Xue God has mines at home

Chapter 618 Tang Zhi will never go to Chen Ange

Nanyi is a princess, and everyone weaves a fairy tale kingdom for her.In her world, all suffering and troubles from the outside world are isolated.

The roller shutter door of the billiard hall did not fall, and there was a closed sign on the wall. When the door was opened, the hall was pitch black, and the furniture was covered with cloth.

With four boxes of milk in her arms, Nan Yi suddenly realized that she might have taken too much.

Standing in the empty hall, dazed and at a loss.

A neon projection outside the window fell on the floor, through this light, Ning Zhixu called her: "Nanyi."

Nanyi has been looking forward to and looking forward to a promising future.But this year, when she really realized it, she realized that while she was growing, she was also losing.

Ning Zhixu held her in his arms, the edge of the milk box made his chest hurt, but he still hugged her tighter: "Nanyi, no one will live according to our wishes. Everyone has their own choice, We can't change anything."

This is the first lesson Nan Yi learned as an adult - choice.

In the evening, she made an overseas call to Tang Zhi.

No one answered, she sent a message directly: [I'm back, I understand. 】

After a while, the other side took the initiative to call back.

It is still early morning in the United States, the yard is covered with snow, and everything is silent.

Tang Zhi opened the window to ventilate the air. She was wearing a beige knit jacket, her brows and eyes were calm, and she sat there quietly like a painting.

With the mobile phone attached to her left ear, it took her a long time to speak, her voice trembling slightly: "Nan Yi, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you in advance, so I just left without saying a word. I'm really sorry."

Tang Zhi is very strange.

Like to apologize at every turn.

Nan Yi sat in front of the piano, raised her hand and pressed the keys of the piano. When the dull music came, she felt uncomfortable: "Little Tangzhi, how are your ears?"

"After recovering, you should be able to hear the voice soon."

Looking at the unpopular hall, Nan Yi felt for the first time that this dilapidated billiard hall was big and empty: "Then will you come back?"

The green radishes on the coffee table are so lush that the flowerpots below cannot be seen.

Tang Zhi said: "I'll stay here to learn music after I'm cured. I won't go back for a while."

"How long is it for now?"

This time, it took a long time before she replied, "Three or five years."

Three to five years.

At that time, Nanyi had already graduated from university.Will enter the society, take part in work, and leave school completely.

A gap is like a whole youth.

Nan Yi was a little sad, and suddenly didn't want to grow up so much.

Her eyes were sour, and sadness swept over her: "You are all gone."

The six people were lying on the roof looking at the stars as if it was yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, they were scattered all over the world.

After growing up, how come life is still so difficult.

"Nan Yi, I have been weak since I was a child, and I was not good at dealing with others. You are my best friend." Tang Zhi sat on the bed with her chin resting on her knees, curled up in a small ball alone, equally sad and helpless : "I won't forget you. I'll go back and find you."

Now that the transportation is so convenient, Nan Yi can go abroad anytime she wants, but she just feels that they are far away from each other.

Nan Yi didn't want to cry, but she couldn't hold back: "Little Tangzhi, you have to take good care of yourself."

Hearing the crying, Tang Zhi felt a pain in her heart.

The two talked on the phone for a long time, and when they hung up, the phone was a little hot.

They chatted a lot about their recent life and even mentioned Han Li, but no one mentioned Chen Ange.

Tang Zhi didn't know whether Chen Ange changed the number or not.

She can recite his mobile phone number backwards.

But she never hit one.

The day Tang Zhi returned to Tang's house, she was greeted by her mother's hysterical crying.

Knowing that her daughter, who had been raised for 18 years, was deaf in her right ear, she collapsed and despaired to the point of fainting.

"Tang Zhi! This is the life you wanted in exchange for leaving home! Look at what you get from that kind of person? You are killing me."

She has seen her mother's gentleness, but also her mother's strength. This is the first time she has seen her out of control.

The mood was even more desperate than when she said she would break up with the Tang family.

Tang Zhi carries all the painstaking efforts of the Tang family.

Her music career should have been smooth and smooth, but deafness is like the end of the day for Tang Mu.It was as if a pillar had suddenly snapped.

Tang Zhi should cry.

He should throw himself into her arms to admit his mistake and beg her to forgive.

Or, she should just keep thinking about Chen Ange, and if she doesn't find him, she won't be able to live.

But none.

She stood quietly at the door with the flowerpot in her arms, unable to shed tears.

The mother knelt on the ground crying and almost vomited, and the father looked at her disappointed.

She said: "Mom and Dad, send me to get medical treatment. I want to continue to study music."

"And then! And continue to be with that kind of person?"

Mother Tang clenched her teeth. When she thought of Chen Ange, she almost wanted to let him die.Don't come to harm her daughter again.

Tang Zhi could only hear the sound in one ear, and her mother's roar was only slightly higher than normal volume to her.

She is calm, indifferent.

There were red marks on her tender little hands from the pressure of the flower pot. She wanted to cry in pain, but couldn't cry.

What happened afterwards?

Oh, she heard herself say.

"I'll never go to him."

Speak every word and speak firmly.

This sentence made Tang's mother believe that she is a good child who knows how to return.After all, after suffering such a crime, Chen Ange really had nothing to miss.

Three days later, the Tang family arranged everything and prepared to send her abroad for medical treatment.

The day before her departure, Mother Tang brought her a glass of milk as usual.

"Zhizhi, drink milk, sleep well after drinking."

This has always been the habit of the Tang family.Drinking a glass of milk before going to bed can help sleep.

Tang Zhi had never refused before, nor did she hate milk.

But now, she would say: "Mom, put it down, I'll drink it later."

Then go to drain.

Mother Tang hesitated for a moment, but let it go.

Tang Zhi was arranging things. Mother Tang stood beside her, smoothed her hair, and said in a warm voice, "Zhi Zhi, my father and I will go to the United States with you tomorrow, and Qu Boyang will also follow. He still treats you very well." OK, you guys."

The meaning of the unspoken words is obvious.

Tang Zhi raised her head, and there was still a clean smile in her eyes: "Got it, Mom."

She didn't even have a trace of resistance.

Tang's mother wanted to say something more, but seeing her attitude that she could do anything, she gave up.

"After drinking the milk, just leave the cup alone. Don't stay up late, go to bed early."

She tried to find some sign of decadence in Tang Zhi, but there was none.These days, she goes to bed on time and gets up on time, and her life and rest are the same as before.

Well-behaved and obedient, she still looks like a lady from a famous family.

But there seems to be something different.

Putting her finger on the doorknob, Tang's mother thought about it, but she still couldn't help asking: "You guys, you were just with him, didn't you do anything?"

She had wanted to ask this question for several days.

Tang Zhi's love was so crazy that Tang's mother was ready to hear the truth.

But she said, "No."

Whether she tells a lie or not, a mother can tell at a glance.The strength of her fingers relaxed a little, and with a soft hum, she closed the door when she left.

Tang Zhi stared at the closed door for a few seconds, then turned to look at the milk on the table.

She doesn't like drinking milk now.

I don't like it at all.

This night, she didn't go to bed early, she turned on the computer, and the movie "Roman Holiday" played on a loop until morning.

The extremely familiar lines played back in my ears over and over again.

Dawn breaks, and the sun shines.

Tang Zhi turned off the computer, put the doll on the bedside, and put the movie in a drawer.

In the end, he left with only a pot of green radishes in his arms.

She buried the note in the flowerpot.

Chen Ange, I will never look for you.

But you have to live well in a place I don't know.

(End of this chapter)