Changing the beauty of the demon concubine

Chapter 33

It is often said that alcohol is used to relieve sorrow.Perhaps only this thing can make me forget these.In this world, I am the only one who is different from them, but I still came here without hesitation.I abandoned my original life and my poor mother, but I got nothing, nothing, and I have to be careful even if I take a step, lest I make a wrong step and fall into the abyss.

Yes, I can't do anything, I can't embroider, I can't sing, I can't play the piano, I can't paint, I can't dance, I can't write poetry, I can't do this, I can't do that, I can only lie.That's it, relying on lies, I walked from a foreign object to Mo Yan's side step by step, and my steps were difficult.I just want to stay quietly beside him like this, but I still want him to give me a little warmth day and night.

My eyes were blurred, I could only open my eyes wide and try my best to look at Xuan'er who was always by my side.I wanted to stop my tears and look at her eyebrows carefully, but her appearance was still so blurry. I reached out to touch her pure and innocent face, and said with a sob, "Xuan'er, it's only you who treat me like this." good."

Seeing me crying so sad, Xuan'er felt bitter in her heart, she stood up hastily, hugged me tightly, stroked my back gently with her hands, and comforted me one by one, "Don't worry, Ma'am, Xuan'er I will always stay by your side and treat you well. You are not only me, you also have the emperor, and Mr. Yan, they will all treat you well."

I shook my head again and again, no, no, no, Yan Junzheng, what he cares about is Miss Wei Qingwei, the daughter of the Wei family, not me, the concubine Qing. If he knew that I was not Wei Qing, how could he diagnose me? How can you cook medicine for me, how can you worry about me, how can you look at me more?How can you help me?And Mo Yan, there are more than three thousand beauties in the harem, all of them are as beautiful as fairyland, and they all try their best to compete for beauty, how difficult it is for me to stay by his side, even if I use all means, what did Concubine Zeng Yan say? The words almost made me doomed, but I could only suffer in silence, and I couldn't mention a word.

Tears blurred her eyes, Xuan'er's sleeves were already soaked, mottled so sadly.She doesn't understand my suffering, and I can't say it, so I can only shake my head vigorously, the more I shake my heart, the more painful it is.And really, only she treats me so well, she never leaves, not because of who I am, without any purpose, and treats me well without any impurities.

"Mother, don't cry, Xuan'er is going to get the wine right away." Finally, Xuan'er couldn't resist my stubbornness, and turned around to get the wine.

Xuan'er, that's what I've always called her.But about her, I only know that her surname is Ning Mingxuan, she has a nice name, but she is only 17 years old.I have only been in the palace for one year, and I have never served any concubines. I have been learning the rules and etiquette and doing things in the palace. It was not until I became Concubine Qing in Yongyun Palace that she was called out to be an attendant.I don't know what she was like before entering the palace, and I have never asked, I just remember that I said that I want to be a lifelong friend with her, sharing joys and sorrows in this harem, she treats me like a family member, without complaint or regret.

I recall vaguely.It turned out that it was just a time to recover, and a few months passed.And in just a few months, so much has happened.There is sweetness with Mo Yan, and there are many unbearable memories, all of which are buried by my tears.

(End of this chapter)