deep in love

Chapter 281 Extra Story: Murong Hua's Monologue (from skw)

My name is Murong Hua. I don't realize how nice my name is, but I like her calling me Hua. It's a simple word with a soft sound. I can pour everything into this word, even if it's my own. life.And this time, I did it too.

Beja, please forgive me for making such a rescue move, not because I don’t believe you, but because the whip is hitting my heart, how can I have the heart to let you hurt for me?Even I am reluctant to hurt you, if my death can stop all this, then it is worth it.

Ever since I was a child, you have been the only woman I love, not because of your gorgeous looks, nor because of your proud background, but only because of that year, when you passed by with a passing glance, there was a distant distance in your cold eyes, lonely and helpless , as if you are the only one left in the world.But like a child, longing for a kind of warmth that you can't even describe!

It took me two years to walk into you and integrate into your life, no matter how difficult the journey is, at least you have me in your eyes in the end, don't you?No matter how long the time is and how far the journey is, if the object is you, I am willing.

When I never appear in your world again, no one will understand, I am in more pain than anyone else, but I will die for you, and I will die without regret.What I have always wanted to protect is your smile. Now, all I can do is to bury your most precious smile in my heart forever.

Please remember to be happy, because your life is the continuation of my life, and you should live better with my share.

Please remember not to miss me. If I were the regret in your life, I would definitely not go away with peace of mind. I want to be the person who smiles when you think of it, not heartache.

Please remember to learn to love yourself, don't use a smile to disguise your unhappiness, don't you really want to be an ordinary person?Ordinary people also have troubles, but what makes them different from us is that they live a real life.So please allow me to be selfish, call Beja dear, and feel every moment of life, whether happy or crying?
Please remember not to embarrass yourself, no matter who you love in the end?As long as you can be happy, I will bless you in heaven.

In fact, I really want to see you again, but I can't, I can only watch you fall into Lei Lie's arms in the end, I thank him for stopping you, I really don't want the blood on your hands to be for me.

The Buddha said: Looking back five hundred times in the previous life is enough to pass by in this life. So, how many times did I look back in my previous life to get acquainted with you? I am grateful for everything, let me be in Existed in your life.

If there is an afterlife, you can say 'Hua' and look back, I am still behind you, silently guarding your life...

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This is a very beautiful episode! ~ I like it so much! ~Thank you skw.(Su Kewei)
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