The exclusive rich family's shock marriage

Chapter 343 Who do you love more? (3)
Ye Fusang raised his eyes to look at him, and what he said was true, she had never been able to hide her thoughts from Shao Yiwei, looking at his face, the face was both familiar and strange, hardly changed, but in her eyes it was more strange, once He even remembered the days of her menstruation, and helped her prepare the necessities. What happened?
She suddenly smiled and said maliciously, "My ex-boyfriend got married today, and I just came back from the wedding."

Shao Yiwei's complexion changed, and he nodded after a while: "I know, because I was also at the wedding scene, but it's a pity you haven't seen me all this time."

Ye Fusang let out a "huh" but was a little surprised.

Shao Yiwei smiled at her and explained: "My surname is Shao, and my father and the bride's father are distant relatives. The bride and I don't know each other, but our parents know each other. I can be regarded as a substitute for my parents to attend the wedding banquet."

This made Ye Fusang suddenly feel that there is blood everywhere in life, and there are so many people with the surname Shao, but he never thought that Shao Yiwei and Shao Jia are relatives.

She nodded: "So it is."

Shao Yiwei reached out to hold her hand: "Fusang, you still love me, don't you?"

Ye Fusang still lowered her head, but did not withdraw her hand, and only said after a while: "I have had several boyfriends in such a long time." She looked up at Shao Yiwei and said, "I don't know if I still love him or not." You, because when I look at you now, it is not much different from looking at others. Of course, I think it is still different, because I loved you like that before, it is still different. I will feel a little regretful, always thinking, even if If you contact me once a month, we may be able to survive until now."

Shao Yiwei squeezed her hand tightly: "You never asked me why. Fusang, you never asked me why I lost contact!"

Ye Fusang thought for a while, then smiled at him, and said: "At the beginning I was looking for the reason, but I couldn't find it. I tried my best and asked everyone I could, but no one knew why. , everyone is saying what happened to Shao Yiwei? Why didn’t you contact me suddenly? I’m also asking myself, is there something wrong with it, is it because you found a girl who is much better than me? But no one told Why do I..." She shook her head and said softly, "I don't think I love you anymore. Not many feelings can be maintained for three or four years without knowing it. I tried everything I could to know the reason, now It's not important to me anymore, and I don't want to know."

"Fusang," he said, "it's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't love me now, because you don't love me, and you haven't fallen in love with anyone else, so," he said with a smile, "it's really okay, I can make you love again Get on me."

Ye Fusang slowly withdrew his hand: "Shao Yiwei, I have a child and a boyfriend now, I hope you know what you are talking about when you speak."

Shao Yiwei grabbed her retracting hand, "I know!"

He looked into her eyes and said: "You are not happy at all, you are making things up because of your child. You are not married at all, you are not married because you do not love him. So Ye Fusang, you will love me! You will love me Me!" He held her hand firmly, and gently pulled her back, "Fusang, I miss you all the time, I dream of you every night. I love you, I have always loved you, if it wasn't for you, I must not survive until now!"

Ye Fusang paused, "What?"

He lowered his head, and slowly put his face in her palm, tears trickled down on her hand, choked with sobs: "Fusang, your life is not good, and mine is not good..." He lowered his voice and sobbed: "We're not having a good time..."

Ye Fusang felt the wetness and temperature of her palm, but her brows and eyes were full of bitter tenderness when she didn't know it, "Yiwei..."

Shao Yiwei didn't look up, just held his hand tightly, and said softly: "Because of my father, I used to be with them in college, and I told them that we would get married when we graduated, and I want to marry you together." Take it back. My mother likes children, I said we can have a bunch of children..." He slowly raised his head, his eyes filled with tears, "My mother also said that you are studying art, and you can further study in the future, we can agree on anything Now, I started asking around which art school is better, which country is better..."

Ye Fusang watched, and suddenly asked: "And then?"

This man who has always been in tears, this man who never showed any fragility in front of her, in front of Ye Fusang, tears welled up in his eyes, he said: "I once walked out of the library with my friends. On the way back, I was kidnapped. My friend... because he was useless, he was killed by those people during the resistance. And I was held hostage because of my father's identity. To achieve the purpose of blackmailing my father..."

Ye Fusang continued to ask: "And then?"

"Then," Shao Yiwei said, "after weighing the overall situation, my father refused to threaten. Even if the threat was worthless, they kept torturing me to revenge my father. I lived in fear for three months, surrounded by The stench and the smell of carrion, I was accompanied by darkness and hunger, I didn't even feel pain for a while, I thought I was going to die... But they accidentally let me go, maybe I have been very cooperative and worked hard They were very friendly, so they let me go." With tears in his eyes, he looked at Ye Fusang and said, "I have undergone various major and minor operations for half a year and psychological treatment for three years. When I close my eyes, I will have nightmares. I would wake up in a nightmare."

Ye Fusang's tears rolled in her eyes, she stared at Shao Yiwei's eyes and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Shao Yiwei shook his head and smiled at her: "It doesn't hurt, everything will be fine after seeing you. I don't want to tell you this, I don't want you to know what I have experienced, I don't want to mention it to anyone, because it will make you I relived the fear. My mother stayed by my side, because I committed suicide once, and I always had nightmares. I couldn’t bear the psychological pressure. If I commit suicide again, she tells me that my beloved girl is still waiting for me to pick her up..."

Big tears fell from the sockets of his eyes, Ye Fusang looked at him and cried, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I don't know..."

Shao Yiwei reached out to wipe the teardrops on her face, "Don't cry, I will feel guilty when you cry. I am the one who should say sorry, I made you sad, I made you worry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Fusang, it's all me not good."

Ye Fusang shook his head, tears streaming down his cheeks, crying out of breath: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

The collar and cuffs of his shirt were buttoned meticulously. Ye Fusang only saw the uncovered scar on his cuff after a close distance. She reached out and touched it: "Does it still hurt here?"

Shao Yiwei subconsciously pulled down his sleeves and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt."

(End of this chapter)