The male god pretends to be deep, 100 misses

Chapter 160 168: Clues (film) [7]

For him, she went back and forth between the United States and Jiangcheng countless times, but they missed each time. I don’t know if it was deliberately arranged by God. She applied every summer vacation. With the school tutors returning to China to do research projects, all over the country. ran over.

She even called Aunt Yao's mother privately to ask about the whereabouts of brother Jun Xiao, and in order not to arouse suspicion, she also asked about brother Jun Lin's whereabouts.Said that time is urgent, if possible, I want to get together in private.

But no matter how careful she was, she couldn't meet Brother Jun Xiao.At that time, it was as if he had disappeared. Even though she knew that he was in a certain city, somewhere, she couldn't find him in the sea of ​​people.

She wondered in disappointment several times, whether even God did not want them to meet each other, even for a few days.

At that time, he stopped playing the piano and turned to attacking business and finance, and she leaned over there every time she had a subject, just so that she could take a look at him in the crowd.At that time, a small glance could satisfy her long-term longing, and she could return to a foreign country with peace of mind.

But they never met.

There was even one time, when she found out from her aunt that brother Jun Xiao was giving a lecture at the university where she was doing research, she put down her phone and ran excitedly, rushing to the scene with the momentum of a 800-meter dash, but the crowd had already faded away. spread.

Just because of the temporary change of the itinerary, he didn't come.

Missed it, missed it again and again.

"It's a pity that I finally lost you."

"Sorry, I tried my best."

"I didn't give up, I just didn't see you, thinking that I wouldn't be able to hurt myself."

For a month, she passed by like this in a daze, thinking that if she didn't see him, her heart wouldn't hurt, and she thought that if she didn't see him, she wouldn't be hurt.

"It's a pity that we can't go back. The sad and crying intensified."

At this time, I thought of Mu Yuchu, Zhou Danruo, Ran Ran and Yu Ya, and many people who passed by in her life. She can stand beside many people, and she can distinguish between love and hate, but why can't she stand? By brother Jun Xiao's side, he couldn't even love and wish for him.

"I have always declined, the affection of others is only for you who is not sure."

Brother Jun Xiao, I don’t know, I don’t know if I still have the courage to persevere, it’s been seven years, with this feeling, this intention, this injury, this pain, I feel like I can’t hold on any longer .

I am not afraid of other people hurting me, but I am afraid of being hurt by you, because they can hurt only my people, but you can break my heart without any effort.
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"I really seem to be begging you not to be separated from me. It's a pity that I finally lost you."

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"Just for an uncertain you."

She bit her pale lips tightly, sniffed her nose, and when she came back to her senses, she found that her face was covered with tears.

"Oh, little girl, why are you crying like this?" The middle-aged boss who came out with a wipe came out, and when he saw Song Manxi who was crying in front of his house, his eyes widened instantly.

Fearing that someone would bully her, she asked kindly.

But when she stepped forward, she realized that she had been staring at the poster, crying silently.

The boss looked away, took the tissue bag on his body, took out one and handed it to her, touched her arm, and after she took it, he asked, "Little girl, are you his fan?"

Song Manxi shook his head in denial.

"Not a fan, what is that? It can't be a couple, right?"

Song Manxi still shook her head and didn't speak, just wiped the tears from her face.

She seldom expresses her emotions in front of outsiders, and this is the first time she cries in front of people she doesn't know.

After a long time, she said something hoarsely.

　Arsenic: Guess what Sissy said, I keep my eyes blocking the light, and I dare not look at things with strong light recently, and I also use the eye protection mode for code words. It looks like I’m a dog, please give me more Let me give you my opinion. I’m exhausted, my eyes are sleepy, I’m going to sleep, I’m not sure about tomorrow’s update, I’m telling you in private, I really don’t know how to persuade my parents, I recently broke my eyes for writing a novel Things, cold war, drunk drunk drunk. . . 【Cry to death】

　　
　
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