Glory all the way

Chapter 292 Confused
When Du Xuan sobered up, he was already in the inner room of Yixin Garden, and he had changed into a clean undershirt.

Looking at Bai Yingluo who was quietly sitting in front of the window doing needlework, Du Xuan's heart suddenly became a little nervous.

Ever since she was pregnant with Brother Yan, Bai Yingluo's embroidery work has been handed over to Liu Su and Liu Ying. Even if she usually takes it to embroider a few times, it is mostly just to pass the time when she is bored.

Especially after confinement, although Bai Yingluo often embroidered things by hand during the day, she would never do these things at night. According to her own words, she must have a pair of good eyes and a good body. After the children have grown up, they and Du Xuan have seen all the mountains and rivers of the Song Dynasty.

Only a few times when she was in a bad mood and didn't want to lose her temper, Bai Yingluo would do some trivial things to soothe her mood.

At this moment, the room was extremely quiet, and the faint smell of incense from the copper stove in the corner was refreshing, but Du Xuan felt a little uneasy in his heart.

Not daring to move his body, looking at the bed curtain above his head, Du Xuan couldn't help recalling what happened since he returned to the mansion at night, and the more he thought about it, the more flustered he felt.

Although I drank a lot of wine today, I never got drunk to the point of unconsciousness.On the return carriage, sitting staggeringly in the carriage, he couldn't help but feel a little dizzy, but his consciousness was still there, so although what happened just now was a bit vague, it was not impossible to have no memory at all.

Blaming himself in his heart, Du Xuan got up slowly, walked to Bai Yingluo's bare feet, took the needle and thread from her hand and put it down, carefully looked into her eyes and said: "Mother Luo, I know I was wrong, don't be angry OK, okay?"

"What did you do wrong?"

Looking at Du Xuan with a surprised face, Bai Yingluo seemed a little startled.

When Du Xuan was taken aback, Bai Yingluo got up from his arms.

Walking to the brocade table and brewing a bowl of strong tea, Bai Yingluo handed it to Du Xuan and said, "Do you have a headache? Have a cup of tea..."

Gentle and considerate as before.

Du Xuan carefully looked at her eyebrows, but couldn't see anything. Even so, Du Xuan still felt that there was something wrong with Bai Yingluo tonight.

"I'll go and see Brother Yan, you drink tea and go to bed early, you have to get up early tomorrow."

After speaking softly, Bai Yingluo got up and left the inner room.

Drinking tea, in a daze, waiting for a quarter of an hour, Bai Yingluo still hadn't come back, Du Xuan became more and more certain in his heart that she was angry with him.

But looking back, he was drunk, he was taken to Luoyanju in a daze, and he didn't do anything?

The more he thought about it, the more inexplicable he felt, Du Xuan shook his head helplessly, got up and went to the East Wing.

Seeing Du Xuan coming in, the nurse and maid retreated to the outer room in fear, Du Xuan stepped into the screen, and saw Bai Yingluo and her clothes lying on the soft couch, tightly clinging to Brother Yan.

Breathing evenly with her eyes closed, Bai Yingluo seemed to have fallen asleep.

"Mother Luo..."

Calling softly, seeing Bai Yingluo opened her eyes, Du Xuan said: "Go back to the house and go to sleep, Brother Yan has a nurse to take care of her."

Looking back, her son, who was still awake, had indeed fallen asleep. Bai Yingluo leaned close to his face and kissed him, got up and pushed Du Xuan out of the East Wing.

After taking a shower and freshening up, and drinking a few sips of tea, Bai Yingluo slipped into bed.

After a while, Bai Yingluo fell asleep.

In the darkness, listening to her shallow breathing, the feeling of unsteadiness in Du Xuan's heart became more and more obvious.

The next day, when Du Xuan got up, there was nothing around him.

"My lord, you should sleep for a while, Madam ordered you to get up at [-] o'clock."

Lifting the bed curtain, served Du Xuan a few sips of warm water, Chen Xiang said.

"Where's Madame?"

Du Xuan took a sip of the tea ceremony.

Chen Xiang replied with a smile, "Have you forgotten? According to the rules set by Madam, the stewards from various places gather in Shu Yuxuan every three days to answer the conversation, so Madam got up early in the morning and went to Shu Yuxuan."

Looking back, it seems that this is indeed the case.

Du Xuan nodded, handed the tea bowl to Chen Xiang, and lay down again, but he felt a little empty in his heart, and when he closed his eyes, he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

After a while, Chen Xiang came in to wake up Du Xuan, helped him wash and wash up and had breakfast.

Bai Yingluo didn't come back until she went out.

Going to the East Wing, he looked at Brother Yan who was quietly licking his fingers, kissed him on the cheek, and Du Xuan went straight out the door.

For several days, Chen Xiang and the others felt that the atmosphere between his wife and the young master was a little weird.

Although they still talked and teased Brother Yan as usual, but they just felt that something was wrong, for this reason, Chen Xiang and Liu Su Liu Ying kept muttering inwardly.

Finally, when it came to his day of rest, Du Xuan politely declined the invitation, and returned to Zhuangyuan's mansion early the night before.

"Luo Niang, let's take Brother Yan back to the Hou Mansion to see the old man and the old lady tomorrow."

Taking Brother Yan from Bai Yingluo's arms, while making funny faces at him, Du Xuan turned around and asked Bai Yingluo.

"Okay."

Smiling softly, Bai Yingluo raised her voice to call for Liusu to come in, and asked her to prepare some small clothes for Sister Ru, and ordered the small kitchen to make some soft and digestible snacks, planning to eat them the next day. And take it back to Houfu.

In Qing'an Hall, Mrs. Bai and Mrs. Bai were very happy when they learned that Du Xuan and Bai Yingluo had returned.

After talking together for a while, Du Xuan followed Old Master Bai to the study on the pretext of asking for advice.

Brother Yan fell asleep and was taken down by the wet nurse. The old lady Bai looked at Bai Yingluo with some resentment and said, "Are you having trouble with my uncle?"

Surprised, Bai Yingluo blurted out, "How do you know?"

After all, he was rather annoyed, with self-blame on his face.

Bai Yingluo didn't want her grandmother to worry about her. She thought she was doing a good job on the surface, but she was not successful, and her grandmother still saw it.

With a doting smile, the old lady Bai said with a smile: "Look at you making out, but you don't even look at him, what else do I not understand?"

After saying that, the old lady Bai couldn't help straightening her face, "Tell me, what's wrong?"

As if she didn't know what to say, Bai Yingluo's face was a little embarrassed, and she hesitated before telling the old lady what happened that night.

"He was drunk, but he didn't let his temper do anything to apologize to you. Besides, he just took a few extra glances. If this is also wrong, he might as well gouge out his eyes."

The old lady Bai shook her head helplessly, feeling that Bai Yingluo was making a fuss out of a molehill.

"It's because he's drunk that I feel more embarrassed by him."

Speaking angrily, Bai Yingluo turned her head away and said in a low voice: "He used to always tell me that no matter what time he would control himself, even if he was drunk, he would not let himself lose his composure in front of others. Even at home, if it’s outside, wouldn’t it be more opportunity for others to see him like that? Of course I believe in him, but if he can’t even count what he said, then I’ll pay more attention to it in the future How do you trust him?"

Bai Yingluo wasn't angry at what she saw that night. What she was angry about was that Du Xuan gradually forgot his original intention after several days of socializing, and began to learn to put on airs like those at the wine table, contaminating them. Bad habits.

Xili's envoy came to Beijing at the end of July, and it was then that Du Xuan began to be busy socializing. Even if he was drunk every night, Du Xuan still clearly knew what he was doing, but these days, Du Xuan gradually He became somewhat indulgent, and this indulgence did not come from others, but from himself.

If a person does not have the principle to restrain himself in his heart, it will not be long before he is free.

"Silly boy……"

The old lady Bai sighed: "If you are so serious, then this day will be hard to live. A person's life is so long, there are so many trivial things, how can you care about it? Especially when it comes to this matter of men and women , as long as you don’t make big mistakes, and you can turn a blind eye to small things, then let’s go, why don’t the old people always say that it’s rare to be confused?”

"But I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart..."

Bai Yingluo pouted and said.

Still wanting to persuade a few more words, the old lady Bai suddenly thought of the slight uneasiness under Du Xuan's pretendingly calm face just now. Come to think of it, he also understood it in his heart, right?
Thinking of this, the old lady Bai smiled: Everyone has their own way to go and their own little life to live, maybe, for Du Xuan and Bai Yingluo, this is their way of handling this matter?

Thinking in relief, the old lady Bai raised her hand and pinned the broken hair around Bai Yingluo's ear, "Anyway, it's good that you have an idea in your heart, I see, my uncle is a good one, you, you should relax your heart , think more about his usual goodness."

Seeing that her grandmother stopped persuading her, Bai Yingluo heaved a sigh of relief, smiled and nodded in response, hugged her arm and talked affectionately.

In the evening, after dinner, Du Xuan and Bai Yingluo carried Brother Yan back to Zhuangyuan's Mansion.

In the carriage, Du Xuan honestly reviewed his mistakes and said: "Luo Niang, I know where I went wrong, please forgive me this time, and don't make an example, okay?"

Bai Yingluo was a little surprised.

She didn't believe that Du Xuan would talk to his grandfather about these things about the boudoir where the children love each other, but although he was careful these few days, he would not apologize to himself in such a serious way, and even said "Don't be an example" .

Thinking of the rare confusion that grandma mentioned, Bai Yingluo pretended to be confused and said, "What did you say? I don't understand. Did you do something wrong? What is it?"

Seeing Bai Yingluo playing sloppy eyes, Du Xuan didn't intend to fool her.

Stretching out his hand to hold Bai Yingluo's hand, Du Xuan said solemnly: "These days, I have indeed been a bit of a looser, and I know I was wrong. But don't worry, I am still the same me from before, and my heart for you is still the same as before. , eternal life. Luo Niang, don't annoy me, forgive me for this, I will send them away when I go back, okay?"

Du Xuan said seriously, if he pretended to be nonchalant, he would appear to be insincere, Bai Yingluo gave him a sideways look, "How do you send it away? Could it be that you can return the gift that someone sent out?"

Seeing Bai Yingluo let go, Du Xuan heaved a sigh of relief.

(End of this chapter)