as death without any expression, neither happy nor angry, nor sad. No sorrow.

Only after she stepped out of the dormitory, the cold winter wind hit her face, blowing her hair flying and drying the tears on her face.

An Yao, who had been guarding outside all the time, took a few steps forward and asked, "I have heard movement in the palace, is the emperor awake?"

Xia Lanyue calmed down the gaffe at this moment, and ordered: "Go to the imperial doctor Xuan to have a look at the emperor's body."

After hearing this, An Yao was about to go down to pass the order, but Xia Lanyue called out: "Wait! Send the order of the palace to summon General Mu Piaoyu into the palace."

(End of this chapter)