No matter how spoiled you are, I am willing to pamper you

Chapter 195 The Inversion of Life and Death
"Fatty Wang, I have always believed in you, but can you tell me where the jet lag of the middle day went? It happened on January 1, why did you call Anma and the others to hide it from me? Woolen cloth?"

Fatty Wang was hesitant to talk, and glanced at her stomach, "I will... explain to you about what happened this day..."

Gu Qianxi took a deep look at him. For the first time, Fatty Wang didn't dare to meet her gaze. Gu Qianxi reached out and took out the B-ultrasound sheet that she had folded in her pocket.It is full of sheets from February to now when the baby is more than seven months old. Five or six of them are four-dimensional color Doppler ultrasound, and the baby's movements can be vaguely seen.In the most recent picture, Gu Qianxi could see the baby's little fist.Looking at this picture, Gu Qianxi's heart ached quite a bit.Such a lovely child, why would Su Chengmo be so cruel to let her go?

Putting her hand on this image, as if she could shake hands with a baby through this image, Gu Qianxi was in a trance for a moment. "Do you know about labor induction? Do you know what labor induction is?"

"It's to find the child's head on your stomach, and then inject it with one injection. From here..." Gu Qianxi touched her stomach, her hands trembling, "From here, it penetrates your stomach and stabs him. body or in the amniotic fluid, causing the fetal membranes to corrode, resulting in aseptic necrosis, causing him to die from lack of oxygen in the stomach!"

"And within 24 hours, wait for the bleeding, wait for the heart-piercing contractions, and then give birth to the stillbirth!" Gu Qianxi looked at the shocked expression on Fatty Wang's face, and smiled with a teary look, as if seeing the once That room with pale walls, "this is supposed to be the place where birth is supposed to be, the place where life begins, but because of this, life and death are reversed. What you give birth with all your strength is the fruitless despair, you know What was that like?"

"It's the heart-piercing pain when bleeding, and you can't even cry out, because you have to save your strength to give birth to him, to give birth to a person you have desperately hoped to see, and have thought about giving all the beauty and painstaking effort to him. To see a child like him, just take it out of your body alive! Just thinking about him dying in the womb, and being sentenced to death before life even started, tell me how cruel it is! Is it hopeless?"

As Gu Qianxi said, there were tears in her eyes, but she tried her best not to let them fall.In the dim light of the car, there is a kind of heartbreaking beauty.Gu Qianxi chuckled, the smile was very light, and the arc of the corners of her lips was obviously a smile, but it made people feel distressed.

"And this kind of despair, I have experienced it! I tried every means to protect the child, but in the end, it was deprived of it, and it was induced labor! This feeling, I don't want to have it again, so..." Gu Qianxi decided Looking at him firmly, "This kid, I will try my best not to let you kill him!"

Chu Haoyan sighed in the car, Gu Qianxi's shoulders were held by him, his face was full of tenderness, and his eyes were full of distress when he looked at her.Gu Qianxi looked away, after what happened to her mother, she didn't want other people's pity.

Fatty Wang's eyes widened in astonishment, and he murmured, "That's not right... Sister, isn't your child here? No one induced labor for you... How did you experience this..."

"I said, it's my first child!"

Fatty Wang was even more surprised, his jaw almost dropped. "Boss... your second child?"

Gu Qianxi took a deep breath, and the scenes from that year resurfaced before her eyes.I always thought that time can forget many things, but some things are still clearly in front of you when you look back again, and they are still so unforgettable. "Three years ago, my father was arrested. When I went to ask Su Chengmo to ask him to help, I saw him and Rong Yan'er in the room...Happy. I couldn't control it for a while, so I stepped forward and slapped Rong Yan'er." , Su Chengmo grabbed me and went to the next room..."

"After that, the police called by Rong Yan'er put me in the detention center overnight, so I was sentenced to three years for intentional wounding. Two months after I was in prison, I found out that I was pregnant with a child. The child was five months old. When I was trapped in the bathroom by my inmates, I wanted to protect the child and ask for help, but there was no one. Then the child was induced, and for a long time, I felt my stomach, subconsciously thinking that the child was still inside."

Gu Qianxi didn't expect that so many hysterical pains could be said by herself in such a few short words.But when she experienced it, it seemed as if several centuries had passed.

"Didn't you tell the boss? Why did the boss ignore you? And, why didn't we see anything when we retrieved the prison video!" Fatty Wang was beyond horrified.

Gu Qianxi smiled coldly, her emotions agitated uncontrollably, "Do you think I didn't tell? He was the one who watched me kneel in front of him, holding Rong Yan'er indifferently! He was the one who kept me praying again and again When the prison administrator asked them to inform Su Chengmo to come see me, Su Chengmo flatly refused! He was the one who didn't even answer me when I was in prison when I could talk on the phone!"

"I also want to know why he ignored me, I also want to know which side of him is real, and I also want to know why I was forced to this point just by slapping Rong Yan'er!" Gu Qian Xi grabbed Fatty Wang's shoulders, and all his emotions seemed to be vented into strength, "I want to know this too, you come and tell me... okay?"

"Qianxi, don't get excited, you are not good for the child."

Gu Qianxi was held in Chu Haoyan's arms, and she broke free from his embrace.These words, she said for the first time, vented all the resentment, doubts, anger, remorse, and obsession over the years.The reason why she didn't say it before was because she still kept what her father taught in her bones, that a person can be poor for things outside of him, but he can't be poor with pride!
The feelings she wants are very pure, that is, wholeheartedly, instead of using other people's sympathy, guilt, and distress to get them.Several times when Su Chengmo pushed her into a desperate situation, she wanted to yell out the truth.But she was afraid, afraid that after the incident in Lijiang, the beauty she was willing to believe in again would be broken again!She was afraid of the name that was entrenched in his heart, and she was most afraid that even if she yelled about it, Su Chengmo would be partial to Rong Yan'er!

She had thought a lot childishly in the prison. She imagined that on the first day after she was released from prison, she would run to Su Chengmo and slap him, and then cry out these words.She even imagined what she would do to deprive Su Chengmo of the halo and let him experience the pain he had suffered back then.She even thought about breaking in at Su Chengmo's and Rong Yan'er's wedding.Not to snatch a marriage, but to expose his ruthless face.

She had imagined thousands of scenes, but she hadn't imagined them. It wasn't Su Chengmo who made her say these words, but Fatty Wang!
The experience of this period of time made her cautious and cautious.It seems that she can't even trust the people around her now. If she doesn't vent it out, she is really afraid that she will become a schizophrenic patient.

Gu Qianxi looked out the window, holding back tears.The other two men in the car were silent in unison.

The car gradually drove out of Tieling Town, and after two or three hours' drive, it arrived at a small town nearby.Chu Haoyan glanced at the tired Gu Qianxi, and suggested, "Let's take a rest here first. You are pregnant with a child now, so you can't be exhausted for a long time, and it's not good for the child."

Gu Qianxi glanced around, frowned and said worriedly, "This place doesn't seem to be far from Tieling Town, will Su Chengmo find it easily?"

"No, we took the small road all the way, and didn't we change the car when we left Tieling Town? He probably didn't find it so quickly. You didn't sleep all night last night. Take a good rest and wait until it gets dark. Hurry up."

Gu Qianxi was still a little worried and always felt flustered, Fatty Wang said at this time, "Take a break."

He hadn't spoken for three hours, but when he spoke, Gu Qianxi was slightly startled by the sound.She didn't dare to look at him for the past three hours because she was afraid of seeing the pity in his eyes that Gu Qianxi didn't want to see.Now when I turned around, I saw that his eyes were bloodshot and his face was pale.

Gu Qianxi didn't say anything, and nodded in agreement.Chu Haoyan was arranged in an unremarkable roadside hotel nearby. The room was very simple, but the advantage was that the location was remote.In order to confuse others, Chu Haoyan also asked the driver to drive the car to a nearby hotel that was a little far away.

After the room was opened, Gu Qianxi's room was in the middle, and Fatty Wang and Chu Haoyan were next to her.

Before Gu Qianxi went in, Fatty Wang stood behind her, with his hands on the door, curled up in a posture of forbearance. "Sister, I have something to say, and I'll come out after I finish."

After Fatty Wang finished speaking, he walked straight into Gu Qianxi's room first.Chu Haoyan looked at her at the door without speaking, and wanted to reach out to touch Gu Qianxi's head, but Gu Qianxi subconsciously shrank back, Chu Haoyan's hand froze in mid-air, and a look of injury flashed in his eyes. "Qianxi, I'm very happy. You can still think of me when you are in danger. Before Chengmo found me, he said you belonged to him, and showed me the photo you took with him before. I thought you were He will be very happy to be around, and Chengmo's ability is indeed more suitable to help you than me, so I wish you well, and I didn't come to disturb you."

"I just found out today that you are actually not happy. I want to continue to protect you, is that okay?" Chu Haoyan said affectionately, wanting to take a step closer.

Gu Qianxi didn't move, but looked at him with guilt, "Haoyan, it was just a transaction between us in the beginning. You were punished and confined in the middle, I'm sorry, and I didn't expect it to become like that. This time you You can still come to save me, this kindness, I, Gu Qianxi, will never forget it in my life."

(End of this chapter)