Eighty's little daughter-in-law counterattacks life

Chapter 15. Help
15. Help
"Grandma, it's fine. I'm a high school student now. There are very few high school students in the county. I go to the commune to be a teacher, which is more than enough. I will take you with me, and I can walk out of this mountain now. I don't need to go to high school for two years and college for three years. In five years, I have to miss a lot of things, so the gain outweighs the loss. I not only want me to live well, but also you and my aunt."

"No, you have to go to school and continue to study. You have worked so hard to go to school all these years, isn't it just for the goal of going to college? This is your wish in this life and your grandfather's wish. You can't just because of me. Just give up the wish of these years."

"Grandma, a person's wish will change. Now my wish has changed. I just want to be with you and live a good life. This wish is more realistic and reasonable than before. You think, if I go to college, we The two of you have to live another five years of hard life. If I work now, I can immediately improve our living conditions. I will take you out of here immediately. I can continue to study while working and earning money. I can go to college at any time, etc. I have saved enough money to go to college, and I will take the exam again, even if I go to college, I will take you with me and will not be separated from you."

"Xiaoling, I haven't seen you for a few days. You seem to have changed your mind. Where did you hear what you said? How is this possible? Did I scare you today, so you suddenly changed Got an idea? I don't want to drag you down, if so, I'd rather die."

"Grandma, don't say such things, what is dragging is not dragging, if you talk about dragging, I have dragged you and grandpa all these years, you believe me, I can support you now, I can find a job now, you If you don’t believe me, I’ll look for a job first, and when I find a job, you just believe me and follow me, if I can’t find a job, I’ll continue to study.”

Doctor Niu said: "Xiaoling, you'd better continue to go to school, but the situation in your family is really difficult. It's not easy to go to school for another five years. If you want to teach in the commune, I think it's okay. Those in the commune Elementary school teacher, there are not many who have graduated from junior high school. You, a high school student, are much better than them. I know the people at the commune well, so I can ask for you."

"Really? Doctor Niu, if that's the case, that would be a great thing. Then please ask Doctor Niu for me."

Chen Yifan put down the bowl, Zhao Xiaoling handed him a pancake, he shook his head, "I'm done eating, come out with me, I have something to tell you."

Zhao Xiaoling put down the bowl and followed Chen Yifan to the yard.

During the half day of getting along, Zhao Xiaoling felt that this person had extraordinary abilities and unfathomable thoughts, but one thing was certain, he was a kind person with a cold face and a warm heart. He helped her a lot this day, and she was very grateful to him.

She didn't know what he was going to say to her by calling her out alone.

"What is your greatest wish? Go to college?" He said suddenly.

"My... my biggest wish before was to go to college, but now, I just want to be with my grandma and try to make her and I have a good life."

"If it's because of money that you change your original intention, then I can help you. How much is it enough for you to continue studying without any worries?"

Zhao Xiaoling raised her head in surprise, and met his piercing eyes. She felt the pressure from those gazes, so she couldn't help avoiding his gaze, and lowered her head.

"Don't worry, I don't have any purpose, I just want to help you. Your situation is too difficult. I just do what I can."

"I know, I also believe in your sincerity and purity, thank you."

Zhao Xiaoling had mixed feelings in her heart.

He and her just met once, so he can help her like this.

Although it was impossible for her to accept his help rashly, she still thanked him for his kindness.

"But I cannot accept your help."

"Why? Isn't your greatest wish to go to college? I can help you fulfill your wish. Don't give up your dreams because of money. Money, you still have the opportunity to earn it in the future, but there are not many opportunities to go to college. If you miss it, you will lose your dream." missed."

"No, there will be opportunities to go to college in the future. Even not going to college is not such a serious shortcoming in my life. Losing my loved ones is a vacancy that I can no longer make up for in my life. So now, not only It's just a lack of money, I don't know if you understand me when I say that."

Zhao Xiaoling herself felt that she couldn't explain clearly what Zhao Xiaoling said. If she hadn't experienced the pain of losing a loved one in her previous life, she would never have made such a choice.

Unexpectedly, Chen Yifan said, "I know, I understand."

"Thank you!" Zhao Xiaoling didn't know what else to say besides this sentence.

"So you decided to get a job and get out of here with grandma?"

"Yes, I want to leave here. As you can see, the environment here and the people here make me feel very depressed. There are many things to do in this life, and time and energy should not be wasted on these meaningless things. In terms of bad people and bad things, if you want to have a good way of life, you have to leave here first, and get rid of these unclear entanglements."

"You can't waste your energy and time on meaningless rotten people and rotten things. This is a good saying, and I can't agree more."

This is a girl with a clear mind, and she is really out of tune with the people here.

She shouldn't spend time running on the road of more than 100 kilometers every week, and she shouldn't live a miserable life just to survive.

"Are you going to become a teacher in the commune? Being a teacher can support you and grandma?"

Zhao Xiaoling smiled helplessly, "This is just a plan of mine. It stands to reason that most primary school teachers are now junior high school students. It should be no problem for me to be a primary school teacher as a high school student, but there is no absolute thing. Maybe they just don't want to Me! Many times, it’s about background and relationships, but it’s okay. I’m mentally prepared. If I can’t be a teacher, I’ll do something else. Isn’t the policy relaxed now? I can start a small business. Support me No problem with grandma."

Zhao Xiaoling thought it over, no matter what, she will not continue to go to school, she will take her grandma out of Zhaojiagou, she will rely on her own ability to support her and grandma, and let grandma live a life she never dared to dream of in her life .

Seeing that Zhao Xiaoling had already made up her mind, Chen Yifan said, "I'll find a way to help you. Are you willing to work in the county?"

"Of course, the conditions in the county are better, the salary is higher, and I can also do a little business after work. But I know that it is difficult to find a job in the county."

"You doubt my ability?"

"No, no, no...I mean, you don't seem to be from Nan County, and you don't work here...How do you know people here? "

(End of this chapter)